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Self-Help Conferences for People Who Stutter: An Interpretive Phenomenological Analysis A Dissertation
Self-Help Conferences for People Who Stutter: An Interpretive Phenomenological Analysis A Dissertation Presented to the Graduate Faculty of the University of Louisiana at Lafayette In Partial Fulfillment of the Requirements for the Degree Doctor of Philosophy Mitchell C. Trichon Fall 2010 UMI Number: 3446333 All rights reserved INFORMATION TO ALL USERS The quality of this reproduction is dependent upon the quality of the copy submitted. In the unlikely event that the author did not send a complete manuscript and there are missing pages, these will be noted. Also, if material had to be removed, a note will indicate the deletion. UMT Dissertation Publishing UMI 3446333 Copyright 2011 by ProQuest LLC. All rights reserved. This edition of the work is protected against unauthorized copying under Title 17, United States Code. uest ProQuest LLC 789 East Eisenhower Parkway P.O. Box 1346 Ann Arbor, Ml 48106-1346 © Mitchell C. Trichon 2010 All Rights Reserved DEDICATION This work is dedicated to my heroes, who have exemplified that great communication can come in the form of both stuttered speech and fluent speech. May your voices and courage continue to inspire others to recognize their potential. EPIGRAPH I didn't really talk that much about how important support... support was for me, you know that, that was everything, like if I didn't have that, like I wouldn't have been able to do it on my own, even with just my speech therapist, like I needed to meet other people that stuttered. I needed to have everything in order to really-, 'cause I, I, I don't think I really took off in speech therapy until I met other people who stuttered, who had done it, who I like, saw myself in, you know? So, I got that out of going to conferences. — Lynn This participant's quote about self-help conferences for people who stutter highlights the importance of a message spoken nearly 25 years ago: Self-help and professional treatment can be compatible approaches to a problem, but danger exists when either group believes that it can do the work of the other. — C. Evert Koop, U.S. Surgeon General ACKNOWLEDGMENTS Thank you to my mentor and dissertation committee chairperson, Dr. John Tetnowski, for his guidance and encouragement. Your time, effort, and support have been vital in my academic success throughout my graduate career. Thank you for always believing in me and my research. I would also like to thank the other members of my committee, Dr. Jack Damico, Dr. Nancye Roussel, and Dr. Martin Ball for your time, effort, and input on this manuscript. In addition, thank you to all the faculty and clinical staff who have helped to make my graduate experience a positive one - academically, clinically, and personally. Thank you to all of the participants related to this study for your time and courage in sharing your personal experiences. I find myself thinking back to the many stories you have shared and feel I have learned a great deal from them. I believe your stories will help others understand more about the experience of having attended self-help conferences for people who stutter and about the experience of stuttering. Thank you to the National Stuttering Association and Friends - The National Association of Young People Who Stutter for your cooperation in trying to understand the potential role of self-help conferences in the management of stuttering. In addition, thank you for welcoming me to the amazing world of self-help. It has allowed me to meet some of the most inspirational people in my life. Thank you to the entire self-help community of people who stutter (children, teens, and adults) who have been an everlasting source of support and inspiration. In addition, I would like to thank all of the individuals who have been a part of the Queens, NY and Lafayette, LA chapters of the National Stuttering Association for your friendship and support. You have been a constant reminder of why this area of stuttering management needs further exploration. Thank you to all of those who have shared their time and knowledge with me including Eugene B. Cooper, John Ahlbach, Annie Bradberry, Lee Caggiano, Elliot Dennis, Judith Eckardt, Tammy Flores, Jane Fraser, Bob Gathman, Russ Hicks, Mel Hoffman, Pamela Mertz, Lee Reeves, Peter Reitzes, Ed Riordan, and Greg Snyder. Thank you to all of my classmates who have been a source of knowledge, strength, and enjoyment throughout graduate school. Thank you to my classmate, colleague, and friend, Heather Grossman, for her support, especially when there never seemed to be an end. Finally, I would like to thank my mother (Evelyn Trichon) and father (William Trichon), my brothers and sister-in-law (Russell, Jeffrey, and Patrice), my aunt and uncle (Phyllis and Alexander Cossin), who have been my biggest source of encouragement and love. Thank you to my nieces and nephews (Hayley, Jordan, Tylar, Dylan, and Jaclyn) who have always brightened my days through the highs and lows of writing my dissertation. Thank you to all of you who have given me the strength and courage to pursue my passion. vn TABLE OF CONTENTS ACKNOWLEDGMENTS vi LIST OF TABLES xii LIST OF FIGURES xiii LIST OF ABBREVIATIONS xiv Chapter 1: INTRODUCTION Chapter 2: REVIEW OF THE LITERATURE 2.1 What is Stuttering? 2.1.1 Narrow View 2.1.2 BroadView 2.1.2.1 Sheehan's Iceberg Analogy 2.1.2.2 Wingate's "Standard Definition" 2.1.2.3 Yaruss and Quesal's Framework (based on WHO's ICF) 2.2 Measurements of Stuttering 2.2.1 Tools for Observable Features 2.2.1.1 Frequency Formulae 2.2.1.2 Sherman-Lewis Scale 2.2.1.3 Iowa Scale for Rating Severity of Stuttering 2.2.1.4 Stuttering Severity Instrument 2.2.2 Tools for Intrinsic Features 2.2.2.1 Perceptions of Stuttering Inventory 2.2.2.2 Wright & Ayre Stuttering Self-Rating Profile 2.2.2.3 Overall Assessment of the Speaker's Experience of Stuttering 2.3 Current Treatment Strategies 2.3.1 Fluency Shaping 2.3.2 Stuttering Modification 2.3.2.1 Overview - Stuttering Modification 2.3.2.2 Stages of Stuttering Modification 2.3.3 Cognitive Restructuring 2.3.3.1 Rational Emotive Behavioral Therapy 2.3.3.2 Personal Construct Theory 2.3.3.3 Constructive-Narrative Approach 2.4 Stuttering Management 2.4.1 Clinicians and Other PWS 2.4.1.1 Deficiencies in Clinical Training 2.4.1.2 Clinicians' Therapeutic Approach Tendencies 2.4.1.3 Relationship Between Professional and Self-Help Communities 2.4.2 Management vs. Recovery 1 10 10 11 11 12 13 14 21 22 22 23 23 24 26 27 27 28 30 31 36 36 38 47 48 48 50 56 56 56 59 60 63 2.4.3 Contributions to Success 65 2.5 Self-Help Organizations for PWS 70 2.5.1 Self-Help Terminology 71 2.5.2 Self-Help Movement in the United States 75 2.5.3 Organizations for PWS in the United States 80 2.5.3.1 KingsleyClub 81 2.5.3.2 Stuttering Foundation of America 83 2.5.3.3 Council of Adult Stutterers, National Council on Stuttering ...83 2.5.3.4 Speak Easy International 84 2.5.3.5 National Stuttering Association 85 2.5.3.6 First Amendment, International Foundation for Stutterers 87 2.5.3.7 Friends - The National Association of Young PWS 89 2.5.3.8 Our Time Theatre Company 90 2.5.4 International and Foreign Organizations for PWS 91 2.5.4.1 International Stuttering Association 91 2.5.4.2 International Fluency Association 93 2.5.4.3 Other National Organizations for PWS 94 2.5.5 Self-Help Activities for PWS 95 2.5.5.1 Self-Help for PWS on the Internet 96 2.5.5.1.1 Internet discussion groups 96 2.5.5.1.2 Podcasts and video links 98 2.5.5.1.3 Blogs 99 2.5.5.1.4 Social networking websites 100 2.5.5.2 Self-Help Group Meetings for PWS 100 2.5.5.3 Self-Help Workshops for PWS 101 2.5.5.4 Self-Help Conferences for PWS 103 2.5.6 Research on Self-Help Activities for PWS 105 2.6 Qualitative Research in Stuttering 119 2.6.1 Questionnaires 119 2.6.2 Movement Toward a More Qualitative Orientation 121 2.6.3 Advantages of Qualitative Research 123 2.6.4 Interpretive Phenomenological Analysis 125 2.7 Summary - Review of the Literature 130 2.8 Research Questions 131 Chapter 3: METHODOLOGY 3.1 Rationale for Using Interpretive Phenomenological Analysis 3.2 Data Collection 3.2.1 Advantages of Semi-Structured Interviews 3.2.2 Interview Development 3.2.3 Interview Procedure 3.2.4 Interview Timing 3.3 Participants 3.4 Transcription, Analysis, and Interpretation 3.5 Equipment and Software 3.6 Credibility IX 132 132 136 136 139 140 142 143 152 155 156 3.7 Summary - Methodology 157 Chapter 4: RESULTS 4.1 Participants' Experiences Having Attended Self-Help Conferences for PWS 4.1.1 Socializing Opportunities with Other PWS 4.1.1.1 Meeting People/Making Friends 4.1.1.2 Social Gatherings (conference planned/spontaneous) 4.1.1.3 Extreme Socializing 4.1.1.4 Post-Conference Socializing 4.1.2 Affiliation 4.1.2.1 Bonding Experience 4.1.2.2 Desire to Reunite 4.1.2.3 Expansion of Community 4.1.3 Shifting Roles 4.1.4 Positive Change of Emotions 4.1.5 Redefining Oneself 4.1.5.1 Improved Self-Perspective 4.1.5.2 Increased Self-Esteem 4.1.5.3 Self-Acceptance 4.1.5.4 Increased Risk-Taking 4.1.5.5 Self-Realization 4.1.5.6 Feelings of Freedom 4.2 Participants' Experiences of Stuttering 4.2.1 Emotions Associated with Stuttering 4.2.1.1 Embarrassment 4.2.1.2 Fear 4.2.1.3 Frustration 4.2.1.4 Loneliness 4.2.1.5 Shame 4.2.2 Impact of Stuttering 4.2.2.1 Personality 4.2.2.2 Bullying/Teasing 4.2.2.3 Education 4.2.2.4 Dating 4.2.2.5 Career Choice/Advancement 4.2.2.6 Work Performance 4.2.2.7 Other People's Perception 4.2.3 Avoidance of Words and Situations 4.2.4 Post-Conference Perceptions of Stuttering 4.2.5 Post-Conference Disclosure 4.3 Additional Analysis - SLPs Who Stutter 159 Chapter 5: CONCLUSIONS AND DISCUSSION 5.1 Conclusions of the Investigation 5.2 Limitations of the Investigation 226 227 237 x 161 162 163 164 165 166 167 167 169 169 171 174 177 178 179 180 182 183 183 185 187 187 188 189 190 191 193 193 195 198 200 201 204 206 208 213 216 220 5.3 Clinical Implications 238 5.4 Future Research 239 REFERENCES 242 APPENDICES Appendix A - A l e x ' s Interview Appendix B-Bill's Interview Appendix C - Connor's Interview Appendix D-Dylan's Interview Appendix E - Evan's Interview Appendix F - F r e d ' s Interview Appendix G-Gilda's Interview Appendix H-Hayley's Interview Appendix I - Isabelle's Interview Appendix J-Jackie's Interview Appendix K - K e n ' s Interview Appendix L - Lynn's Interview ABSTRACT 267 see CD see CD see CD see CD see CD see CD see CD see CD see CD see CD see CD see CD 268 BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH 270 XI LIST OF TABLES Table 1. Environmental Factors of Stuttering - Examples Table 2. Deconstruction and Reconstruction Process - Constructivist-Narrative Approach (3rd stage) Table 3. 18 53 Recurring Themes from the Three Temporal Stages of Successful Stuttering Management 67 Table 4. Schedule of Topics for Semi-Structured Interviews 139 Table 5. Participant Information (at time of interview) 145 Table 6. The Role of Self-Help Conferences for PWS in the Transition from Unsuccessful to Successful Stuttering Management 234 Table 7. The Role of Self-Help Conferences for PWS for Continued Successful Stuttering Management 236 LIST OF FIGURES Figure 1. International Classification of Functioning, Disability, and Health - Categories and Subcategories 15 LIST OF ABBREVIATIONS ABC Affective, Behavioral, Cognitive AIS American Institute for Stuttering ASHA American Speech-Language-Hearing Association BRS-FD Board Recognized Specialist in Fluency Disorders CEU Continuing Education Unit COPS Council on Professional Standards (ASHA'S) CUSR Clinical Use of Self-Reports CWS Child Who Stutters or Children Who Stutter ELU Extended Length of Utterance GILCU Gradual Increase in Length and Complexity of Utterance ICF International Classification of Functioning, Disability, and Health ICIDH International Classification of Impairments, Disability and Handicap IPA Interpretative Phenomenological Analysis KSP Karolinska Scales of Personality MCAI Multicomponent Anxiety Inventory NSA National Stuttering Association NSARC National Stuttering Association Research Committee NSP National Stuttering Project OASES Overall Assessment of the Speaker's Experience of Stuttering PCT Personal Construct Theory PFSP Precision Fluency Shaping Program PSI Perceptions of Stuttering Inventory PWS Person who stutters or People who stutter REBT Rational Emotive Behavioral Therapy SFA Stuttering Foundation of America (The Stuttering Foundation) SLP Speech-Language Pathologist SSMP Successful Stuttering Management Program WASSP Wright & Ayre Stuttering Self-rating Profile WHO World Health Organization SSI Stuttering Severity Instrument XV 1. INTRODUCTION Um I felt for the first time that I had a place that I belonged. Um, the first time I was in a situation that I could actually participate. Be heard and I was a-, I could actually be heard, that no one interrupted me. No one spoke for me. They weren't afraid to look at me. It was just a different world. It was like I stepped over the rainbow or to the rainbow or whatever. (Hayley laughs) For the first time I felt like, 'Hey, I'm not a bad person.' They like me (both laugh). I like them. I'm having fun. (Hayley laughs) And I remember not sleeping at all that weekend. The more sleep deprivation, the more I stuttered, and it didn't matter (both laugh). And it didn't matter and I made lifelong friends, and I danced, and I laughed, and I cried, and I was understood, and I belonged. Oh my God!! I was finally in a place where I felt warm. -Hayley (195-209) This experience of attending a self-help conference for people who stutter (PWS) was shared by a woman who stutters. Her eloquent description is unique in the words she used, but the depth of the impact that the experience had on her is not unique. It is an experience shared by many of the attendees at a self-help conference. These unique gatherings of PWS from all walks of life help reconstruct the way that individuals think about stuttering and him or herself, forming a strong foundation for successful stuttering management. The lived experience of those who attended self-help conferences for PWS from the perspective of individuals who stutter is the focus of this investigation. A self-help conference for PWS is a 2 I/2 to 4-day event that is hosted by a self-help organization for PWS. Self-help conferences are usually held annually with the site of the conference usually changing every year. The key elements of a self-help conference include: an opening and closing, keynote speeches, open microphone sessions in which people have the opportunity to say anything they want in front of an audience, and regular sessions (also referred to as workshops) in which a speaker(s) discusses a specific stuttering related topic(s), planned social events (e.g. baseball game, dinner, and touring), and a banquet. During the evening, conference participants typically partake in planned social outing or form or join in on a more spontaneous social gathering whether it is going out or utilizing the amenities of the hotel. Self-help conferences are just one of the many types of self-help activities that exist. Other in-person self-help activities for PWS are self-help groups and self-help workshops. There are also self-help activities on the internet; these include internet discussion groups, podcasts and video links, blogs, and most recently, social networking websites. As a person who stutters (PWS) I am fortunate enough to be in the miniscule percentage of PWS who learned about the existence of these in-person self-help activities for PWS, which include self-help conferences. I am even more fortunate to be a part of the even smaller family of PWS who have had the encouragement and support to have made the decision to attend one of these very meaningful events. Before I attended my first self-help conference, my journey as a PWS has taken me through years of speech therapy which focus on treating the observable features of the disorder, 2 throughout grade school. I, like many other PWS, experienced what is known as "the giant in chains" complex. This describes one's feeling that one can achieve anything if only he or she did not have a certain condition, in this case, stuttering. After having successfully completed a speech program through which I learned to gain control of my stuttering during my preteen years, I learned over time that my "chains" or what prevented me from realizing my potentials, was not my lack of fluency. Difficult social situations were still difficult and being able to control stuttering was not the solution to all challenges. Over time, stuttering returned and feelings of failure emerged. I continued to work at trying to gain back the fluency I achieved during my 3-week intensive program or was "chasing the fluency gods" to feel "successful" once again. I believed fluency to be the only solution to this complex condition. My experiences with any type of self-help activity began after having gone through the 3week intensive therapy program previously discussed. I attended a self-help practice group. "Self-help groups are voluntary, small group structures for mutual aid and the accomplishment of a special purpose" (Katz & Bender, 1976, p. 9), the 'practice' refers to the focus of the meeting, which was to practice a particular therapy technique learned in formal therapy. The group helped me with trying to maintain my fluency. The year I attended allowed me to meet more PWS who lead successful lives. Years later, while earning my undergraduate degree in college, I participated in a support/therapy group that included an element of counseling. The term support group, as opposed to a self-help group, refers to the professional (SLP) managing the group. In this particular group speech therapy was weaved into the support. I found talking about stuttering to be helpful but still focused 3 on fluency. During this time, I also found that sharing my experiences of stuttering with graduate students in a class about stuttering on a weekly basis to be therapeutic and helped me to discover my passion for educating others on about stuttering. A few years after college, I attended a self-help group which was different from the two other groups in which I participated. The focus of the self-group revolved around self-acceptance with no focus on speech skills. People were stuttering openly without "self-correcting" or anyone else trying to help them to use speech skills. At the time I thought that the group was a really good idea, only for people that could not be fluent. I thought I was sitting amongst a group of people who had given up on fluency and I did not wish to be a part of it. The idea of accepting something that I thought I could control was not an option for me at that time. Years later I continued to be a guest speaker on stuttering to speech-language pathology (SLP) students, while my enthusiasm for helping to educate future clinicians grew. My hesitation to attempt a career change from a certified public accountant (CPA) to an SLP ended in the aftermath of the horrific events of September 11, 2001. My experience of that day and the days that followed helped me to realize that life is short and resulted in the beginning of my formal academic training as an SLP. While completing prerequisite courses at Queens College in Flushing, NY, I used my background of having participated in self-help and support groups to establish a self-help group affiliated with the National Stuttering Association (NSA). Members helped me gain different perspectives about stuttering. My positive experiences of the group combined with 4 encouragement from one of my mentors, Phil Schneider, led me to attend the self-help conference hosted by NSA and Friends - The National Association of Young People Who Stutter. My experience at these conferences was profound. I believed going into the conferences that I would learn much on an academic level, but not to be impacted so much on a personal level since I already knew many PWS. I was correct about learning on an academic level, but the amount I gained on a personal level is what has kept me going to conferences every year since my first conferences in 2003. The hundreds of people that attended the conferences were quite impressive, but even more impressive were the individuals. They exemplified how one can stutter while being great communicators; how one can stutter with dignity; how one can stutter well. There were so many people who stuttered in so many ways, all at different points in their journey, learning from each other. This experience was quite different from any clinical or nonclinical experience I have ever had before. During the NSA conference a group of us went out to enjoy some of the nightlife in Nashville, TN. I had noticed that stuttering had become a different experience around my new friends. When I stuttered I had my normal instant feelings of embarrassment, but they were followed by a sense of relief knowing that I was amongst other PWS who not only understood how stuttering felt, but who believed that it is okay to stutter. By the end of the night stuttering felt more like a metaphorical badge of honor. One of the clubs we went to announced our presence by shouting, "National Stuttering Association is in the house!" as our group roared with excitement. I already had an understanding of the pride one can 5 possess in being able to endure the challenges of stuttering, but to be able to feel and witness that pride amongst the group was a powerful experience. My experiences of attending self-help conferences include being a part of so many other people's conference experience. I find it intriguing to listen to how people internalize their conference experience, whether it was their first or twentieth conference. I believed that people liked being at the conference, but I also believed that attending the conference helped me with understanding stuttering and my relationship with stuttering. However, I did not know if the self-help conferences impacted others, and if so how were others impacted? Upon doing some background research on this topic I found there to be a scarcity of research in the realm of self-help for PWS and even less about self-help conferences for PWS. One of the reasons for this lack of evidence is the limitations of the dominant experimental research design in the documentation of "real-world" gains in stuttering management. In the past several years, research methods that are capable of assessing authentic gains in communicative abilities (i.e. qualitative) are being used as adjuncts to experimental designs (Tetnowski & J. S. Damico, 2001). Qualitative methods have the benefit of using authentic data from people who stutter that cannot be readily gathered in strictly controlled settings. This has opened the doors to descriptive findings related to: the impact of stuttering on identity (Daniels & Gabel, 2004), and the analysis of therapeutic discourse during therapy (Leahy, 2004). A study on the successful stuttering management has revealed that support from others including groups of PWS to be beneficial in the process (Plexico, Manning, & DiLollo, 2005). In recent years there has been evidence to support the notion that self-help 6 activities, in the form of self-help groups, have been beneficial to attendees (Trichon, Tetnowski, & Rentschler, 2007). Most recently, there has also been survey research (Tetnowski & McClure, 2009) to support the utility of self-help conferences (and self-help groups), but it does not give detail on how the conferences are helpful. In spite of these gains, there is a lack of research about self-help activities for PWS and more specifically selfhelp conferences. The focus of this investigation is to understand the lived experience of those who attended self-help conference(s) for PWS from the perspective of individuals who stutter. Throughout this document there will be terms that may be confusing to those outside of the self-help movement; therefore, these terms will briefly be described here to assist in the reading and understanding of this document. These terms will be expanded later in the document, but the basic terminology is as follows: (a) Self-help groups for PWS - are a collection of people from the stuttering community who meet to talk about various stuttering related topics. Meetings are regularly scheduled, usually monthly, or biweekly and usually last approximately 2 hours. Many self-help groups are affiliated with NSA. Groups or "chapters" (NSA) are created by PWS or professionals who are acting on behalf of a self-help organization such as NSA. There are also self-help groups for the purposes of practicing speech techniques that were learned from a SLP. These types of self-help groups, however, are created by PWS who are not SLPs. Self-help practice groups are typically not affiliated with the NSA. 7 (b) Support groups for PWS - are a collection of people from the stuttering community who meet to talk about various stuttering related topics or to practice speech techniques. Meetings are regularly scheduled and usually last approximately 2 hours. Support groups are created by professionals, usually SLPs. The term support group is sometimes used to self-help groups, but this causes confusion. For the purpose of this manuscript support group will only refer to those groups created by professionals not acting on behalf of a self-help organization. Keep in mind that some literature may still use support group to refer to support groups and self-help groups. (c) Self-help conference for PWS - A self-help conference for PWS is a 2 V2 to 4- day event that is hosted by a self-help organization for PWS. Self-help conferences are usually held annually with the site of the conference usually changing every year. The key elements of a self-help conference include: an opening and closing, keynote speeches, open microphone sessions in which people have the opportunity to say anything they want in front of an audience, and regular sessions (also referred to as workshops) in which a speaker(s) discusses a specific stuttering related topic(s), planned social events (e.g. baseball game, dinner, and touring), and a banquet. During the evening, conference participants typically partake in planned social outing or form or join in on a more spontaneous social gathering whether it is going out or utilizing the amenities of the hotel. Although the distinction may seem small to those unfamiliar with the self-help movement, the differences are significant. The smaller bi-weekly or monthly self-help groups that exist 8 throughout the country are the precursors of coming together with hundreds of PWS. So many individuals have stated that this conference has "changed their life." In spite of these anecdotal reports, there is a lack an authentic, systematic, and rich description from the people who attend these self-help conferences for PWS. Therefore the purpose of this study is to understand the experience of those who attended self-help conferences for PWS to determine if they are useful in stuttering management. 9 2. REVIEW OF THE LITERATURE The current investigation will examine the experiences of individuals who stutter that attend self-help conferences and the potential role it may play in the overall management of stuttering. This chapter will review the literature to give the reader a better familiarity in a variety of topics related to the topic of investigation. It will include the following topics: what is stuttering, stuttering measurements, philosophies of intervention, stuttering management, qualitative research, and self-help. This background is included so that the reader can understand the various opinions of experts and the relevance it has in understanding the potential impact that self-help conferences can have on the lives of the people attending them. 2.1 What is Stuttering? The word stuttering can cause confusion and debate amongst researchers in the field. This section will discuss both the narrow and broad views of developmental stuttering. The narrow view will be briefly reviewed, while the broad view of stuttering will be examined in more depth using three perspectives. Shapiro (1999) states, "defining stuttering is more than a semantic exercise... .a definition establishes the foundation for and generates relevant theories, therapies, and research" (p. 9). It is therefore important to understand different perspectives of stuttering before discussing ways to measure and treat stuttering, in order to understand more about potential benefits of self-help conferences for people who stutter (PWS). 2.1.1 Narrow View In the various descriptions of stuttering, Bloodstein and Ratner (2008) recognize that definitions including ones from the observer's perspective and others from the speaker's perspective. Descriptions of stuttering from the observer's perspective focus on features which include repetitions of sounds, syllables, words, or phrases, prolongations of sounds, tense pauses or blocks which may be accompanied by other bodily movements during the struggle to produce speech. Observable features have been documented in a variety of ways including frequency of disfluencies, naturalness of speech, and speech rate (R. J. Ingham, 1984; R. J. Ingham & Onslow, 1985; Onslow, Costa, C. Andrews, Harrison, & Packman, 1996; Schiavetti & Metz, 1997). These are also consistent with the view that stuttering is only the observable features of the disorder. 2.1.2 Broad View An alternate view of stuttering is a broad view that includes more than just the observable features (E. B. Cooper 1993; Johnson, 1930; Manning, 1999, 2001, 2010; Murphy, 1999; Shapiro, 1999; Sheehan, 1970; Starkweather & Givens-Ackerman, 1997; Van Riper, 1982; Yaruss, 1998; Yaruss & Quesal, 2004b). These broader views of stuttering include intrinsic features such as loss of control (Perkins, Kent, & Curlee, 1991), a restrictive lifestyle (Plexico, Manning, & DiLollo, 2005), and cognitive and affective factors which consist of emotions such as helplessness, shame, fear, guilt, and feelings of having to avoid words or speaking situations (Corcoran & M. Stewart, 1998; Sheehan, 1970). Among those that feel that intrinsic features are part of the disorder, there is disagreement on which intrinsic features should be considered. These differences cause variation in how stuttering is 11 measured and how stuttering is treated. In order to gain some more insight into the broader views of stuttering this review will include the major theories within this realm. 2.1.2.1 Sheehan 's Iceberg Analogy One of the most useful resources to illustrate and facilitate the understanding of a broader scope of stuttering has been Joseph Sheehan's (1970) iceberg analogy of stuttering. The analogy includes a picture that shows three icebergs with different amounts of ice above and beneath the water's surface. The part above the surface represents the observable features and the below the surface features represents the unobservable features. Sheehan (1970) prefers the terms stuttering behavior and concealment behaviors, respectively. The analogy recognizes that there is more to stuttering than just the observable behaviors, similarly to how the top or the observable part of the iceberg does not embody the whole iceberg. In Sheehan's (1970) view, there is more to the iceberg beneath the water's surface, similarly to how there are more "beneath the surface" aspects of stuttering. These beneath the surface features or concealment behaviors include what Sheehan refers to as: false-roles, tricks, and avoidances, which are associated with feelings of fear, guilt, and shame. Concealment behaviors are used to try to "fool" listeners by hiding their stutter or their identity as "a stutterer." These strategies often persist because of the periodic, focused success of avoiding stuttered speech. However, these behaviors may impede upon the broader success of communicating a message in the manner in which the speaker had originally intended. These behaviors which may or may not continue to be successful in the avoidance of speaking with stuttered speech often become a part of the disorder of stuttering. These intrinsic features are an example of what some researchers believe broadens the scope of stuttering into a disorder 12 that affects the way someone communicates and socializes. Sheehan's (1970) illustration supports this view through the various sizes of the icebergs and its positive correlation to concealment behaviors. In other words, the more the beneath the surface features of stuttering there are, the larger the disorder. 2.1.2.2 Wingate's "StandardDefinition" Another example of this broader view of stuttering is the definition and popularity of Marcel E. Wingate's (1964) three-part "standard definition" that says stuttering includes features that may not necessarily be observable. These include the feeling that speech disruptions are "not readily controllable" and other negative emotions. Wingate (1964) defines, stuttering as: 1. (a) Disruption in the fluency of verbal expression, which is (b) characterized by involuntary, audible or silent, repetitions or prolongations in the utterance of short speech elements, namely: sounds, syllables, and words of one syllable. These disruptions (c) usually occur frequently or are marked in character and (d) are not readily controllable. 2. Sometimes, the disruptions are (e) accompanied by accessory activities involving the speech apparatus, related or unrelated body structures, or stereotyped speech utterances. These activities give the appearance of being speech-related struggle. 3. Further, there are not infrequently (f) indications or report of the presence of an emotional state, ranging from a general condition of "excitement" or "tension" to more specific emotions of a negative nature such as fear, embarrassment, irritation, or the like, (g) The immediate source of stuttering is some 13 incoordination expressed in the peripheral speech mechanism; the ultimate cause is presently unknown and may be complex or compound, (p. 488) This definition is one of the most widely cited descriptions of stuttering. Google Scholar Beta database (Google scholar beta, n.d.) reports that the article on Wingate's standard definition has been cited in 169 journal articles. 2.1.2.3 Yaruss and Quesal 's Framework (based on WHO's ICF) Beyond Sheehan's (1970) iceberg analogy and Wingate's (1964) standard definition, stuttering in a broader scope has also been described by J. Scott Yaruss and Robert Quesal (2004b). They believe that stuttering can also be understood within the framework of the World Health Organization's (WHO) International Classification of Functioning, Disability, and Health (ICF) (WHO, 2001). This framework was created to describe all aspects of an individual's health experience (Yaruss & Quesal, 2006). As seen in Figure 1, the ICF framework is divided into: (1) health conditions and (2) contextual factors. Both of these categories are divided into two subcategories each. Health conditions are further divided into: (a) body functions and structures (impairments), and (b) activity and participation (limitations and restrictions); while contextual factors are further divided into: (c) environmental factors, and (d) personal factors. 14 Figure 1. International Classification of Functioning, Disability, and Health Categories and Subcategories International Classification of Functioning, Disability, and Health I (1) Health Conditions (2) Contextual Factors 1 (a) Body Functions and Structures Anatomy and physiology of the human body (impairments) (b) Activity and Participation Execution of a task or action (limitations or restrictions) (d) Personal Factors (c) Environment Factors Physical, social, and attitudinal environments Internal influences on an individual's functioning and disability and are not part of the health condition Adapted from WHO (2001). Yaruss and Quesal (2004b) use the ICF framework to describe how stuttering fits into each of the ICF's component parts. First, within health conditions' first subcategory, body functioning and body structure (impairments), Yaruss and Quesal use the ICF comprehensive list of body functions to highlight that stuttering relates to "functions of fluency, rhythm, [and] speed.. .of speech" (Section b330). To complete this first subcategory within health conditions, Yaruss and Quesal (2004b) refer to neurological research to address body structure. This is supported through findings of Foundas, Bollich, Corey, Hurley, and Heilman (2001) and Sommer, Koch, Paulus, Weiller, and Buchel (2002) who identify 15 differences between the nervous systems of adults who do and do not stutter. Foundas et al. (2001) found that among the differences were that adults who stutter: (i) had significantly larger right and left planum temporal, (ii) had less planar asymmetry, and (iii) had some unique gyral variants including a second diagonal sulcus and extra gyri along the superior bank of the sylvian fossa. Sommer et al. (2002) found that adults who stutter had structural abnormality in speech-relevant areas in the left rolandic operculum that disturbed signal transmission which could impair sensorimotor integration necessary for fluent speech production. Yaruss and Quesal (2004b) address the second subcategory of health conditions, activity and participation (limitations or restrictions), by referring to communication (Chapter 3) in the ICF's Activities and Participation list) as one of the many broad topics. Stuttering directly affects the activity of speaking (d330) and other specific speaking situations which include starting and sustaining conversation (d3500, d3501), conversing with one or many people (d3503, d3504) and "using telecommunication devices...including telephones" (d3600). Stuttering may also indirectly affect activities and participation since speaking plays such a central role in many aspects of life. Yaruss and Quesal (2004b) refer to examples in chapters on "domestic life" (Chapter 6), interpersonal interactions and relationships" (Chapter 7), "major life areas" which include education and employment (Chapter 8), and "community, social, and civil life" (Chapter 9). Such examples include difficulty with: assisting others with communication (children) (d6602), interpersonal relationships (d6603), interacting according to social rules (d7203), relating with strangers (d730), in all levels of education including higher education(d830), seeking or maintaining employment (d8450, d8451), 16 participation in informal (d9100) or formal (d9101) associations or clubs, and participating in specific religious activities (d9300). However, it is important to indicate that these examples may be true of many people, but are not necessarily supported by research. In addition, experiences of stuttering vary from person to person and can vary over time within an individual. As complicated and detailed as these topics are within the category of health conditions, many would judge Yaruss and Quesal's (2004b) ICF-based framework of stuttering to have a broad view of stuttering because of the inclusion of the contextual factors as part of the framework. As previously mentioned, Yaruss and Quesal (2004b) discuss how the ICF framework split contextual factors into the further distinctions of environmental factors and personal factors. They detail how environmental factors can influence the disorder in positive or negative ways. Below is a table of examples adapted from Yaruss and Quesal (2004b) and ICF Illustration Library (International University of Health and Welfare, n.d.). 17 Table 1. Environmental Factors of Stuttering - Examples Title Positive Influence Products and Technology (Ch 1) Support and Relationship (Ch3) Negative Influence fluency enhancing devices (el 15) immediate and extended family (e310, e315), friends and acquaintances (e320, e325) or "other professionals" (e360) who show support and encourage participation in activities Attitudes (Ch4) .. .who negatively influence stuttering by being impatient or discouraging participation in activities ridicule or discrimination because of stereotypes about stuttering could negatively influence stuttering; this could come from society (e460), immediate or extended family (e410, e415), friends (e420), etc. electronic mail may make communication easier and participation in activities more manageable (e5350); use of the telephone Service Systems internet for access to online support because of negative such as chats, blogs, discussions and Policies reactions to telephone groups, broadcasts, etc. (e5602); (Ch5) usage (e5350). support organizations that provide information, organize self-help activities (e5550). Adapted from Yaruss and Quesal (2004b) and International University of Health and Welfare (n.d.). The table exemplifies how environmentalfactors can have positive and negative influences on fluency or the experience of being a person who stutters (PWS). This view of stuttering includes communication breakdowns beyond the readily observable breakdowns in motor speech production; therefore the inclusion of such environment factors supports a broad view of stuttering. Finally, Yaruss and Quesal (2004b) discuss the last subcategory in the ICF framework personal factors, which ICF defines as "internal influences on functioning and disability" 18 (WHO, 2001, p. 11). The ICF broadly includes "gender, race, age, other health conditions, fitness, lifestyle, habits, upbringing, coping styles, social background, education, profession, past and current experiences (past life events and concurrent events), overall behavior pattern and character styles, individual psychological assets and other characteristics" (WHO, 2001, p. 17) as possible personal factors, but does not have a specific list for personal factors as it does for environment factors. The ICF states that it is "because of the large social and cultural variance" (WHO, 2001, p. 8) associated with personal factors. In the absence of a specific list, Yaruss and Quesal (2004b) make the point that personal factors of stuttering are very similar to the speaker's reactions to stuttering. Speaker's reactions to stuttering are often discussed in terms of affective, behavioral, and cognitive (ABC) reactions to stuttering (E. B. Cooper, 1997; Manning, 2001, 2010; Yaruss, 1998). These speaker's reactions, which are not always necessarily negative, are a key component in determining how the experience of stuttering can impact someone's life. For example, helplessness, shame, fear, and avoidance have been identified as some of the negative feelings (Corcoran & M. Stewart, 1998) associated with stuttering. However, as one learns to cope with stuttering, feelings of hope, acceptance, optimism (Yaruss & Quesal, 2004b) may exist and have a positive influence on the overall disorder. Yaruss and Quesal's (2004b) broader view of stuttering in the conceptual framework of the ICF becomes more complex with bidirectional interactions between the four components and with the interaction between the disorder and the components. Despite the framework's complexity, it theoretically demonstrates not only that there are internal and external factors 19 to the disorder, but also that there are both observable and non-observable or beneath the surface features to the disorder. The concepts of stuttering as a disorder that is more than its observable features that have been presented have been sustained in a number of ways. Both Sheehan's (1970) iceberg analogy and Wingate's (1964) standard definition have been staples in the literature for years and continue to be referenced today. In addition, the main idea behind Sheehan's iceberg analogy has been presented on the International Stuttering Awareness Day (ISAD) online conference (Hicks, 2003b, 2005b). Hicks' (2003a) presentation of the iceberg analogy at the numerous conferences of the National Stuttering Association (Hicks, 2003, 2004, 2005b, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009) support the notion that the analogy is still relevant and has been supported within the stuttering self-help community. Yaruss and Quesal's (2004b) ideas of how stuttering fits into the WHO's ICF framework to describe the experience of stuttering is based in the theoretical framework of the WHO's ICF. Therefore, there is an expert opinion basis for the viewpoint that stuttering is a disorder that is more than its observable features. Unfortunately, in spite of their widespread use and acceptance, there is limited research documentation to fully support this view. The previous section has shown that stuttering has been defined and conceptualized in various ways. Some researchers view stuttering as a disorder that is characterized by only its observable features, while other researchers find it paramount to include the intrinsic features of the disorder as part of its description. This disparity impacts how stuttering is measured or assessed. Further, this discrepancy has a profound effect upon treatment and how one 20 defines treatment success. A broad view of stuttering, which includes both observable and intrinsic features of the disorder, would be a better fit for an investigation which explores the potential role that self-help activities for PWS may play in stuttering management. This would be more in line with the view of a social constructivist (Bruner, 1991; Vygotsky, 1962). The social constructivist takes the viewpoint that complex behaviors, such as speech communication, happen in a social context and are too complex for experimental designs that control for as many variables as possible. Experimental designs usually do not consider unobservable or complex phenomenon, such as the broader views of stuttering previous described. Furthermore, it is possible that the preponderance of experimental research strategies in stuttering limit what can be accurately reported in the literature. As recently as 2004, surveys of the stuttering literature show that over 90% of the research studies in stuttering rely on experimental methodologies that are more rigid in their controls and thus limit the measurement of intrinsic conditions affecting stuttering (Tetnowski & J. Damico, 2004). Therefore, this broader view of stuttering opens the door to understanding many complex, social aspects of stuttering that have yet to be explored. 2.2 Measurements of Stuttering Stuttering measurements are paramount in both clinical interventions and research, but they are based on the theoretical constructs of what the tool developer(s) believes stuttering to be. Even when discussing the observable features of stuttering there have been questions about the reliability and validity of stuttering event judgments (Brundage, Bothe, Lengeling, & Evans, 2006; R. J. Ingham, Cordes, J. C. Ingham, & Gow, 1995; Cordes, R. J. Ingham, Frank, & J. C. Ingham, 1992). In spite of these issues, measurement tools do provide 21 information about an individual's stuttering at particular points in time, including pretreatment, during treatment, and post-treatment. Differences in how stuttering is viewed has lead to differences in how stuttering can be measured. This section will discuss instruments that have been developed to measure both observable and the non-observable features of stuttering. Based on the ICF model, validity of many of these instruments is brought into question. 2.2.1 Tools for Observable Features Over the years, measurements of the observable features of stuttering have proved to be popular. However, within the realm of observable features there are many methods of measurement. This subsection will review instruments that have been developed that put the clinician/researcher in the role of observer to make judgments about the observable features of stuttering. 2.2.1.1 Frequency Formulae Percentage of stuttered syllables, number of blocks per 100 words, words stuttered per minute, and other numerical formulae that relate to stuttering frequency, according to Minifie and Cooker (1964), were the most reliable type of severity instrument. However, these frequency-based measures of assessing stuttering were criticized for not being sensitive to changes in other parameters of stuttering (Sherman & Trotter, 1956). Even though this criticism was referring to some of the other observable features of the disorder such as duration of stuttering and body movements associated with stuttering, researchers with a broad sense of stuttering would perhaps extend this criticism to apply to the fact that it too 22 does not recognize any of the intrinsic features of the disorder. Additionally, the reliability of counting of instances of stuttering has been called into question (e.g. Young, 1975; Young & Downs, 1969). It is likely that more than just the surface measures of stuttering are required for a more complete understanding of stuttering. 2.2.1.2 Sherman-Lewis Scale One of the earlier stuttering instruments that focused on the observable features was the Sherman-Lewis Scale (D. Lewis & Sherman, 1951; Sherman, 1955). This was a procedure in which the audio-taped speech of a PWS was compared and matched, to one of nine severity-ranked audio-taped samples of stuttering. In addition to the criticism of its complicated procedure and sole reliance on auditory input which ignores the visible manifestations of the disorder (G. D. Riley, 1972), the scale does not assess the intrinsic features of the disorder. 2.2.1.3 Iowa Scale for Rating Severity of Stuttering Another earlier stuttering instrument was the Scale for Rating Severity of Stuttering, also known as the Iowa Scale, (Johnson, Darley, & Spriestersbach, 1963). This scale has a range from zero to seven with each level being a composite of several variables such as frequency, tension, duration of disfluency, patterns of disfluency, distracting sounds, and associated movements. Many items require the listener to make judgments about the speaker's motivation for behaviors that may or may not be related to stuttering (Naylor, 1953). Van Riper (1982) criticizes the manner in which the variables are grouped together because of their lack of correlation with each other. G. D. Riley (1972) makes the point, that "such 23 terms as avoidance, anxiety, and cancellation imply that the examiner can readily ascertain these motivations" (p. 314). The dependence on the judgments of the listener about the speaker's motivation opens this rating scale to criticism about its validity (Moore & Perkins, 1990). Perhaps the best judgment of a speaker's motivation to determine if a behavior or an action was related to stuttering would come directly from the speaker as opposed to an observer. This not only lends support to a broad view of stuttering which includes the intrinsic aspects of the disorder, but also that PWS may be a valid resource to gain more understanding about the intrinsic features by sharing their own experiences. 2.2.1.4 Stuttering Severity Instrument In an attempt to standardize and improve reliability of observable features of stuttering, G. D. Riley (1972) created the first edition of the Stuttering Severity Instrument (SSI). This instrument, now in its fourth edition (SSI-4) (G. D. Riley, 2009), also uses frequency counts, duration, and physical concomitants to calculate stuttering severity. Each of these major variables is scored separately on its own scale. The instrument requires speaking samples in various situations at various times to minimize issues of stuttering variability within an individual. Frequency is calculated using percentage of stuttered syllables; duration is calculated by using an average of the three longest stuttering events; and physical concomitants is based on observations regarding distracting sounds, facial grimaces, head movements, and movement of the extremities (G. D. Riley, 2009). Scores in these three domains are combined, with nearly equal weight (18 points, 18 points, 20 points, respectively) in determining which of the five ranked, severity equivalents that an individual fits. The first three versions of this popular instrument have focused on observable features 24 of stuttering; however the fourth edition includes a supplementary tool called the Clinical Use of Self-Reports (CUSR). The purpose of the CUSF is to help assess some beneath the surface features of stuttering such as - perceived stuttering severity, locus of control, and avoidances. This supports the view that stuttering is more than its observable features. Other additions that come with the SSI-4 are a 9-point naturalness rating scale for the examiner to complete and post-treatment measures of the clients' perception of: naturalness, satisfaction of treatment, and how an acquaintance would rate their stuttering. G. D. Riley's (2009) SSI4 finally recognizes the beneath the surface features of stuttering, but still does not incorporate them into the way that stuttering severity is calculated. Although various versions of the Stuttering Severity Instrument are among the most widely-used tools for evaluating stuttering, it has been widely criticized. K. E. Lewis (1994) criticized the reliability of the SSI-3. Others have criticized the tool for not recognizing the affective, behavioral and cognitive reactions (ABCs) to stuttering. These reactions often lead to "disability" and additional impairment (Yaruss, 1998). Clearly, documenting the validity and reliability of measures like the Stuttering Severity Instrument may require further study. The preceding measurements of the observable features of stuttering are important in assessing the disorder, but many critics feel that these tools do not assess the whole disorder and furthermore, there are questions about the reliability of these tools. Other tools have been devised. The next section presents tools that attempt to measure the broader scope of the stuttering disorder. 25 2.2.2 Tools for Intrinsic Features In contrast, this section presents tools that have been developed to measure the intrinsic aspects of stuttering. Some researchers recognize intrinsic features as a critical part of the disorder and as a result have included ways to assess them as part of assessment tools. Manning (2001) lists and briefly describes 51 assessment tools procedures related to fluency disorders. Of the 51 assessment tools, 48 pertain to the direct assessment of individuals who stutter. The majority of the 48 assessment tools contain at least a portion to assess intrinsic features that have been associated with stuttering. There are 28 assessment tools that utilize the speaker's own judgments to assess intrinsic features. Assessed features include: (a) the speaker's attitudes and feelings, (b) avoidance, (c) concealment devices, (d) fear/anxiety, (e) reactions and confidence levels in various speaking situations, (f) reactions to stuttering, and (g) locus of control. In addition, six assessment tools utilize the clinician's judgments of the speaker's intrinsic features. Examples of these features include clinician judgments of: (a) speaker's attitude, (b) postponement and avoidance tactics, (c) speaker's reaction to disfluencies, and (d) judgments about the speaker's personality. Some may argue that clinician judgments of these factors should not be categorized as intrinsic features or that judgments about intrinsic features made by anyone else beside the speaker may not be completely valid or reliable. Three popular assessment tools that use the speakers' judgments to evaluate intrinsic features are the Perceptions of Stuttering Inventory (PSI) (Woolf, 1967), the Wright & Ayre Stuttering Self-Rating Profile (WASSP) (Wright & Ayre, 2000), and the Overall Assessment of the Speaker's Experience of Stuttering (OASES) (Yaruss & Quesal, 2008). All three are 26 widely cited in the literature, and serve as exemplars for the types of tools that assess intrinsic features of stuttering. The next subsections will review these tools and will suggest the importance of developing other ways to learn about the intrinsic features of stuttering. 2.2.2.1 Perceptions of Stuttering Inventory The Perceptions of Stuttering Inventory (PSI) (Woolf, 1967) is a self-report that assesses the inner behaviors of avoidance, expectancy, and struggle. This recognizes some of the beneath the surface characteristics of stuttering. There are 20 items to assess each of the three behaviors, totaling 60 items. Lanyon (1967) states that self-reports are useful in initial assessments, but have not exhibited to be a stable measure of changes in severity during treatment. Due to the lack of reliability, better methods of examining intrinsic features of stuttering need to be developed and tested. Additionally, use of this tool is limited to items that are surveyed by the 60 questions that comprise this test. Perhaps a qualitative paradigm may be more suitable to examine the complexities of the intrinsic features of stuttering. 2.2.2.2 Wright & Ayre Stuttering Self-Rating Profile The Wright & Ayre Stuttering Self-Rating Profile (WASSP) (Wright & Ayre, 2000) is a client-completed, standardized instrument. It is said to be the first instrument to attempt to describe aspects of the whole disorder (Ayre & Wright, 2009). As mentioned earlier, selfreports have not been a stable measure of changes in severity during treatment (Lanyon, 1967), but more recent studies have found stuttering self-ratings to be a valuable source of information with regards to stuttering severity (O'Brian, Packman, & Onslow, 2004) and other factors related to stuttering (Manning, 2001; J. Riley, G. D. Riley, & Maguire, 2004). 27 The development of the instrument was influenced by the WHO's International Classification of Impairments, Disability and Handicap (ICIDH) (WHO, 1980), the precursor to the International Classification of Functioning, Disability, and Health (ICF) (WHO, 2001). The instrument was designed to measure change over time and to facilitate the setting of clinical goals. It uses a 7-point Likert scale for 24 items (plus two optional items) in the domains of: stuttering behavior (8 items), thoughts about stuttering (3 items), feelings about stuttering (5 items), avoidance due to stuttering (4 items), and disadvantages due to stuttering (4 items). This tool may be an improvement over previous tools; however, the test items do not leave room for expansion and do not allow an individual to be more descriptive. Several strategies within qualitative research would possibly allow participants to be more flexible in their descriptions of stuttering. 2.2.2.3 Overall Assessment of the Speaker's Experience of Stuttering The Overall Assessment of the Speaker's Experience of Stuttering (OASES) (Yaruss & Quesal, 2008) is another client-completed, 100-item (5-point Likert scale), standardized instrument. The OASES is similar to the WASSP in that it aims to measure the disorder as a whole. The OASES collects information about the "totality" of the disorder including: general perspectives about stuttering, affective, behavioral, and cognitive reactions to stuttering, functional communication difficulties, and impact of stuttering on the speaker's quality of life. The OASES, like the WASSP was based on the WHO's (1980) ICIDH, but still fits the more current ICF (WHO, 2001) framework. The development of the OASES coincides with both American Speech-Language Hearing Association's (ASHA) philosophy (ASHA, 2004) that resulted in their Evidence-Based Practice in Communication Disorders 28 position statement (ASHA, 2005), and ASHA's consideration of making the WHO's ICF the likely standard to describe health related experiences (positive or negative - i.e. fluency or stuttering) (Yaruss & Quesal, 2004b). Even though the tool addresses the whole disorder and does so within the framework of the ICF (WHO, 2001) and does so from the perspective of the speaker, it still does not allow the speaker to expand upon any of the items. This inhibits the assessment process by preventing the speaker from giving any detail or insight about how they experience the disorder. A qualitative methodology would be capable of allowing participants to go into details about their experiences. Tools to assess the intrinsic features of stuttering were designed to recognize the importance of measuring the disorder on levels that go beyond the observable features of the disorder. Most of them were designed to rely on the perspectives of the individuals being assessed; however, the instruments were designed to ask individuals specific questions or their opinions on specific items. As previously mentioned a better assessment may be derived by allowing individuals more freedom in their answers, rather than being constrained by yes/notype questions or by giving a number on a Likert scale. A qualitative paradigm would allow participants the flexibility to talk about their experiences using their own words. A qualitative paradigm may include open-ended questions that would provide individuals with the opportunity for more expansive answers would allow them to express what they want to communicate about this complex disorder that cannot be deconstructed. This may lead to more detailed answers of their experiences of stuttering and possibly lead to a better understanding with more detailed information. 29 This section on stuttering measurements has shown that assessment tools for stuttering come in various forms. Assessment tools generally either focus on the observable features by relying on the clinicians'/researchers' judgments, or they focus on the intrinsic features by relying on the speakers' perceptions. Both observable and intrinsic features are important in assessing the entire disorder of stuttering. Instruments to assess observable features include various frequency formulae, such as the Sherman-Lewis Scale (D. Lewis & Sherman, 1951; Sherman, 1955), the Iowa Scale (Johnson, Darley, & Spriestersbach, 1963), and the SSI, currently on its 4th edition. Instruments to assess intrinsic features include the PSI, the WASSP, and the OASES. These instruments are helpful in assessing stuttering but assessments of observable features alone ignore the intrinsic features, while measurements of intrinsic features ask speakers about specific items. Perhaps allowing speakers the freedom to use their own words to answer broader based questions may reveal more about the disorder. From a research standpoint, finding better ways to assess stuttering is important for the purposes of learning more about the disorder. From a clinical standpoint, finding better ways to assess stuttering is important in deciding the best treatment strategies. The next section is dedicated to the exploring the treatment strategies used today and how this study relates to them. 2.3 Current Treatment Strategies Historically there has been a dichotomy of fundamental treatment strategies for stuttering treatment - fluency shaping, also known as fluency modification, and stuttering modification (Blomgren, Roy, Callister, & Merrill, 2005). Cognitive restructuring, is yet another strategy. It can be used independently, but is often used in combination with the other two approaches. 30 All three are best differentiated by the amount of focus that is placed on the observable features and intrinsic features of the disorder. A fluency shaping approach uses operant conditioning to focus on the elimination or minimization of observable features, without any focus on intrinsic features. A stuttering modification approach attempts to minimize observable features by making stuttering easier. This is done so in the context of changing cognitive and attitudinal responses to stuttering to minimize the impact that intrinsic features can have on an individual. Finally, cognitive restructuring only focuses on changing cognitive and attitudinal responses to stuttering to reduce the handicapping effects that stuttering may impose upon an individual (Manning, 2010). The following sections will review these approaches in more depth and how they may relate to treatment and self-help activities for PWS. 2.3.1 Fluency Shaping In the realm of speech therapy, fluency shaping or fluency modification strategies, aim to eliminate observable stuttering behaviors by changing the physical mechanics of speech. The changes that could be targeted are speech rate, articulation, voicing pattern rhythm pattern, and/or breathing pattern (Wingate, 1969). Many of the basics for fluency shaping therapy were described by Dean Williams (1957). The five parameters of forward moving speech that Williams describes are: (a) consistent flow of air from the lungs; (b) creation of movement of the rib cage, abdomen, and articulators; (c) better coordination of respiration, phonation, and articulation; (d) initiation of laryngeal movement for voicing and smooth transition between voiced and voiceless sounds; and (e) use of appropriate muscular tension to move the articulators. These parameters of forward moving speech have resulted in long 31 standing therapy techniques which include the more recognizable terms such as easy onset, continuous phonation, modified breathing (focus on diaphragmatic breathing), and light articulatory contact. A fluency shaping approach can be thought of as physical therapy for the speech production system (Manning, 2010), but it ignores the intrinsic effects that stuttering may have upon the speaker. Many of the early fluency shaping programs were developed from an operant conditioning model in which there was little or no emphasis on the intrinsic aspects of stuttering (Cordes & R. J. Ingham, 1998; Costello, 1983; J. C. Ingham, 1993, 1999; R. J. Ingham, 1984; Jones, Onslow, Harrison, & Packman, 2000; O'Brian, Onslow, Cream, & Packman, 2003; Perkins, 1973; Ryan, 1980, 2001; Ryan & Van Kirk Ryan, 1995; Webster, 1974). The Extended Length of Utterance (ELU) (Costello, 1983; J. C. Ingham, 1993, 1999) is a fluency shaping therapy aimed to help children to produce spontaneous natural sounding, stutter-free speech. The child progresses through 20 steps by maintaining speech control while increasing the length and complexity of the child's utterances. Stutter-free speech is reinforced and occasional stopping for moments of stuttering. A similar fluency shaping program called, Gradual Increase in Length and Complexity of Utterance (GILCU) (Ryan & Van Kirk Ryan, 1995) aims to gradually (54 steps) increase fluent utterances of one word, to 5 minutes of fluent reading, to 5 minutes of fluent monologue, to 5 minutes of fluent conversation. Clients were reinforced for correct responses by the clinician's verbal response, "Good," and the clinician giving the client a redeemable token. The Lidcombe Program trains parents to use verbal responses or "verbal contingencies" to shape the fluency of preschool children (Jones, Onslow, Harrison, & Packman, 2000; Onslow, 2003). The Camperdown Program (O'Brian, 32 Onslow, Cream, & Packman, 2003) on the other hand, shapes the speech of adult clients through prolonged speech to shape their fluency. The Precision Fluency Shaping Program (PFSP) developed by Webster (1975). The 3-week intensive program addresses stuttering as a motoric problem. Clients are trained to use "targets" that focus on the coordination of respiration, phonation, and articulation through the additional focus on speech rate control and voice onset. Clients gradually "transfer" from using the speech skills in the clinic to outside of the clinic (Webster, 1980). The goal of a fluency shaping approach is to enhance fluency by changing respiration, phonation, and/or articulation. Fluency shaping does not include any kind of counseling in the traditional sense (Manning, 2010); however, graduates of PFSP have reported that conversations among clients during the program, often revolved around sharing experiences of stuttering. Such conversations have been reported to be therapeutic even though such conversations are not discussed in the literature as part of the program. Such conversations are illustrated in the movie, Talk to Me (Potocsny, 1984), about one man's journey through the PFSP program. This particular fluency shaping program incorporates both individual and group settings to teach clients the various speech skills of the program. In addition, group settings are used to give clients time to practice their skills while in conversation. Fluency shaping approaches, however, do not necessarily always include working in groups. In other words, conversations about the experience of stuttering and any potential effects are associated with being in a group setting (Manning & DiLollo, 2007; Prochaska & DiClemente, 1986; T. Stewart & G. Richardson, 2004) and not generally associated with a fluency shaping approach. Yalom and Leszcz (2005) states that "therapeutic change is an 33 enormously complex process that occurs through an intricate interplay of human experiences" (p. 1) Fluency shaping approaches have a focus on speech skills and discount or disregard discussion about the intrinsic features, possibly limiting long-term gains. Fluency shaping approaches have been reported to be successful in the elimination or reduction of the observable features of stuttering (Boberg & Kully, 1994; R. J. Ingham, Kilgo, J. C. Ingham, Moglia, Belknap, and Sanchez, 2001; O'Brian, Onslow, Cream, & Packman, 2003; Onslow, Costa, C. Andrews, Harrison & Packman, 1996; Packman, Onslow, & Menzies, 2000). At least one author has made the assumption that fluency shaping strategies assume that as a client becomes more fluent he/she will change the cognitive and affective features of the disorder (Manning, 2010). Clients, however, often experience relapse and exhibit increases in the observable features of stuttering (Craig, 1998; Yaruss, Quesal, Reeves et al., 2002). Relapse has been labeled as "the rule" rather than the exception (Van Riper, 1973), and the "Achilles heel" of stuttering intervention (Kuhr & Rustin, 1985). Studies report that relapse of observable features of stuttering to occur in over 50% to over 70% of the clients (Boberg, 1981; Craig, 1998; Craig & Calver, 1991; Craig & Hancock, 1995; Culatta & S. A. Goldberg, 1995; Perkins, 1983; Silverman, 1992). Manning and DiLollo (2007) explain that even though therapy may change the physical behaviors of stuttering in a few weeks or months, the affective and cognitive features of stuttering may take much longer. Bloodstein (1995) suggests that relapse is more of a problem with a predominantly behavior-based approach since "it is unreasonable to expect a lifelong problem to be permanently eradicated in the short time it takes to learn to speak fluently in a slow manner by prolonging syllables" (p. 445). Even though Bloodstein's explanation may 34 be an oversimplification of the behavior modification approach and may have intended to target operant conditioning specifically, it does make the point that individuals have lived almost all of their lives with the disorder. Perhaps this near lifelong struggle impacts an individual's identity. Perkins (1979) states that "lapses seem to have more to do with the person's sense of identity as a stutterer, and his misgivings about relinquishing that identity, than with inability to maintain the skill to normal sounding speech" (p. 109). Kuhr and Rustin (1985) and Manning (2001) reported feelings of anxiety, guilt, deception, and depression near the end of successful treatment. DiLollo, Neimeyer, and Manning (2002) suggest that such observations may be related to the challenges associated with transition from the client's self-concept as a stutterer to a fluent speaker. Bloodstein (1995), Manning (2001), and Perkins (1979) agree in that in order for a PWS to maintain fluent speech, major shifts in self-concept need to occur. Conture (2001) notes that successful change in speech behaviors do not mean that the disorder, or the most vital aspects of the disorder, has been conquered. In spite of this continued debate, fluency shaping therapy continues to be popular. Perhaps its popularity is related to the initial success that many clients experience in minimizing or eliminating observable features of stuttering. On the other hand, its positive reception is due to the highly structured and often manualized programs (Boberg & Kully, 1985; Herring, 1986; O'Brian et al., 2003; Webster, 1982) that are easier to administer for a clinicians who may not be as familiar with the experience of stuttering (McFarlane & L. Goldberg, 1987; Ratner & Healey, 1999). Self-help activities for PWS could be a useful supplement to a fluency shaping approach. 35 Since the focus of fluency shaping approaches is on the observable features of stuttering, there is the potential that client beliefs of successful therapy hinge on their fluency. In other words, ways that reduce the handicap of stuttering such as self-acceptance, approaching more conversations, becoming a better overall communicator, and stuttering with less tension, would not be considered to be successful by fluency shaping approach standards. The focused belief that fluency is the determining factor of success may obstruct clients' potential curiosity to attend or appreciate any potential effects of attending self-help groups like the ones found in Trichon, Tetnowski, and Rentschler (2007) or national self-help conferences. In the absence of, or lack of counseling or therapeutic discussion about the experiences of stuttering, it may be paradoxical that clients from a fluency shaping approach may experience the greatest effects from such conversations at self-help events. 2.3.2 Stuttering Modification 2.3.2.1 Overview - Stuttering Modification Stuttering modification strategy, also known as nonavoidance, stutter-more-fluently, or Van Riperian therapy (Gregory, 1973) was a therapy strategy that was formalized by Charles Van Riper (1972). Stuttering modification, unlike a fluency shaping approach, focuses more on the intrinsic features of stuttering. This involves a concentrated cognitive focus by both client and clinician (Manning, 2010). Stuttering modification also has a learning element that aims to change some of the speech behaviors of the client. The objective of the speech behaviors or techniques are not fluency, instead the objective is to decrease the tension associated with stuttering moments, which may at times result in more fluency. Cognitive and attitudinal changes often make it possible for clients to learn and use such speech skills 36 that can result in an easier form of stuttered speech. In this approach, the focus is to minimize or eliminate the speaker's fear, related avoidance, and struggle behaviors used to escape stuttering. This is accomplished through a series of steps to help the individual to identify his stuttering, become desensitized to his stuttering, and then change his stuttering to easier or less effortful forms of stuttering. In this approach many speakers achieve speech that is spontaneously fluent, but the main focus is to replace uncontrollable or reflexive stuttering with "fluent stuttering," or "easy stuttering," meaning stuttering less severely (Guitar, 1998). This involves changing how the individual thinks of himself and his experience of stuttering, so that communication choices are less influenced by the fear of stuttering (Manning, 2010). Examples of stuttering modification approaches can be found in several sources such as Bloodstein (1975), Conture (2001), Guitar (1998, 2006), Johnson, Brown, Curtis, Edney, and Keaster (1967), Luper and Mulder (1964), Shapiro (1999), Sheehan (1970, 1979), Van Riper (1973, 1982), and Williams (1971, 1983, 2004). Examples of therapy that rely on the major concepts of stuttering modification are the American Institute for Stuttering (AIS; Montgomery, 2006) and family-focused therapies (Kelman, Nicholas, & Millard, 2005; Rustin, Botterill, & Kelman, 1996; Yaruss, Coleman, & Hammer, 2006). AIS approaches stuttering as a "complex, multidimensional disorder that requires a whole person, multifaceted approach" which include: (a) managing speech, (b) reducing fears, (c) eliminating avoidances, and (d) strengthening self-perception (AIS, n.d.). Familyfocused treatment for young children who stutter, as described by Yaruss, is therapy that aims to "achieve and maintain normal fluency while developing healthy, appropriate communication attitudes and effective communication skills" (Onslow & Yaruss, 2007, p. 37 68). The next subsection will explore Van Riper's stages of a stuttering modification approach. 2.3.2.2 Stages of Stuttering Modification The various stages of Van Riper's (1973) stuttering modification will be explored in detail to seek potential areas in which self-help activities or self-help conferences may play a role. The six stages of stuttering modification are motivation, identification, desensitization, variation, approximation, and stabilization (Van Riper, 1973). Motivation is the first of Van Riper's (1973) six steps in stuttering modification. During this stage the client's drive for success is assessed. Therapy for stuttering should not be taken lightly since it involves a large investment of time, physical and emotional energy, and money. In this first step the clinician helps the client to build and maintain the client's motivation in changing speech behaviors and attitudes. The maintenance of the client's motivation is pertinent throughout therapy. Trichon et al. (2007) study of the experiences of self-help group attendees found that attendees gained encouragement or inspiration. One self-help group attendee said, "It's been a very good experience ... [member] has really been inspirational.... Just knowing his story of [his] struggling for so long and yet being fluent today ... he's so encouraging to others" (p. 174). This thematic finding seems to be aligned with Van Riper's (1973) goal to build and maintain motivation. Perhaps some the findings in self-help groups are similar to that of the experiences of people who attend self-help conferences for PWS. It is important to also realize that the time intensity of self-help 38 conferences, which are usually annual, may result in different experiences than that of people who attend the shorter, but more consistent throughout the year, self-help groups for PWS. During identification (Van Riper, 1973) the client aims to recognize both surface and beneath the surface features of his stuttering. The clinician may help the client to identify features of his stuttering by asking him to make lists of both, things he does when he stutters and things he does because he stutters. The first list might include more of the surface features of stuttering while, the later list may include ways the client avoids, faces situational anxieties, faces feelings of fear, makes decisions with stuttering as a factor, etc. Trichon et al. (2007) discuss awareness and exposure to other PWS as beneficial features of attending self-help groups. Both of these themes support the notion that attendees of self-help groups have become more familiar with possible features of stuttering that they may possess. Perhaps similar benefits may result from individuals who attend self-help conferences during this stage. During the desensitization stage (Van Riper, 1973), the client learns to stay in the moment of stuttering with a reduced level of fear. This is accomplished by understanding many of the responses that the client has to his or her stuttering. In addition, voluntary stuttering is often introduced, in which the clinician asks the client to follow the clinician in producing effortless one- or two-unit repetitions and 1 to 2 second prolongations. This serves as a demonstration of how one can stutter while maintaining control of his speech. Once fear is reduced to a manageable level, the client will be able to see that they are not as helpless as previously thought and that more options are available to them. This is the key in preparing 39 the client to vary surface features of stuttering in the next stage. The more desensitized a client becomes, the more willing they may be to include surface behaviors in voluntary stuttering to gain more experience in controlling those behaviors and/or varying their speech. Grossman's (2008) study supports the notion that voluntary stuttering helps to desensitize speakers to their emotional reactions to their own stuttering, but also proposes that it reduces physical tension related to stuttering. Trichon et al. (2007) found that attendees of self-help groups perceive the group as a safe environment where they do not feel judged when stuttering or trying new speech skills. Self-help conferences may conceivably provide a similar sense of safety for attendees to attempt to use the skills described in the desensitization stage. Friends - The National Association of Young People Who Stutter (Friends) has consistently included workshops at their annual conference to promote voluntary stuttering and "advertising" the speakers' stutter or being open about stuttering in public, to help children, teens and young adults to become desensitized to their stuttering (Grossman, 2009; Schopick & Trichon, 2007; Trichon & Kubal, 2007a, 2007b; Walton, 2009). The NSA also offers workshops at their annual conferences which aim to desensitize attendees to their stuttering (Gennuso & Koroll, 2009; Onofri, 2009, 2010), however, the impact of attending these meetings is not fully documented. In the variation stage (Van Riper, 1973) the client recognizes his ability to alter features of stuttering while being in the moment of stuttering. This is accomplished with the clinician's guidance and modeling. The client is asked to systematically vary, but not stop, specific features of his stutter in a preplanned manner. For example, if the client says, "ah" a few times before a feared word, the client learns to vary such features that include the rate of 40 speech, the number of repetitions, the muscular tension, or the vowel sound. Another example is when the client is in a block, the client learns to recognize the stuttering moment and slowly releases the vocal tension to allow airflow to continue for the next sound, syllable, or word. The object of this stage is for the client to obtain some measure of control to change the original, reflexive, observable stuttering behaviors. Once again, the safe environment theme that emerged from the experiences of attendees of self-help groups (Trichon et al., 2007) may possibly have some commonalities with the experiences of attendees of self-help conferences. One self-help group attendee sharing his experience of the self-help group referred to "the exchange of ideas and opportunity to practice [and] to not be overly conscious of your speech" (p. 175). Perhaps self-help conferences bring about a similar sense of safety which may potentially facilitate therapy by making it easier for a client to change features of his speech as the stage requires. This adds to the need for a study to explore the opinions of PWS who attend self-help conferences. Perhaps the experience of those who attended self-help conferences may provide benefits that were not revealed in studies of self-help groups for PWS. In the approximation (Van Riper, 1973) or modification stage (Manning, 2010), the goal is for the client to replace the out of control stuttering behaviors with behaviors that have less tension (but not necessarily fluent). In the variation stage the client was able to explore options, where as in the approximation or modification stage, the client is more focused on changing reflexive behaviors with specific behaviors. It is important for the client and clinician to realize the challenges of overcoming both physical behaviors and cognitive responses to stuttering that have been developed and used for long periods of time. The 41 approximation or modification stage can be broken down into three major steps. These steps are related to the point in time in which the client is able to vary his cognition and/or physical behaviors. In the first step, called a cancellation (Van Riper, 1973) or post-event modification (Manning, 2010), the client stops immediately and pauses to assess what physiologically happened during the stuttering event. The client then reinitiates the stuttered utterance with the goal of fluent stuttering. Even though not the goal, it may result in fluent speech. The purpose of fluent stuttering is for the client to have speech that has some of the characteristics of fluent speech including airflow, easy articulatory contact, continuous voicing, and smooth transitional movements to the next sounds and syllables. In the second step, called a pull-out (Van Riper, 1973) or a para-event modification (Manning, 2010), the client will "slide out" of the habitual stutter by making physiological adjustments to stutter more easily. The third and final step, the preparatory set (Van Riper, 1973) or pre-event modification (Manning, 2010), the client anticipates habitual stuttering and uses preplanning to initiate an easier form of stuttering. The preplanning focus on the speech mechanism is similar to the strategies used in a fluency-shaping strategy, only the goal of a preparatory set is fluent stuttering, whereas the goal of a fluency-shaping strategy is fluent speech. Regardless of the goal, Trichon et al. (2007) suggests that attendees find self-help groups to be a more conducive environment to practice new physical and cognitive behaviors. A similar environment may potentially exist at larger self-help conferences. In addition, encouragement and inspiration were a common theme of the self-help group experience. Perhaps attendees of self-help conferences may have a similar experience that encourages or inspires them, or something different altogether that assists them in carrying out the 42 necessary steps in the modification stage. This also adds to the need for a study to explore the opinions of PWS who attend self-help conferences. In the stabilization stage, the goal of the client is to transfer his new mindset about himself and his speech abilities into daily life. The client accomplishes this by building up resilience to the various communicative pressures, such as interruptions, time pressures, competition for conversational turns, etc. The client can practice modification skills both in and out of treatment situations. The client develops and refines his skills by moving along a hierarchy of challenging situations. The clinician may assist the client to problem-solve feared speaking situations by helping him to eliminate or reduce negative self-talk. Trichon et al. (2007) found that self-help group attendees gain from being able to share their feelings about stuttering and feeling a sense of community with other attendees. These two themes in conjunction with any of the previously mentioned themes of the experiences of self-help groups may also be similar to the experiences of attendees of self-help conferences and potentially facilitate their new mindset of their communication abilities necessary in the stabilization stage. Self-help activities such as groups and conferences may also provide individuals with opportunities to potentially maintain therapeutic gains by attending annual conferences or monthly groups. Research that explores the experience of self-help conferences for PWS is needed to determine what meanings that attendees derive from their experiences. Research regarding the effectiveness of a stuttering modification approach to therapy has been scarce. Blomgren et al. (2005) make the point that existing research on stuttering 43 modification (e.g. Boudreau & Jeffrey, 1973; Dalali & Sheehan, 1974; Fishman, 1937; Gregory, 1972; Irwin, 1972; Prins, 1970; Prins & Nichols, 1974) is limited to unidimensional assessments. As a result they carried out their own assessment of a stuttering modification program. They assessed the Successful Stuttering Management Program (SSMP) (Breitenfeldt & Lorenz, 1989), an intensive 3-week residential program that is based on a combination of desensitization to stuttering, avoidance reduction therapy (Sheehan, 1970), and Van Riper's (1973) stuttering modification techniques. The findings of their multidimensional assessment were that there were statistically significant improvements immediately after the program in the severity of the observable features of stuttering (measured by the SSI-3) (G. D. Riley, 1994) and the three subscales of the PSI (Woolf, 1967), struggle, avoidance, and expectancy. However, at the 6-month posttreatment assessment stuttering severity of the observable features and the struggle subscale of the PSI (Woolf, 1967) were no longer statistically significant when compared to pretreatment scores. In the meanwhile, the psychic anxiety and somatic anxiety subscales of the Multicomponent Anxiety Inventory IV (MCAI-IV) (Schalling, Chronhom, Asber, & Espmark, 1973) which were not statistically significant immediately after the program became statistically significant with the additional 6-month posttreatment period. Under the domain of the Karolinska Scales of Personality (KSP) (Schalling, Asberg, Edman, & Oreland, 1987) these anxiety subscales are associated with particular characteristics. Psychic anxiety is associated with such characteristics as: worry, anticipatory apprehension, slow recovery time following stressful events, sensitivity, insecurity, and social anxiety, while somatic anxiety is associated with such characteristics as: autonomic disturbances, vague distress and panic attacks, and distractibility. Avoidance and expectancy subscales of the PSI (Woolf, 1967) did maintain 44 their statistical significance up to 6 months. It is possible that a follow-up study beyond 6 months may have revealed other changes. The stuttering modification program, the SSMP, was successful in sustaining anxiety relief for at least 6 months, but was ineffective in reducing the core stuttering behaviors, selfperceived struggle, muscular tension, and other affective domains such as locus of control and mood, in the same for the same period of time. Blomgren et al. (2005) refers to the SSMP as a "classic example" of a stuttering modification approach, but also advises that it is one variant of many stuttering modification treatments. They also note that variables may impact upon what would still be considered to be a stuttering modification program. Such variables include group vs. individual treatment, amount of clinical hours, interactions with clinicians, and interactions with other PWS. In addition, they note that participation in any type of group stuttering intervention may be sufficient to bring about similar anxietyreducing results that the SSMP brought about. Self-help activities or a self-help conference could bring about similar anxiety reducing effects that a stuttering modification program brings. It is possible that self-help activities or self-help conferences may provide benefits to a stuttering modification approach that a program could not sustain or provide at any point in time. Further studies that evaluate treatment should include an assessment longer than 6 months post treatment since intrinsic features of stuttering appear to change over longer periods of time. The stuttering modification strategy aims to make stuttering easier both mentally and physically to lessen the impact that stuttering has on an individual. It remains popular today 45 despite the lack of research about the approach. Blomgren et al. (2005) performed a multidimensional assessment of one of the stuttering modification programs (SSMP). The findings suggest that the program was only successful in sustaining anxiety relief for at least 6 months after completion. They also mentioned the possibilities that the anxiety reduction may have been a result of belonging to a stuttering intervention group or that the results may be specific to the SSMP and not to be generalized to the stuttering modification approach. It is important to consider the possibility that despite the multidimensional approach, the researchers may have failed to measure the most relevant variables to show the impact of the program. Another possibility is that the researchers used tools that were either not sensitive to the changes or measured behaviors when the differences may have been cognitive in nature. It is also possible that the changes may take longer than 6 months after completion of the program. Perhaps a qualitative methodology would have revealed better information which was more detailed and offered a different perspective of the impact of the program. This review of the stuttering modification approach, the multidimensional study about the SSMP, and Van Riper's (1973) six stages of stuttering modification help to illustrate the potential role that self-help conferences may have as it relates to a stuttering modification approach. It shows the potential that: (a) self-help conferences may serve the same role of helping to reduce anxiety related to stuttering; (b) some of the beneficial features experienced by attendees of self-help groups may be similar to the experiences of attendees of self-help conferences; furthermore, these features can potentially assist clients during various stages of Van Riper's (1973) stuttering modification approach; and (c) self-help conferences may potentially help clients from a stuttering modification approach in ways that have never been 46 previously explored. The impact of self-help conferences for PWS needs to be studied to determine if they can assist PWS that have participated in a stuttering modification program. 2.3.3 Cognitive Restructuring Another way to manage stuttering is through a cognitive restructuring approach. This approach has been used in working with individuals with challenges of the human condition such as depression, anxiety, and phobias (Beck, 1995, 2005; Ellis 1977; Luterman, 2001). The focus of cognitive restructuring as applied to stuttering is to change the cognitive and attitudinal responses to stuttering. Reactions associated with stuttering impact often have negative effects on self-perception and negative perceptions of potential and actual speaking situations. The therapy aims to achieve more productive thinking about the clients' ability to verbally communicate. The clinician helps the client to build a more functional cognitive foundation that result in positive differences in the client's perceived reality and problemsolving skills (Manning, 2010). There are several types of cognitive restructuring therapies (Beck, 1995, 2005; Ellis 1977; Luterman, 2001) including Rational Emotive Behavioral Therapy (REBT) (Ellis, 1977), Personal Construct Theory (Fransella, 1972; G. A. Kelly, 1955a, 1955b), and a Constructive-Narrative Approach (DiLollo, Neimeyer, & Manning, 2002). The following subsections will discuss these three popular forms of cognitive restructuring that have been used in stuttering therapy. It will also discuss potential ways that self-help activities or self-help conferences for PWS may serve as a useful supplement to cognitive restructuring. 47 2.3.3.1 Rational Emotive Behavioral Therapy In cognitive restructuring the clinician assists the client to identify and raise awareness of the negative self-talk that affect his emotional response to challenging situations. The aim is to help the client gain a more dynamic perspective to allow him to make better choices and have better responses. In Rational Emotive Behavioral Therapy (REBT), Ellis (1977) discusses one of the desirable outcomes for the client is to have "scientific thinking," or thinking that is based on reasoning to behave more productively. The client who struggles to change his belief from thinking that stuttering controls him or happens to him, rather than it being something that he does, are less likely to succeed with this therapy (L. L. Emerick, 1988). In other words, the client who feels he can control what happens to him or has an internal locus of control (Rotter, 1954) is more likely to be successful in this form of therapy. Another indicator of success in cognitive restructuring therapy is the clients' ability to abandon their habitual, counter-productive cognitions that they believe to be the most accurate way to view their situation, despite being able to recognize alternative views (Manning, 2010). Even though this therapy continues to be used with PWS there is little evidence to support or refute its success in the realm of stuttering. Perhaps the experience of self-help activities or selfhelp conferences for PWS would parallel some of the goals of REBT. However, documentation in the research literature is still absent. 2.3.3.2 Personal Construct Theory Personal Construct Theory (PCT) developed by G. A. Kelly (1955a, b) is another approach to cognitive restructuring. He built the theory on the foundation that: 48 All of our present interpretation of the universe are subject to revision and replacement.. .we take the stand that there are always alternative constructions available to choose among in dealing with the world. No one needs to paint himself into a corner; no one needs to be completely hemmed in by circumstances; no one needs to be the victim of his biography, (p. 15) In other words, PCT is based-on the client's ability to change his viewpoints of himself and the social world around him. In the realm of stuttering, PCT aims to help the client to increase the meaningfulness of his fluent speaker role (Fransella, 1972). It has been suggested that PWS prefer to draw meaning from their familiar role as being a "stutterer" because it fits how they understand their social environment and allows them to be better predictors of their surroundings (Dalton, 1983; Fransella, 1972). In a treatment study of 16 PWS, Fransella (1972) used "controlled elaboration," or behavioral experiments utilizing repertory and implications grids to systematically explore various constructs including social surroundings, sense of self, and fluent experiences. Treatment focused on helping participants to increase the meaningfulness of fluent experiences. No direct attempt was made to change the observable features of the participants' speech. The results showed that as participants constructed more meaning from their fluent experiences and increased their fluent speaker role, stuttering decreased. In a 3-month and 1 year follow-up, 8 of the 9 participants who participated showed that they had maintained or improved fluency, while one participant regressed. Fransella (2003) determined that the most "crucial question" to ask in the behavioral experiments to help clients make sense of their fluency is, "Did you predict you would be fluent?" As awareness of fluency increases and predictions of fluency increases, clients associate fluency with themselves rather than as just having been lucky to 49 be fluent. Clients of this therapy may benefit from attending self-help activities for PWS. Attendees of self-help groups were found to receive such benefits including: (a) safe environment, (b) sharing feelings, (c) sense of community, (d) encouragement/inspiration, and (e) exposure to other PWS (Trichon et al., 2007). These findings contribute to the social nature of the event and may help attendees to be better communicators and view themselves as better communicators too. Perhaps, self-help conferences for PWS may benefit attendees in a similar way or may even benefit clients in ways that self-help groups could not. 2.3.3.3 Constructive-Narrative Approach A constructive-narrative approach is another form of cognitive restructuring for PWS. This approach is based on the idea that people understand their lives through their "storying" of lived experience (Madigan & Goldner, 1998; Winslade & Monk, 1999). In this approach "language" is not just the means by which experiences are described, instead it is part of an interaction in which thoughts and feelings influence words and words are used to describe thoughts and feeling of the human experience (Drewery & Winslade, 1997). This echoes Vygotsky's (1962) views and Bruner's (1991) philosophy that an individual's sense of reality is constructed in the mind and is mediated through "cultural products, like language and other symbolic systems" (p. 3). He specifically focuses on the idea of narrative as one of these cultural products. Like Fransella's (1972) controlled elaboration method, the approach is aimed to help clients to construe themselves as competent speakers and communicators (DiLollo et al., 2002; DiLollo, 2006; Manning & DiLollo, 2007). 50 The basis of the theory revolves around the assumption that narratives from PWS can exhibit a lack of fulfillment and overtake people's view of themselves. Some "dominant narratives" can arise from stereotypes or language used in society, furthering people's negative dominant story (DiLollo et al., 2002). This creates a self-identity of being "disordered" or "deviant." These self-identities can impact the way people view the world, their role in the world, and the reactions of others (Gergen, 1994; Raskin & Lewandowski, 2000; Winslade & L. Smith, 1997). White and Epston's (1990) framework for engaging clients in conversation to promote changes in clients' personal narratives include three stages: (1) externalizing the problem; (2) mapping the influence of the problem on the person's life and relationships; and (3) mapping the influence of the person in the life of the problem. The goal of externalizing the problem is to help the client to view stuttering as a separate entity and not a problem that defines him. To do this, the clinician asks the client to tell his story. This gives both, client and clinician, opportunity to gain understanding about his background, his self-identity, and his relationship with stuttering. By the clinician referring to stuttering as an entity that is separate from the client, it encourages the client to do the same instead of continuing his counterproductive thinking that he is "a problem-person.'The goal of mapping the influence of the problem on the person's life and relationships is to learn more about the client's "problem-saturated story" (White & Epston, 1990) and learn about the language he uses when he discusses the problem. Narratives often include talk about suffering, helplessness, shame, fear, and avoidance as a result of stuttering (Corcoran & M. Stewart, 1998). Broad mapping will provide opportunity for the client to talk about "unique outcomes" or situations that contradict his counterproductive, dominant story. A clinician 51 might ask a client, "When did Stuttering first enter your life? Did it creep up on you slowly, or has it always been around?" In the last stage, mapping the influence of the person in the life of the problem, the clinician helps the client to continue the process of deconstructing negative dominant narratives, while reconstructing an alternate story that encourages a less restrictive lifestyle. In this stage, the clinician highlights unique outcomes or "sparkling moments" (Winslade & Monk, 1999) that contradict the client's story of suffering and provides opportunity to rewrite his story. Epston and White (1999) and White and Epston (1990) have developed questions for a constructivist-narrative approach, that have been categorized into six steps along the deconstruction and reconstruction process. DiLollo and Neimeyer (2008) have modified questions so that they apply toward PWS. Table 2 lists, describes, and gives examples for the six steps for mapping the influence of the person in the life of the problem in the realm of stuttering 52 Table 2. Deconstruction and Reconstruction Process - Constructivist-Narrative Approach (3rd stage) Steps - purpose Sample Question Unique Outcome - acknowledge actions that Have there been times when you have been able to overcome Stuttering's hold over contradict the dominant story your speech? How might you stand up to Stuttering in Unique Account - with the use of unique the future and refuse its requirements of outcomes, make sense of exceptions to the you? dominant story to develop a preferred story By freeing yourself from Stuttering's hold Unique Redescription - reflect upon and over you, do you think in any way that you develop meaning from unique accounts are becoming less of 'a stutterer'? Unique Possibility - speculate about various What will the future be like without personal and relation alternatives derived Stuttering's influence dominating your from unique accounts and redescriptions. life? Unique Circulation - consider the inclusion of Of the significant people in your life, who others in the developing story to anchor and do you anticipate would have difficulty accepting the new life you have chose, free continue development of the story from Stuttering's influence? Questions that Historicize Unique Outcomes - Of the people who knew you growing up, develop the emerging story, establish a who would have been most likely to memorable history and increase the likelihood predict that you would break free from of them carrying it forward Stuttering's influence? Adapted from Epston and White (1999); White and Epston (1990); DiLollo and Neimeyer (2008). In summary, the constructivist-narrative approach offers an alternative method to Fransella's "controlled elaboration" for learning about the client and working with the client to help him to restructure cognitions about stuttering and his role as a speaker by "increasing the meaningfulness of the fluent speaker role for the speaker." The broader aim is to help clients construe themselves as competent speakers and communicators (DiLollo et al, 2002; DiLollo, 2006; Manning & DiLollo, 2007). Based on Trichon et al. (2007) study of the experience of self-help groups, one can conclude that attendees who discover self-help groups to be a safe-environment where they are encouraged or inspired, share their feelings, and have a sense of community, may also find self-help groups to maintain a social environment that is conducive to building confidence as good communicators, regardless of 53 their fluency. If this were true of self-help conferences for PWS, perhaps they may benefit clients as a supplement to a constructive-narrative approach to therapy. As illustrated by REBT, PCT, and the constructive-narrative therapies above, cognitive restructuring therapy is another approach that may help PWS change the way they think about: (a) themselves, (b) stuttering, and (c) their social environment. Outcomes of cognitive restructuring have included reductions of observable features of stuttering in both the short and long term (Fransella, 1972); however, the outcomes that are most directly related to cognitive restructuring therapy include changes in clients' self-perception as competent communicators (with or without stuttering), clients' stuttering with less struggle, and clients' reduced fear of speaking. These overviews of cognitive therapy approaches provide detail about the variety of options within cognitive restructuring therapy, but they also invite the reader to think about the potential of self-help activities or self-help conferences for PWS and the role it my play for clients who are going through or who have gone through this type of therapy. Further support for cognitive restructuring as a viable approach to treating developmental stuttering in adults is presented in Prins and R. Ingham's (2009) proposal regarding the assessment of the cognitive aspect of stuttering. They suggest that cognitive behavior theory may provide a useful framework for additional treatment efficacy studies for both fluency shaping and stuttering modification approaches and support the importance of considering the cognitive aspect in assessing stuttering. They also found research-based evidence to support both fluency shaping and stuttering modification approaches; however they found 54 that the evidence to support each of the treatment approaches to view successful outcomes differently from each other. For example, support for fluency shaping approaches usually comes from outcome research that measures the observable features of stuttering. On the other hand, support for stuttering modification includes research that examines changes in cognition. In addition they found that neither fluency shaping nor stuttering modification approaches can claim "uniform success" with adults in alleviating both observable and intrinsic features of the disorder. It should be noted that both approaches use and benefit from self-management strategies and observation of another's (or one's own) performance, also known as modeling. Regardless of any one treatment approach, one can argue that selfhelp conferences for PWS are favorable to: learning self-management, gaining exposure to individuals who model treatment skills from multiple approaches, and restructuring cognitions regarding stuttering. This section on treatment strategies has shown the similarities and differences of various therapy approaches for PWS, along with the available research to support or refute them. It also brought to light that controlled, experimental research methods may not be the best methodology to investigate some of the more complex aspects of the disorder, and furthermore suggested that a qualitative approach may be more appropriate. Finally, this section discussed ways in which self-help activities or self-help conferences can potentially play a role in various intervention strategies. The following section will discuss various topics that fit into the realm of stuttering management. 55 2.4 Stuttering Management The previous section reviewed therapy strategies and how they may relate to self-help activities. This section on stuttering management, however, goes beyond therapy and discusses various topics that are related to what else may influence clinical outcomes or longterm success in general. Such topics include issues related to the clinician such as training, clinical tendencies, relationship with PWS, their view of "successful" therapy, and what contributes to success. Stuttering management is how one goes about dealing with the variety of challenges that the disorder presents. Stuttering management can take on many forms including the decision to begin therapy with a speech-language pathologist, beginning counseling, seeking advice from other individuals, and/or attending self-help activities for PWS. This section will review these topics and consider how these topics may relate to selfhelp activities or self-help conferences for PWS. 2.4.1 Clinicians and Other PWS 2.4.1.1 Deficiencies in Clinical Training PWS often seek the clinical services of an SLP. Clients rely on the knowledge and guidance of clinicians to achieve a successful outcome. Their knowledge and guidance are relied upon throughout the therapeutic process to help clients to achieve a successful outcome. These clinicians are governed and certified by ASHA. ASHA's (2003, 2010a) first principle in their Code of Ethics relates to the clinicians' "responsibility to hold paramount the welfare of persons they serve professionally." Within this principle it is stated that clinicians "shall provide all services competently" and "shall use every resource, including referral when appropriate, to ensure that high-quality service is provided" (ASHA, 2003, 2010a). 56 Starkweather and Givens-Ackerman (1997) make the point that this first principle became especially important in protecting PWS from untrained practitioners in 1993 when ASHA's Council on Professional Standards (COPS) revised their standards of training. The revisions allowed students to shift clinical training hours from specific disorders such as stuttering to other speech disorders. This made it possible for students to graduate and become SLPs without ever having taken a class about stuttering and/or without ever having seen a client who stutters. These revisions were intended to make training programs "more flexible" in meeting ASHA's standards (Starkweather & Givens-Ackerman, 1997; Yaruss & Quesal, 2002). In a survey a year after this change, it was found that two-thirds of the responding colleges and universities that had speech-language pathology programs had reduced either the required academic coursework or the clinical practicum in the area of stuttering (Starkweather & Bishop, 1994), increasing the likelihood of exposing PWS to SLPs who are untrained or undertrained in the area of stuttering (Starkweather & Givens-Ackerman, 1997). Gaps in preparedness are also reflected by the data which summarizes the opinions of SLPs in which they revealed that they least preferred working with PWS than any other disorder group (Sommers & Caruso, 1995). These deficiencies in the knowledge-base and training of clinicians in working with PWS have also been noted in other studies as well (ASHA Omnibus study, 2001; E. B. Cooper & C. S. Cooper, 1996). These deficiencies have resulted in the formation and/or strengthening of professional and consumer organizations to better serve PWS (Starkweather & Givens-Ackerman, 1997). As part of this effort, there has been a call to form a stronger research partnership between clinicians, researchers, and "consumer" clients who stutter, to gain more knowledge and for 57 better training to better serve PWS (Reeves, 2006; Yaruss & Quesal, 2004a; Yaruss & Reeves, 2002; Yaruss, Quesal, Tellis et al., 2001). This effort however, was not the first of its kind. One noted effort took place in 1986 when the National Alliance on Stuttering was formed to encourage cooperative activities between professionals and the self-help community (E. B. Cooper, 1986). It brought together leaders of organizations including the Stuttering Foundation of America (SFA), the National Stuttering Project (NSP), now known as the National Stuttering Association (NSA), Speak Easy International, and the National Council on Stuttering. This particular effort did not receive enough support to succeed at the time (J. Ahlbach, personal communication, February 12, 2010; E. B. Cooper, personal communication, February 12, 2010; J. Fraser, personal communication, February 12, 2010). A decade later, in 1996, the joint efforts of ASH A, NSA, and SFA had a different result. The "Year of the Child Who Stutters" program was successful in bringing together professional and self-help communities to learn about stuttering while helping children who stutter, at various workshops throughout the country (Reeves, 2006). The NSA continued to bridge the gap when they created a Research Committee (NSARC) to support stuttering research and facilitate the interaction between both professional and stuttering communities in 1999. A few years later in 2002, with ASHA's Consumer Affairs Division's support, they hosted the first joint symposium for scientists and consumers to among other goals, identify research needs and facilitate collaboration. Many would agree that a partnership between professionals and PWS is a logical one considering that consumers want to have more input into research and researchers have a need for research participants (Yaruss & Reeves, 2002). This trend of professionals and consumers collaborating has been evident in the number of professionals who attend consumer-based conferences and the number of consumers who 58 attend professional conferences (Yaruss & Reeves, 2002). Perhaps more SLPs are attending self-help conferences to learn from individuals who stutter and what they have to say about managing their stuttering. It could be argued that PWS are one of the most useful resources when it comes to learning about stuttering management, however, few of these accounts are completed in a systematic fashion . Personal accounts from pioneers, such as Charles Van Riper, Malcolm Fraser, and Joseph Sheehan, have all helped to shape the way that stuttering is managed today. However, studies that utilize the personal accounts of PWS to learn about the experiences of those who attended a self-help conference for PWS may offer valuable insights into understanding how people who stutter get better. 2.4.1.2 Clinicians' Therapeutic Approach Tendencies Professionals who have had a personal history of stuttering also offer another perspective when it comes to therapy approaches. Interestingly enough, research has shown that clinicians with a history of stuttering prefer a stuttering modification approach for therapy, while clinicians who have not stuttered prefer a fluency shaping approach to therapy (McFarlane & L. Goldberg, 1987; Ratner & Healey, 1999). This lends support to notion that clinicians with a history of stuttering recognize and treat stuttering as a dynamic disorder with intrinsic features, whereas clinicians who do not stutter are unaware or do not emphasize the treatment of such features. Perhaps, the experience of stuttering has led these clinicians to focus on intrinsic features. This would lend more support for the view that intrinsic features should be treated and not ignored. Even though the data compares clinicians with a history of stuttering to clinicians without a history of stuttering, it is possible that the more potent factor in the decision to treat the intrinsic features may lie in the amount 59 of experience a clinician has with stuttering, both personally and professionally. This leads to the possibility that ASHA Board Recognized Specialists in Fluency Disorders (BRS-FD) whether they do or do not have a history of stuttering, like the clinicians with a history of stuttering in the previous research, have the same tendencies to take a more holistic treatment approach. BRS-FDs currently go through a process which consists of mentoring, continuing education, creating a portfolio, and guided clinical practice which includes at least 100 hours of observation and clinical activity specifically with PWS (Specialty Board on Fluency Disorders, 2010). These experiences with stuttering may conceivably guide clinicians to treat the intrinsic features rather than ignore them. This would help explain survey results that showed attitudinal differences between BRS-FDs and generalists (St. Louis, Tellis, Tuanquin, Wolfenden, & Nicholson, 2004). Two survey items in particular highlighted the attitudinal differences between the two. One item stated, "People who stutter can communicate effectively," in which BRS-FDs strongly agreed (+91 on a scale of-100 to +100), while generalists moderately agreed (+59). While another section asked, "Who should help a person who stutters?" one of the items listed was "other stutterers," in which BRS-FDs strongly agreed (+82), while generalists barely agreed (+14). These results not only suggest that generalists may be more focused on fluency then overall communication, it also suggests that generalists are not as likely to recommend any self-help activities to their clients who stutter. 2.4.1.3 Relationship Between Professional and Self-Help Communities Clinicians with a narrow view of stuttering are not only less likely to recommend self-help activities to clients who stutter, they are also less likely to attend a self-help activity. As a 60 result, the SLP may close themselves off to potential learning opportunities that can help the clinician better serve current and future clients. Furthermore, it has been reported that the professional community of clinicians either lack enthusiasm for self-help activities or even have a tendency to dissuade clients from participating in them (Bloom & Cooperman, 1999; E. B. Cooper, 1986; Jezer, 1997; Ramig, 1993; Reeves, 2006; Silverman, 1992). E. B. Cooper suspects that clinicians feel this way because they fail to recognize the "need" for continued support for their clients to maintain their therapeutic gains, they are uncomfortable that PWS appear to benefit from simply associating with other PWS, and they may feel that former clients' seeking self-help activities is an indication of failure of their services. Moreover, clients have reported that clinicians have told them that interaction with other PWS from other therapies may cause them to blend therapies techniques and that they may lose fluency gains (Bloom & Cooperman, 1999). Other instances include SLPs who have attended some support group meetings that voiced their opinion that it was difficult to observe severe stutterers that "do not take constructive action" (Gregory, 1997) and that the proclamation "it's OK to stutter" reinforced the assumption of some SLPs that self-help groups were "anti-therapy" and "anti-SLP" (Reeves, 2006). This divide between some professionals and the self-help community, also has its origins in the 1960s when self-help groups of all types were stigmatized as "strange subcultures of deviants," and in the 1970's when anti-professionalism was the preeminent feature. Self-help at that time was considered to be an alternative to healthcare (Borkman, 1999; Damen, Mortelmans, & Van Hove, 2000). By the late 1980's relations between some professionals and the self-help community for PWS had started to shift. More professionals were starting to acknowledge the potential benefits of self-help groups and how clinicians need to get personally involved as 61 participants to learn from PWS (Diggs, 1990; Knepflar, 1987). Similarly, Kelleher (1994) suggested that self-help may be supplementary to professional care and stated that self-help groups "are groups which place a value on experiential knowledge, thus implicitly challenging the authority of professional health care workers to define what it is to have a particular condition and how it should be managed" (p.l 11). One interpretation could be that PWS are more likely to understand the intrinsic problems associated with stuttering. The inclusion of PWS to understand more about stuttering has generated new directions in research including the experiences of stuttering (Corcoran & M. Stewart, 1998) and factors involved in successful stuttering management (Plexico, Manning, & DiLollo, 2005). One avenue of investigation can examine the potential role of self-help activities for PWS. The "helping" ability of other PWS, who are not clinicians, is debatable and has much to do with the question, "What one means by help?" Strupp and Hadley (1979) found that therapeutic change was more closely associated with listeners having "expressions of caring and genuine interest," rather than technical training. Therefore, it seems logical to explore the possibility that individuals who stutter may benefit from talking to other PWS. This section on clinicians and other PWS presents evidence that show deficiencies in the training of certified SLPs working with PWS, the tendency of clinicians who had a personal history of stuttering to use a therapy strategy which include treating the intrinsic features of stuttering, and relations between professionals and the self-help community of PWS. This 62 evidence supports the need for an in-depth study that explores the role of self-help activities in the management of stuttering. 2.4.2 Management vs. Recovery When referring to the word stuttering, clarification is needed to determine if one means just the observable features or if one means the broader definition which include the intrinsic features of stuttering. Also within the realm of stuttering, there is confusion with the terms management and recovery. Despite their differences in meaning, people try to use them interchangeably. This subsection explains these differences and how this distinction is important when looking at the possible role that self-help conferences play in helping PWS. The word recovery is a term that at times has been overgeneralized into the domain of what is considered to be the broader category of successful management. The distinction between the two terms is an important one for stuttering (Manning, 2010). Plexico et al. (2005) offers clarification. They suggest that the term successful management implies a continued effort to maintain gains, while recovery is based solely on the absence of extrinsic stuttering behavior. This ignores any intrinsic features of the disorder. In addition, they explain that the word recovery refers to the removal of a pathological problem to a symptom-free, cure within a medical model. In other words, within the domain of stuttering, successful management refers to the improvement of overall communication including improved fluency (but not necessarily more), whereas recovery only refers to fluency or the elimination of the overt features of stuttering. 63 Successful management may be exemplified in such ways which include the minimization of overt features of stuttering such as less physical struggle, shorter durations of stuttering moments, or less frequency. However, successful management can also be exemplified through improvements in the intrinsic features of the disorder. Examples include an increase in participation of feared speaking situations, an increase in interactions with individuals, and a decrease in avoidances of particular people and/or situations. It should be noted that the successes of being a better communicator may ironically result in more observable stuttering (Manning & DiLollo, 2007). This potential increase in stuttering that is observable may result from an increase in conversational opportunities, the perceived higher degree of difficulty of the conversational situations previously avoided, or a combination of both. Another explanation of more observable stuttering in the context of successful management is the use of voluntary stuttering. This technique requires an individual to stutter on purpose in a controlled manner. Grossman (2008) proposes that voluntary stuttering not only alleviates the fear of stuttering by desensitizing speakers to their emotional reactions to their own stuttering, but also reduces physical tension related to stuttering. Voluntary stuttering is typically used in a stuttering modification approach to therapy and was popularized by Charles Van Riper (1973), Wendell Johnson (1939), and Joseph Sheehan (1970). Researchers claim that attendees of self-help groups for PWS experience improvements in the intrinsic features of the disorder (Krauss-Lehrman & Reeves, 1989; Starkweather & Givens-Ackerman, 1997; Trichon, 2007; Trichon et al., 2007). Starkweather and GivensAckerman (1997) take this a step further and claim that improvements in the intrinsic features or feeling "freer" often results in "dramatically" improved speech, but not the 64 elimination of stuttering. These results would not be consistent with the recovery paradigm and therefore, self-help groups would be better characterized within a stuttering management paradigm. This differentiation between successful management and recovery is important when considering the role of self-help activities for PWS since they do not specifically target the elimination of the observable features of stuttering. It is important to note that some studies within the literature include people who still have observable features of stuttering in the "recovered" population, but are consider to be recovered because the participants do not find their stutter to be problematic (Finn, Howard, & Kubala, 2005). In addition, it should be noted that Finn's (1997) study about people who have had "unassisted" recovery from stuttering is based on criterion that include that "the speaker claimed recovery occurred without direct assistance of treatment." These points open the possibility that people who have recovered from stuttering may still benefit from or may have already benefited from individuals who do not provide professional treatment for stuttering, including other PWS. This is another reason why the role of self-help activities in stuttering management should be further explored. 2.4.3 Contributions to Success Discussion about successful management therapy often focuses on the characteristics or abilities of the clinician, or utilizes the perspective of the clinician to define successful therapy. However, researchers make the argument that discussion about successful stuttering management needs to include the viewpoints of the individuals who stutter (Plexico et al., 65 2005; Tetnowski, Scaler Scott, & J. S. Damico, 2007; Osborne, Tetnowski, Trichon, & Steck, 2007). Plexico et al. (2005) conducted a qualitative study of seven adults who have successfully managed their stuttering. Transcription and analysis of the semi-structured interviews with the participants not only revealed the uniqueness of each of the participants' journey, it also gave rise to recurring themes in three different stages of progress in the successful management of stuttering. The primary focus of the study was on the transition from unsuccessful to successful management of stuttering, but the researchers found it important to see these results in the context of the themes related to when stuttering therapy was unsuccessfully managed (before) and the current situation where stuttering continues to be successfully managed (after). It is important to review this study to look at the potential role that self-help activities may have in the transition and continuation of successful stuttering management. Table 3 reveals the thematic findings of each of the three stages. 66 Table 3. Recurring Themes from the Three Temporal Stages of Successful Stuttering Management Stuttering therapy Transition from Current situation where unsuccessfully managed unsuccessful to successful stuttering continues to management of stuttering be successfully managed Gradual awareness Support from others Continued management Negative reactions of listeners Successful therapy Self-acceptance and fear reduction Negative emotions Self therapy and behavioral change Unrestricted interactions Restrictive lifestyle Cognitive change Sense of freedom Avoidance Utilization of personal experiences Optimism Inadequate therapy High levels of motivation/determination Adapted from Plexico et al. (2005). To further illustrate some of the themes in the transition from unsuccessful to successful management of stuttering, examples of a few of the themes and subthemes are as followed: the theme support from others include subthemes such as professional counseling, support groups, family, and friends; the theme self-therapy and behavioral change include selfdisclosure as a subtheme; and the theme cognitive change include such subthemes as risk taking, reduction in fear of failure, taking responsibility for speech, learn more about self as speaker, and positive attitude. These themes and subthemes are similar to some of the experiences of attendees of self-help groups for PWS (Trichon et al., 2007) and may possibly hold true of PWS who attend self-help conferences. 67 Successful therapy is another theme in the category, transition to successful management of stuttering. Manning (2010) discusses the importance of the right clinician. He states, "It is the effective clinicians who are able to select appropriate therapeutic strategies....The best clinicians are uncommonly effective in understanding, encouraging, supporting, and guiding their clients along the path of treatment" (p. 4). This highlights the importance of choosing a clinician that is cognizant of finding the right strategy for each individual client. Tetnowski et al. (2007) differentiates between clinicians who use "an approach to therapy" versus those who use one specific "therapy approach." The clinician that applies "an approach to therapy" or "client-centered" therapy (Rogers, 1946) places much value on the client's background, history, beliefs, goals, and the results of their assessment to determine the best course of therapy for that particular client. The clinician that applies a specific "therapy approach" uses the same type of therapy for the client regardless of, or with less value placed on, the client's individual information. This less flexible approach can be costly in terms of time, wasted effort, and money. A clinician that uses a client-centered approach encourages the client to share more information about himself. Clinicians may find that some clients are willing to share, while others are not. Self-help groups can provide an environment that is conducive to sharing information (Trichon et al., 2007) perhaps even more so than a clinical setting since many stuttering related issues are addressed. Perhaps this is also true of selfhelp conferences for PWS. Self-help activities may also present clients with the opportunities to have similar experiences as the participants in the successful management study. For example, self-help activities may provide speaking opportunities in an environment that feels safe, possibly increasing positive personal experiences which can be utilized (theme) to make cognitive changes (theme), and possibly reconstruct a more positive 68 self-image. Self-help activities may also help clients to become less dependent on the clinician to talk about issues related to their speech. Osborne et al, (2007) study of a clinical relationship of an adult who stutters for an 18 year period, highlights the importance of empowering the client and helping them to achieve greater clinical and communicative independence. This autonomy provides a greater likelihood of continued management (theme) and a sense of freedom (theme) to act or not act, on his own behalf. The Osborne et al. (2007) study supports some of the same themes that emerged from the Plexico et al. (2005) study. High levels of motivation and determination (theme) by the client are a necessity in a successful shift of clinical responsibility to the client. Similarly, encouragement and inspiration are one of the themes experienced in attending self-help groups. Conceivably, self-help conferences for PWS can play a similar role in the transition and continuation of successful stuttering management. As the Plexico et al. (2005) study shows, there are various factors that can contribute to successful management of stuttering. These factors can be part of the transition to or continuation of successful management of stuttering. These insights were gained by studying the verbalized perspectives of PWS who have had a variety of experiences that led to their successful management of stuttering. These experiences that have been developed into themes share some similarities that self-help groups have been reported to provide (Trichon et al., 2007). There lies the possibility that attending self-help conferences for PWS may afford PWS similar experiences to help them to achieve long-term stuttering management. 69 This section has shown how stuttering management can take on many forms including therapy with a professional and/or reaching out to others who are supportive including other PWS. Clinicians may or may not have specialized training in working with PWS, but regardless they can have serious influences on how clients define and go about achieving a successful outcome. It is important for PWS and clinicians to understand that stuttering management is a more realistic goal than recovery for adults who stutter and that it is an ongoing process. There are several factors that contribute to the transition to, and continuation of successful stuttering management. Self-help conferences for PWS may provide opportunities for PWS to be exposed to some of the contributing factors of successful management as described by Plexico et al. (2005). This pertinent information was based on interviews with PWS who have experienced successful management of stuttering. This is a prime example of how qualitative methodologies can contribute to the body of knowledge of stuttering in ways that experimental research cannot. The next section will review the literature on self-help organizations for PWS to gain a better understanding of its potential utility in the management of stuttering. 2.5 Self-Help Organizations for PWS Self-help groups and organizations for people who stutter (PWS) exist throughout many countries throughout the world. The number of such organizations and their memberships has been on the rise (Krall, 2000a; Ramig, 1993; Yaruss, Quesal, Reeves et al., 2002) including organizations in the U.S., Canada, Australia, Japan, and various countries in Asia, Africa, South America, and at least 14 European countries (Bloodstein & Ratner, 2008; ISA, n.d.o). There is no evidence to suggest a change in this rising trend in the near future. One 70 can speculate that this rising trend of self-help organizations and members within the worldwide stuttering community is due in part to the benefits received and/or increased access to information due to technology (e.g. internet), which has "added a new dimension to the outlook for PWS" (Bloodstein & Ratner, 2008). In the United States, self-help organizations for PWS that are widely recognized are the National Stuttering Association and Friends - The National Association of Young People Who Stutter (Friends). These organizations provide: information on their websites, mail order materials (e.g. DVDs, brochures, posters, and books), online forums to communicate with other members, and inperson self-help activities. Such self-help activities may include local meetings (usually monthly or bi-monthly), regional workshops, and annual conferences. This section will review the literature on self-help related topics including: self-help terminology, the history of self-help in the United States, self-help organizations for PWS, various self-help activities (and forums), and research on outcomes of self-help activities for PWS. 2.5.1 Self-Help Terminology One of the most cited definitions of self-help groups is the one described by Katz and Bender (1976). They state: Self-help groups are voluntary, small group structures for mutual aid and the accomplishment of a special purpose. They are usually formed by peers who have come together for mutual assistance in satisfying a common need, overcoming a common handicap or life-disrupting problem and bringing about desired social and/or personal change. The initiators and members of such groups perceive that their needs are not, or cannot be, met by or through existing social institutions. Self-help groups 71 emphasize face-to-face social interactions and the assumption of personal responsibility by members. They often provide material assistance, as well as emotional support; they are frequently 'cause'-oriented, and promulgate an ideology or values through which members may attain an ideology or values through which members may attain an enhanced sense of personal identity, (p. 9) A. Richardson and Goodman (1983) offer a more concise definition of self-help groups. They define self-help groups as "groups of people who feel they have a common problem and have joined together to do something about it." Even though these definitions refer to "groups," the term self-help in this context generally refers to a gathering of people who congregate for the purposes of giving and receiving help. In addition to self-help groups, other terms used in this manuscript include self-help activities, self-help organizations, self-help workshops, and self-help conferences. On the other hand, the term self-help can also refer to individuals who are proactive about bettering him- or herself, but not necessarily through the interaction of other self-helpers. The primary source of empowerment for many of these individuals is through educational resources which include books, DVDs/videos, and the internet. However, the use of self-help in this manuscript refers specifically to the self-helpers that interact with other self-helpers. Despite this clarification there still exists a variety of terms within the professional literature that have been used to describe groups of people who share a common challenge that assemble for the sake of supporting each other. In addition to self-help groups, other terms include support groups and mutual-aid groups. The different uses of these terms can cause 72 confusion. To clarify the terminology some researchers have made distinctions between these words. Borkman (1999) highlights the confusion caused by the generic use of the term support group and how it blurs the differences between self-help/mutual aid groups and professionally run support groups. Six criteria of authority and ownership of the group are used to decipher the groups' classification. Generally speaking, she differentiates the terms according to who manages the groups. She deems that groups managed by professionals to be support groups and groups not directly managed by professionals to be self-help groups or mutual-aid groups. She further differentiates self-help groups as a subcategory of mutual-aid groups and explains that the term self-help specifically refers to "an individual's taking action to help him- or herself, often drawing on latent internal resources and healing powers with the context of his or her lived experience with an issue or predicament." In Yaruss, Quesal, and Reeves' (2007) terminology scheme, self-help groups and mutual-aid groups are used synonymously. They do not distinguish between groups that simply "involve" professionals, but do distinguish between groups that were created or "originated by professionals," such as therapy groups or maintenance groups associated with a particular method of treatment. A literal interpretation of this would be that therapy groups or maintenance groups are examples of groups that may be created by professionals, but any group created by a professional would be not be considered to be a "self-help group." However, the investigator believes that groups specifically created by professionals which are associated with a particular method of treatment, to be distinguished from self-help groups. This allows for the possibility that professionals can create groups that are not associated with a particular kind of therapy, including groups that are affiliated with a selfhelp organization (e.g. National Stuttering Association). 73 Self-help groups have also been described as either having a primary focus on social function with participants being encouraged to talk about the challenges associated with stuttering, or fluency maintenance in which fellow members constructively critique each other's use of speech skills (Carlisle, 1987; Ramig, 1993). The term practice groups have been loosely used to describe groups that practice one brand of therapy or multiple brands of therapies, and have been led by professionals and non-professionals. According to the terminology conventions used by Yaruss, Quesal, and Reeves (2007), practice groups may fall into the realm of self-help/mutual-aid groups or maintenance groups. Hunt (1987) resonates how it is sometimes difficult to distinguish between self-help groups and other types of groups for PWS. This manuscript will use terminology conventions used by Yaruss, Quesal, and Reeves (2007), with the following exceptions: (a) groups created by professionals that are not associated with a particular therapy may be considered to be a self-help group, and (b) for the purposes of simplicity only the term self-help will be used instead of both self-help and mutual-aid. The differentiation of the term self-help from the other terms is sufficiently explained for the scope of this study; however it is important to note that Borkman's (1999) distinction between support groups and self-help groups do not account for all possible group scenarios. As a result, Borkman's (1999) terms may be considered to be an oversimplification of terminology that overly rely on the professional (or non-professional) status of the manager or creator of the group, to classify the type of group and/or meeting. For example, groups that are managed by professionals who stutter, under Borkman's (1999) terminology, would be labeled as a support group when they may be more consistent with how other self-help 74 groups operate. Another example of a potential mislabeling exists with groups that are managed or created by professionals (who do not stutter), but act on behalf of a self-help organization. Again, under the terminology schemes discussed above, distinctions of such groups would be considered to be support groups by Borkman (1999) and therapy groups or maintenance groups by Yaruss, Quesal, and Reeves (2007). This may give an inaccurate impression of how that particular group operates. This shows that despite attempts to form an operational definition of self-help groups, more complex scenarios may lead to debate about a group's status. In these situations, it makes most sense to observe the manner in which the group is run instead of determining its status based on the credentials of who created or who currently manages the group. An understanding of self-help groups and organizations is important in appreciating the self-help movement in the U. S. 2.5.2 Self-Help Movement in the United States The beginning of the self-help movement in the United States is said to have emerged from the ethnic communities during the mid-1800s, when immigrants turned to each other to adjust to their new lives in the United States (Katz & Bender, 1976). The formation of Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) in 1935; however, is often thought of as the first formalized version of self-help in the United States. The original concept of self-help was to help people that were not able to be "cured" by professional treatment (Adamsen & Rasmussen, 2001; Borkman, 1999). Their "12 Step" philosophy that was an alternative to traditional medical model for recovering from addiction was adopted by others living with other addictions (Oka & Borkman, 2000). By the mid-1950s and early 1960s self-help had grown into the realm of physical and mental health disorders, but included organizational and operational models 75 (Reeves, 2006) instead of using the 12-Step philosophy. In the mid 1960's the self-help movement experienced rapid growth, but was seen more of a social phenomenon rather than a medical phenomenon (Adamsen & Rasmussen, 2001; R. E. Emerick, 1996; Vattano, 1972) and was closely related to the growth of consumerism in the 1960s (Hunt, 1987; Ramig, 1993). In the 1970s, healthcare in the U. S. became more specialized, less personalized, and gated by healthcare providers (Borkman, 1999; Damen, Mortelmans, & Van Hove, 2000). Frustration built among many people seeking professional help, while the self-help movement experienced an expansion in scope and activity. As previously mentioned (subsection 2.4.1.3), a divide seemed to exist between those who provided professional services and those who were participants and supporters of self-help groups. Speaking on this issue in 1990,the U.S. Surgeon General, Dr. C. Everett Koop, stated, "Many professionals still believe that.. .transformation, change, and healing are the prerogative of an elite who possess knowledge and techniques bestowed by specialized training institutions" (as cited in Bradberry, 1997, p. 393). During the 1980s this "mutual disrespect" began to change. Surgeon General Koop was influential in this attitudinal shift. He sponsored a National Workshop on Self-Help and Public Health for both consumers and professionals (Borkman, 1999; Surgeon General Workshop, 1988). Outcomes of the workshop included the formation of both National Network of Mutual Help Centers and the International Network of Mutual Aid Centres. Both organizations hold annual conferences and share resources including information and referral 76 systems. The researchers who attended the workshop also formed a Self-Help Interest Group that is associated with the American Psychological Association (Borkman, 1999). The workshop proceedings stated, "Health providers alone could not ease the suffering of people who are physically or mentally ill or addicted." Years later, Koop wrote, "Consumers are becoming more interested in taking charge of their own lives. Professionals need to recognize this trend and acknowledge the potential benefits of self-help" (Diggs, 1990, p. 33; as cited in Reeves, 2006, p. 258). The late 1980s brought about open-minded professionals including researchers, practitioners, and policymakers that helped to promote self-help organizations without exerting control over them (Borkman, 1999). Borkman (1999) portrays the 1990s as a time when professionals began to be "humanized" in the literature, and susceptible to "illness" and other conditions like everybody else. Some professionals who revealed their vulnerabilities and their subsequent connections with the self-help movements helped to validate the helping power of self-help groups. It also helped to change the stereotype of self-helpers to one that has "strengths, resources, capabilities, and special knowledge to contribute to [his/her] own and [his/her] peers' recovery." Research of the 1990s begins to include studies that consider both professional and self-help stances as part of treatment. This is due in part the dual role of individuals who are not only professionals but also leaders in the self-help community (Medvene, Wituk, & Luke, 1999). In the 2000s, self-help groups exist for every condition or disorder recognized by the World Health Organization (Banks, 2000; B. J. White & Madara, 1998). In 2000, Riessman estimated that over 500,000 self-help groups exist with over 60 million people participating 77 in such groups. Since 2000, one can speculate that these numbers have increased and are still on the rise. Technological advancements related to the internet have resulted in better search engines (e.g. Google), more websites, and better websites that are more organized with more content. These advancements all benefit the creation, exposure, and growth of national selfhelp organizations and local self-help groups of all sorts. Simultaneously, the birth and popularity of social networking websites which include Facebook and MySpace, has become instrumental in connecting and reconnecting people. People use such opportunity to seek out other people with similar interests including people who have similar personal challenges. People have taken solace in online interactions, but have also sought out in-person self-help organizations and groups via online connections. This has resulted in an increase in membership of existing in-person groups and the formation of other in-person groups. However, studies need to be developed and conducted to determine the impact that these new forms of media has had on the development of self-help groups on the local, national, and international levels. Davison, Pennebaker, and Dickerson (2000) study identifies patterns of patient support in face-to-face interactions and online support found that illnesses that have a social burden or interpersonal consequences lead people to seek out others with a similar condition. Conditions described as embarrassing, socially stigmatizing, or disfiguring (i.e. alcoholism, cancer, AIDS, depression, and diabetes) are correlated to higher levels of both face-to-face and online support. The study also makes the point that efficacy studies on in-person selfhelp activities have been challenging because of inherent self-selected nature its participants. The authors illustrate that studies of support-group participation have shown positive results 78 for such conditions as rheumatoid arthritis, cancer, heart attack, and epilepsy. Patients from various studies have exhibited more health benefits than nonparticipating controls or controls on a waiting list (Bradley et al., 1987; Dracup, 1985, Droge, Arntson, & Norton, 1986; C. F. Telch & M. J. Telch, 1986). Gould and Clum's (1993) meta-analysis reveal that self-help treatment approaches to be as effective as professional treatment for some forms of physical (e.g. headache) or mental illnesses (e.g. depression) traditionally treated by psychotherapy or medicine. In the realm of breast cancer, Holland and Holahan (2003), found that higher levels of social support perceived by participants were correlated to higher levels of adjustment. Participants noted that they felt different from others whose lives would continue in a normal fashion. Feelings of isolation and alienation were minimized by belonging to a group who share similar concerns and that can provide guidance; however participants simultaneously wish to receive accurate information from health professionals. A systematic review of the research about "recovery" from alcohol dependence in Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) suggests that members enhance their self-efficacy, coping skills, motivation, and facilitate adaptive social network changes (J. F. Kelly, Magill, & Stout, 2009). The preamble read at the start of their meetings reads, "Alcoholics Anonymous is a fellowship of men and women who share their experience, strength and hope with each other that they may solve their common problem and help others to recover from alcoholism" (AA, 1947). The sharing of experiences is emphasized and is believed to help with the specifics of how to remain sober, build a sense of empathy and belonging, and instill hope (J. F. Kelly & McCrady, 2009). One of the main goals of a 12-step program such as AA is the "helper principle" (Riessman, 1965) which is the view that "helping you helps me." There are several interpretations of what people find helpful with the AA fellowship. Some examples 79 include the process of mutual sharing and helping others (Zenmore & Kaskutas, 2004, 2008), observational learning (Bandura, 1969) and group theory dynamics (Yalom, 1995; Yalom & Leszcz, 2005), and health-promoting social network changes (Kaskutas, Bond, & Humphreys, 2002). This subsection reviewed the past 75 years of the self-help movement in the United States. In short, self-help has evolved from the role of self-help in alcohol management, to other groups trying to break their addictions, to other groups including the physically and mentally challenged. As the scope of self-help has continued to expand so has the number of groups and activities within such organizations. The perceptions of self-help organizations have also changed. Originally stigmatized as a "strange subcultures of deviants" (Borkman, 1999; Damen, Mortelmans, & Van Hove, 2000), the perception of self-help groups has grown to a group of proactive, knowledge people who positively impact their own situation as well as their peers' situation (Borkman, 1999). This review of the self-help movement in the U.S. mimics the self-help movement for PWS within the U.S. Perhaps this evolution and steadily rising trend within self-help lends support to overall concept that people find benefits in congregating with other who share similar challenges. 2.5.3 Organizations for PWS in the United States This subsection will examine the rich history of stuttering related organizations and self-help activities. According to the Surgeon General Workshop (1988) mentioned in the last subsection (2.5.2), self-help groups are formally defined as: 80 Self-governing groups, whose members share a common health concern and give each other emotional support and material aid, charge either no fee or only a small fee for membership, and place high value on experiential knowledge in the belief that it provides special understanding for a situation. In addition to providing mutual support for their members, such groups may also be involved in information, education, material aid, and social advocacy in their communities. (1988, p. 5) Within the realm of stuttering, self-help organizations are known for hosting activities in which members can interact with each other face to face. 2.5.3.1 Kings ley Club The Kingsley Club is the earliest documented stuttering group in the United States. The Kingsley Club originated during the early 1920s in Philadelphia and then expanded to New York City in November 1923. The clubs were directly affiliated with or "embodied" by the Smith School for Stammering and Stuttering. The school was founded by the philanthropist and lawyer, J. Stanley Smith, "who for many years was a stammerer himself (J. S. Smith, 1925). The Kingsley Club named after the English author and PWS, Charles Kingsley, was founded by J. S. Smith with the help of his assistant and student, Malcolm Fraser (the founder to be of the Stuttering Foundation of America). The Philadelphia Public Ledger referred to the Kingsley Club as "the greatest practice center ... for those suffering from defective speech." Since the Kingsley Clubs was directly affiliated with J. S. Smith's school for stuttering, which required tuition after a free two week trial period (J. S. Smith, 1925) they should probably be categorized as stuttering maintenance 81 groups. On the other hand, others may argue that since the formation of Kingsley Clubs predate the official formation of speech-language pathology profession (i.e. the formation of the American Academy of Speech Correction in 1925, currently the American SpeechLanguage Hearing Association) (ASHA, 2010b) and were facilitated by PWS, mainly J. S. Smith (occasionally by M. Fraser), the Kingsley Clubs should be categorized as self-help groups (Surgeon General Workshop, 1988, p. 5). Regardless of the terminology, the Kingsley Clubs have great significance because they are the first known groups for PWS, outside of a therapy setting. They met once a week to practice their therapy, share experiences, and exchange ideas (SFA, n.d.a), much like many current day self-helpers. The Kingsley Club's "Dinner and Club Night," pictured in the Philadelphia Public Ledger (Kingsley Club, 1923) with 39 formally dressed individuals, appears to be the first banquet hosted by a group for PWS. The banquet is considered by many self-help conference attendees, to be the highlight of the modern day self-help conferences for PWS regardless of the organization. Whether or not this "Dinner and Club Night" was in context of a larger event or if this was the event in its entirety, this may be considered to be the earliest documented conference or conference-like event for PWS. Another significance of the Kingsley Club is that it gave Malcolm Fraser the opportunity to become the successful businessman (i.e. co-founder of Genuine Parts Company) and philanthropist he was. His work as a philanthropist led to the founding of the Stuttering Foundation of America in 1947. 82 2.5.3.2 Stuttering Foundation of America In 1947, Malcolm Fraser founded the Stuttering Foundation of America (SFA), also known as the Stuttering Foundation. Even though SFA is not recognized as a self-help or mutual aid organization (Yaruss, Quesal, & Reeves, 2007), it is recognized as "the first and largest nonprofit charitable organization in the world working toward the prevention and improved treatment of stuttering" (SFA, n.d.b). They provide many helpful resources for the stuttering community (i.e. PWS of all ages, parents of children who stutter, and professionals). Their most notable resources over the years have been their booklets and collection of DVDs/videos (Bloodstein & Ratner, 2008; Yaruss, Quesal, & Reeves, 2007). M. Fraser (1978, 2007) authored one of SFA's classic books, Self-Therapy for the Stutterer. The 10th edition of the classic is available free online among many other online resources. Their over 34 million website visitors support the notion that their website has been a sought after resource to many (SFA, n.d.b). SFA provides assistance on the clinical and research forefront. They host and fund several professional training workshops for the "improved treatment of stuttering" and "supports research to find the causes of stuttering" (Yaruss, Quesal, & Reeves, 2007; SFA, n.d.b). 2.5.3.3 Council of Adult Stutterers, National Council on Stuttering It was not until 1965 that the first nationally recognized self-help group for stuttering was formed at Catholic University in Washington, DC. The group was called the Council of Adult Stutterers and was formed with the assistance of a speech-language pathologist, Eugene Walle (Yaruss, Quesal, & Reeves, 2007). Michael Heffron, one of the founders, stated: 83 I would like to form a group of stutterers - or join a group that already exists in which the members want to help themselves and to help other stutterers. .. .1 would seek to make stutterers proud, not that they stutter, for only a fool can take pride in affliction, but that they are doing something to help themselves, (as cited in Van Riper, 1973, p. 169) As other independent, but related groups formed in other states including North Carolina, Georgia, Florida (Reeves, 2006), New York, Missouri, Michigan, and Illinois (Bloodstein, 1993), Michael Hartford, member of the Council of Adult Stutterers, acted on the advice of Walle, to form an umbrella organization for all the groups. As a result the National Council on Stuttering (NCOS) was formed in 1974 (Bloodstein, 1993) (or 1966, as disputed by Reeves, 2006). They held annual conferences (Bloodstein, 1993; Reeves, 2006) and distributed a newsletter (Bloodstein, 1993). The groups were a safe place to express concerns and frustrations. On the other hand, humorous stories about stuttering were also shared and reflected a positive attitude about their speech and self-concept. Over time the NCOS memberships declined and the organization disbanded (Reeves, 2006). 2.5.3.4 Speak Easy International In 1977, two self-help organizations for PWS were formed on opposite coasts of the country; Speak Easy was formed in New Jersey by Bob Gathman, a PWS. Speak Easy (not to be confused with the fluency device - Speech Easy) was created to empower people who stutter by providing a forum for mutual aid and support for one another, while raising awareness about stuttering. Speak Easy International, aimed to advocate for PWS and to build a 84 network of self-help groups (Reeves, 2006). The leaders of the non-profit organization, B. Gathman and his wife, Antoinette Gathman, helped Speak Easy's network of self-help groups or "chapters" to grow to such locations as New Jersey, New York, Connecticut, and Arizona (Bloodstein, 1993), but no related groups outside of the U.S. as the name may have suggested. Membership, that had been primarily adults, has declined in recent years. The Paramus, NJ chapter is the only chapter that remains active. Speak Easy's annual self-help conferences or "symposia" have existed since 1981 and have always been held in New Jersey. These 2 to 2 lA day conferences include workshops, keynote speakers, open microphone sessions, and a banquet. Perhaps the length of time that they have hosted selfhelp conferences is an indication of the potential benefits that self-help conferences offer to PWS. 2.5.3.5 National Stuttering Association Also in 1977, the National Stuttering Project (NSP) was formed in California by Michael Sugarman (PWS) and Bob Goldman (Manning, 2010; Yaruss, Quesal, & Reeves, 2007). Similar to Speak Easy, this non-profit, self-help organization was created to empower people who stutter by providing a forum for mutual aid and support for one another, while raising awareness about stuttering. Currently, they aim to serve children, teens, and adults who stutter; their families; and professionals (Manning, 2010). Their effort to create a network of self-help groups (Reeves, 2006) has resulted in self-help groups throughout the country. The National Stuttering Association (NSA), as it has been known since 1999 (Sugarman, 1999), currently has 95 adult chapters that are active or are on 85 the verge of activation (NSA, n.d.a). In the mid 2000s, NSA also set out to build a network of chapters for teens who stutter (TWST groups) and for children who stutter (NS AKids groups). They have succeeded in forming 25 chapters for teens and 13 chapters for children (www.westutter.org), supporting their claim as the "world's largest association of people who stutter." The NSA has been distributing various forms of helpful information and material to the stuttering community for many years. They have been doing so on their website (i.e. www.nationalstutteringassociation.org) for over 10 years. Such material includes their newsletter for adults (i.e. Letting Go) and newsletter for teens, children, parents, SLPs, and others who support them (i.e. Family Voices formerly Stutter Buddies; Connections, Advocacy, Resources, and Empowerment or CARE; Our Voices; and Letting Go, Jr.). These newsletters help them to keep with their mission of awareness, advocacy, and support for those who stutter by helping to break the cycle of "self-imposed isolation" (Bloodstein & Ratner, 2008; Manning, 2010; NSA, n.d.6; Yaruss, Quesal, & Reeves, 2007). As previously mentioned (subsection 2.4.1.1), the NSA was instrumental in facilitating interaction between professionals and PWS by creating the National Stuttering Association Research Committee (NSARC) to support stuttering research in 1999 and hosting the first joint symposium for scientists and consumers, in 2002, to identify research needs and facilitate collaboration (Yaruss & Reeves, 2002). 86 The NSA hosts 1-day workshops for young people and for adults, also known as regional workshops (Manning, 2010). It is estimated that NSA has hosted over 150 youth day programs and over 300 adult workshops since their inception (T. Flores, personal communication, June 17, 2010). NSA has also been host to annual self-help conferences for PWS throughout the country since 1984. This 3-day event includes workshops, keynote speakers, open microphone sessions, planned evening activities, and finishes with an evening banquet. Contrasting Speak Easy's declining membership; NSA has been steadily increasing membership which has been evidenced by the increase in the amount of chapters and conference attendees (i.e. over 600 attendees in recent years). Similar to the longevity of the Speak Easy self-help conferences, one can speculate that the NSA self-help conferences still exist because of the benefits that attendees receive. It still remains to be seen if this is true and if so to explore what those benefits may be. 2.5.3.6 First Amendment, International Foundation for Stutterers A lesser known organization in the realm of self-help is the First Amendment, named after the part of the U.S. Bill of Rights that addresses citizens' rights to "freedom of speech." The First Amendment group was founded in New Jersey in 1980 by Elliot Dennis, a PWS (Berger, n.d.). The original group met in Old Bridge, NJ. This organization was originally a practice group for graduates of the Air -Flow Program (a fluency shaping treatment program) (Lanman, 1984). Then, with the help of Ed Riordan and Mark Cosman, (E. Dennis, personal communication, June 18, 2010) they formed the International Foundation of Stutterers, Inc. (IFS) (WebMD, n.d.) with the idea of creating a network of self-help practice groups. The organization managed to build a network of more than 16 self-help practice 87 groups (IFS, 1984a), but never became international. Similar to the National Council on Stuttering, groups were independent but related. Groups were exclusively for graduates of either the Air-Flow Program or Precision Fluency Shaping Program, but some groups were open to graduates of both or other fluency shaping programs. The main focus of the IFS groups was to practice fluency "techniques" (IFA, 1984c). As one member said, "We come here to speak fluently, not to stutter... .When someone has a block and is not flowing right, they get stopped." (as cited in Lanman, 1984, p. Dl). The groups were created, managed, and attended by graduates of therapy programs, but had no direct affiliation with programs themselves. These self-help groups were considered to be practice group since they focused on using the skills learned in therapy programs. IFS groups had groups in at least seven states including New Jersey, New York, and Texas. The name First Amendment was part of the name of some groups but was not a requirement to be an IFS group. IFS also published a quarterly newsletter called Look Who's Talking to keep members of the association up to date with the other groups. Some of the individual groups had annual dinners (IFS, 1984b), but the IFS did not have annual self-help conferences. The IFS groups were at their peak during the 1980s. A regional association of SLPs even awarded one of the groups (i.e. First Amendment Group of Long Island) with a special citation citing their "unique and invaluable contribution to the needs of individuals with stuttering disorders" (IFS, 1984b, p. 1). The First Amendment of Princeton, NJ is currently the only known active group (E. Dennis, personal communication, June 18, 2010; E. Riordan, personal 88 communication, June 18, 2010). Similarly, Manning (2010) lists providing a forum to "practice therapeutic techniques in a safe and supportive environment" (p. 593) as one of the many goals of NSA and their self-help activities including self-help conferences. A study of self-help conference for PWS may uncover this particular benefit or possibly other benefits for people who use a fluency shaping approach to therapy. 2.5.3.7 Friends - The National Association of Young PWS In 1997, John Ahlbach, former Executive Director of the NSA and a PWS, and Lee Caggiano, an SLP and mother of child who stutters, formed Friends - The National Association of Young People Who Stutter. The purpose of this non-profit, volunteer organization was to provide a network of support and education for children and teenagers who stutter, their families, and the professionals who work with them. Their website provides various forms of helpful information and material for young people who stutter, family members, and professionals who work with PWS. It also includes a mentoring program "giving teens who stutter the opportunity to support children who stutter" (Friends, n.d.b). Their newsletter, Reaching Out, also available on their website helps members to stay in touch with news within the stuttering community. Friends hosts about four 1-day workshops per year throughout the United States. Workshops include break-out sessions that are specific to children, teens, and young adults who stutter, parents and siblings of family members who stutter, and professionals who work with PWS. They also host an annual self-help conference or "convention" for young PWS. These 89 conventions are 2V2 day events that include workshops, a keynote address, open microphone sessions, planned evening activities, and an evening banquet. The potential benefits of these conferences need to be explored. 2.5.3.8 Our Time Theatre Company Another organization in which PWS provide mutual support for each other is Our Time Theatre Company (Our Time). Our Time was founded in New York City in 2001 by Taro Alexander, a professional actor and PWS. Our Time is a non-profit organization "dedicated to providing an artistic home for young people who stutter." Their members (ages 8-18 years old) create plays and music which they perform throughout the year. Their summer camp, Camp Our Time, runs for 1 week and provides additional opportunity for young PWS to participate in theatrical activities. The organization fosters a "feeling of community and family" and "offers an environment free from ridicule where young people who stutter discover the joy of creating and performing original theatre and music," (Our Time, n.d.). This is similar to what members of self-help groups report (Trichon, Tetnowski, & Rentschler, 2007). Similar to the other self-help organizations Our Time helps to educate its audience "about the challenges and misconceptions of stuttering ... [and to].. .demonstrate the vast capabilities of a group of people that is often misunderstood" (Our Time, n.d.). Their message of "listening, understanding, acceptance, and unconditional love" (Our Time, n.d..) is echoed in some of the other self-help organizations. Some would debate whether or not Our Time could be considered a self-help organization because of their focus on performing arts and the fact that a "professional" created or 90 manages the organization. However, others may argue that the creator and manager not only is a PWS but also that his professional statues refers to his credentials as an actor, not as a person trained to work with PWS. Many who have been around Our Time members (ex. at stuttering-related conferences) can attest to the supportive attitude of the organization and its members towards PWS. Regardless of how Our Time is categorized, the possibility that members receive therapeutic benefits for their stuttering from the self-help elements that are inherently a part of the organization should be considered and studied. 2.5.4 International and Foreign Organizations for PWS Self-help organizations for PWS have been growing worldwide. In addition to the U.S. and Canada, there are other countries that have national self-help organizations for PWS in Africa, Asia, Australia, South America, and at least 14 countries in Europe (Bloodstein & Ratner, 2008; ISA, n.d.a). Other associations have formed to unite national associations. Some associations aim to unite the countries within a continent such as the European League of Stuttering Associations and the Federation of African Stuttering Association, while other associations aim to connect the people in the stuttering community from all over the world. 2.5.4.I International Stuttering Association The International Stuttering Association (ISA) is a not-for-profit organization, umbrella organization for national and international self-help organizations for PWS. They have over 42 national associations currently registered with them (ISA, n.d.b). Its vision is to help people all over the world understand stuttering. Their mission is to represent PWS on a global scale (Krall, 2000a). This is partly accomplished through their biannual newsletter 91 called One Voice. The ISA, like the NSA, has also been an integral part of developing the relationship between self-help and professional communities (Manning, 2010; Yaruss & Reeves, 2002). This organization can be traced back to the World Congresses of People Who Stutter. The first World Congress in 1986 was held in Osaka, Japan in and was organized by Shinji Ito. The inaugural conference was attended by more than 300 individuals from more than 7 countries. The 4-day conference included "speeches, symposia, workshops, laughter, singing, partying, and fun" (Bloodstein, 1993, p. 170). A declaration was adopted that called on researchers, clinicians, and PWS from around the world to broaden the communication network through publications and internationals conferences to help solve the problem of stuttering (Bloodstein, 1993). The idea of a formal association was discussed at the 3rd World Congress (1992) and the International Stuttering Association (ISA) was officially created at the 4th World Congress in Linkoping, Sweden in 1995 (Pill et al., 2001). In 2000, the ISA in partnership with the International Fluency Association (IFA), an organization which includes clinicians and researchers (discussed in the next subsection 2.5.4.2) sponsored the creation of the Bill of Rights and Responsibilities to build "a more humane, just, and compassionate world for the millions of people who stutter" (ISA, n.d.a, para. 1). For example the Bill of Rights and Responsibilities states: A person who stutters has the right to ...stutter or to be fluent to the extent he or she is able or chooses to be. .. .A person who stutters has the responsibility to ...understand 92 that listeners or conversation partners may be uninformed about stuttering and its ramifications or that they may hold different views of stuttering, (para. 6, 7) The Bill of Rights and Responsibilities resonate many of the ideals of people who have been active within the self-help community of PWS and are therefore often shared at self-help activities including conferences. The ISA now hosts the World Congress of People Who Stutter as their triennial conference. The 4th World Congress of People Who Stutter in 1995 was deemed to be the 1st ISA conference. The ISA has hosted a total of 5 of the 8 World Congresses (Note: 2010 World Congress was rescheduled to 2011). These 4-day conferences mainly attended by people from the stuttering community include workshops, keynote speakers, open microphone sessions, planned social activities, and "Gala Dinner" or evening banquet (J. Eckardt, personal communication, July 31, 2010; M. Hoffman personal communication, July 31, 2010). The existence of these conferences supports the notion that this type of self-help activity is valued by people from all over the world and should be further explored to learn about their potential benefits. 2.5.4.2 International Fluency Association The International Fluency Association (IFA; www.ifa.org) founded in 1989 (IFA, n.d.a) is a not-for-profit, organization that is devoted in their "interdisciplinary approach" (IFA, 1991b) "to the understanding and management of fluency disorders, and to the improvement in the quality of life for persons with fluency disorders" (IFA, n.d.6). The IFA, like the NSA, ISA, has played a role in fostering the relationship between self-help and professional 93 communities (Manning, 2010; Yaruss & Reeves, 2002; Reeves, 2006), despite not being a self-help organization. The IF A has a membership that consists of both SLPs and PWS (Starkweather, as cited in DeNil, 1995; Reeves, 2006). Their focus on research and clinical issues however, directly impact PWS and self-help communities of PWS. Their international focus puts them in a position to bring people together from different cultures and countries to exchange ideas (Starkweather, in De Nil, 1995). Their close affiliation with the International Stuttering Association (ISA) has resulted in the co-sponsored, Bill of Rights and Responsibilities of People Who Stutter. The IFA may have an even closer connection to the world-wide self-help movement for PWS with the possibility of a combined triennial conference with ISA, as proposed at the 2009 IFA conference. The IFA has hosted six World Congresses on Fluency Disorders to date. Their conferences have attracted researchers, clinicians, and PWS, since their inaugural conference in 1994, in Munich, Germany. 2.5.4.3 Other National Organizations for PWS National organizations for PWS exist all over the world (Reeves, 2006) and are still forming. As previously mentioned (subsection 2.5.4.1), the ISA has over 42 countries registered in their network of self-help organizations from all over the world. Many of the national organizations are relatively new, but some organizations have long and interesting histories like the organizations in the U.S. that were discussed in the last subsection (2.5.3) (ISA, n.d.b). 94 The creation, maintenance, and growth of each national organization and of the network of national organizations for PWS lend support to the view that such organizations are beneficial to PWS. Amongst the many activities that such organizations offer are self-help conferences. A study that gives insight to the possible benefits that self-help conference for PWS may have to offer could help improve many national organizations to develop better self-conferences to maximize the potential benefits of the attendees. 2.5.5 Self-Help Activities for PWS Krall (2000b) asks the question, could the Greek philosopher, Aristotle and Greek orator, Demosthenes, who both stuttered, possibly have learned from each other methods of how to manage their stuttering? If so, they would be a perfect example of an ancient self-help group for PWS. Even if they did not, Krall (2000b) still makes the point that self-help activities do not necessarily have to be formal or large in scale. As mentioned before (subsection 2.5.1) Borkman (1999) explains the term self-help specifically refers to "an individual's taking action to help him- or herself, often drawing on latent internal resources and healing powers with the context of his or her lived experience with an issue or predicament" (p. 4). One can loosely interpret these points to mean that self-help activities for PWS can be situations in which individuals who stutter take action to help themselves by interacting with others who stutters. Self-help activities include local group meetings, regional workshops (or regional conferences), and national and international conferences (Bloodstein & Ratner, 2008; Manning, 2010). Continued expansion of the internet has brought about a number of ways for PWS to interact with one another for the purposes of self-help (Bloodstein & Ratner; 2008; Bloom & Cooperman, 1999; Ramig & Dodge, 2005; Reeves, 2006; Reitzes & Snyder, 95 2009; Starkweather & Givens-Ackerman, 1997). This section will review the various types of self-help activities in which self-help community of PWS participate. 2.5.5.1 Self-Helpfor PWS on the Internet Self-help activities are often assumed to take place in person. People may have erroneously overgeneralized Katz and Benders' (1976) definition of self-help groups which include the wording "face-to-face social interactions" to all self-help activities. The internet and internet related software and hardware (e.g. webcams, microphone, and associated software) has brought about several more options for PWS to participate in self-help activities. Even though self-help activities can be distinguished from each other, self-help activities, whether in-person or on the internet, appear to influence people's participation in other self-help activities for PWS. In other words, people who find self-help on the internet often attend inperson activities, while people who attend in-person activities often participate in self-help activities on the internet. Therefore, before discussing in-person activities and more specifically self-help conferences for PWS, it is important to review the self-help activities on the internet. 2.5.5.1.1 Internet discussion groups. In 1990, the establishment of STUTT-L by C. Woodruff Starkweather gave rise to the online or internet self-help community for PWS. STUTT-L (http://groups.google.com/group/fort-worth-nsa/web/stutt-l-on-googlegroups) is an internet discussion group in which individuals can send emails to all the people on the list by emailing [email protected]. This internet discussion group (also known as a listserv or email distribution group) was originally created for researchers and clinicians 96 to collaborate more easily. This "international" forum has grown due in part to the participation of many PWS (Starkweather, 1995; The Stuttering Homepage, n.d.); STUTT-L is monitored to minimize malicious comments (Starkweather, 1995), advertisements, and people that may be "trolling" for potential clients (The Stuttering Homepage, n.d.). It had over 500 members (Hicks, personal communication, February 12, 2010). The discussion group has recently (Fall 2010) changed its hosting server from Temple University to Google Groups (NSA, n.d.c; STUTT-L, n.d.). Another internet discussion group is STUTTERTNGCHAT. This internet discussion group that formed in 2000 is likely to be the "biggest and most active" of internet discussion groups for the stuttering community with over 4,600 members (STUTTERTNGCHAT, n.d.; Hicks, personal communication, February 12, 2010). COVERT-S (http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/Covert-S/) is another internet discussion group specifically for PWS who continually avoid words or situations, rephrase, use word substitutions, etc. to come across as a fluent person. The internet discussion group was formed in 2003 and currently has over 400 members (COVERT-S, n.d.). Internet discussion groups have also been directly associated with some self-help organizations including NSA and Friends. These internet discussion groups have allowed self-help organizations to provide opportunities for specific groups of people to interact amongst each other online. Internet discussion groups include groups for children, teens, adults, parents of children who stutter, attendees of specific conferences, and chapter leaders for chapter management collaboration. Although some internet discussion groups remain 97 popular, a quick analysis of message activity of several groups, including STUTTERINGCHAT, show evidence of a downward trend in internet discussion group activity (STUTTERINGCHAT, n.d.). This may be due to an increase in popularity in other internet self-help related activity for PWS including podcasting, video sharing, blogging, and the use of social network websites. 2.5.5.1.2 Podcasts and video links. The innovation of MP3 players for podcasts or downloadable audio (or video) material, and video sharing websites such as YouTube.com brought about the creation of StutterTalk.com (http://stuttertalk.com). It was created in 2007 (Reitzes & Snyder, 2009) and made a non-profit organization in 2009 (StutterTalk, n.d.). StutterTalk.com was co-founded by Peter Reitzes, Greg Snyder, and Eric Jackson, who are all SLPs who stutter. The website uses audio podcasts and video links to distribute or broadcast their shows. Shows are recorded and then made available to their audience. Listeners and viewers either listen or view episodes from links on the StutterTalk.com website or download audio podcasts to a device with MP3 capability. Episodes of the show usually consist of the host(s) interviewing guests from the stuttering community including PWS, family members of PWS, and professionals, about various stuttering related topics (StutterTalk, n.d.). Although StutterTalk.com is not a self-help organization, it allows for audience members to interact with the hosts and sometimes guests (via the hosts) by emailing comments or posting to their social networking page (discussed in subsection 2.5.5.1.4) about various episodes or other stuttering relating issues which may become topics of interest on future shows (Reitzes, personal communication, 2010). The website also contains links to other websites about stuttering (StutterTalk, n.d.). 98 2.5.5.1.3 Blogs. Another internet-driven self-help forum for PWS are blogs. According to R. Blood (2000) blogs are: .. .usually maintained by an individual [and].. .provide commentary or news on a particular subject; others function as more personal online diaries. A typical blog combines text, images, and links to other blogs, Web pages, and other media related to its topic. The ability of readers to leave comments in an interactive format is an important part of many blogs. Most blogs are primarily textual, although some focus on ... videos.. .and audio (podcasting). There are many websites about stuttering that provide information in the form of text, audio, or video, but the two elements that bring blogs into the realm of self-help activity are that readers, listeners, or viewers of blogs can leave comments making it interactive. The other element is the interaction between PWS. In other words, blogs about stuttering usually result in comments from PWS about either the original blog (possibly written by a PWS) or other the comments from other people (possibly written by a PWS). An example of a blog about stuttering is Make Room for the Stuttering (http://stutterrockstar.wordpress.com/) created in 2009 by Pamela Mertz (a.k.a. StutterRockStar), a PWS (Make Room for the Stuttering, n.d.). Her website includes text blogs written by her or guest bloggers. The website also includes downloadable audio (podcasts) and video links. "Women Who Stutter: Our Stories" is a primary focus of much of her material. Links to other stuttering related blogs are also listed for visitors to explore (Make Room for the Stuttering, n.d.). 99 2.5.5.1.4 Social networking websites. The advent of social networking websites has also brought about another way for PWS to connect to each other. Websites such as Facebook © 2010 (http://www.facebook.com/) and MySpace, Inc. © 2003-2010 (http://www.myspace.com/)allow individuals to easily search and connect with common interest groups including self-help groups or organizations for PWS that have set up accounts on the website. Once a person becomes affiliated with the group or organization, they can connect with others affiliates. Social networking sites also provide the opportunity for individuals to have live online chats, in which individuals can have unfiltered, synchronous chat by typing to each other. This is different from the other forms of internet media previously mentioned above. There are many other internet venues which provide self-help for PWS that are in their infancy, or remain as an idea being developed. The outlook for self-help for PWS on the internet looks promising. This increasing trend of self-help options for PWS online support the notion that there may be beneficial. However, more research is needed to determine the potential benefits, and the commonalities and differences between in person self-help activities and internet self-help activities for PWS. These questions cannot be answered unless if there is research conducted on in person self-help activities including self-help conferences for PWS. 2.5.5.2 Self-Help Group Meetings for PWS Self-help groups meetings for PWS are the most common form of in-person self-help activity for PWS. Self-help groups are a collection of people usually ranging from "as few as two or 100 three people, or as many as a dozen or more" (Yaruss, Quesal, & Reeves, 2007, p. 261) people who talk about various stuttering related topics. Meetings are regularly scheduled (monthly, biweekly, etc.) and are usually attended by people that are relatively local. After leading groups for 8 years, it appears that there are many issues that contribute to the composition of the group and their meetings; among these are: number of meeting attendees, group's affiliation with self-help organization (impacts the goals of the individuals who attend), how often the group meets, length of the group meetings, group social events, experience of the meeting facilitator to manage meetings (some groups rotate facilitators), management style of the facilitator (rigid structure vs. flexible structure), who may attend (group have different rules about family members, friends, professionals, students, etc.), goals and expectations of meeting attendees. Self-help organizations that have at least one self-help group or chapter remaining include the NSA, Speak Easy, IFS, in addition to many of the other national organizations that have local chapters. Studies about the different in-person self-help activities including self-help conferences may be helpful in determining the potential benefits and the best way to maximize such benefits at each self-help venue. 2.5.5.3 Self-Help Workshops for PWS Self-help workshops are an in-person self help activity that is often defined by the length of time of the event. Self-help workshops are usually one-day events, therefore they are sometime referred to as one-day workshops or One-Day Conferences (Friends, n.d.b). 101 Workshops typically have general sessions for all attendees. General sessions may be for the opening or closing of a workshop, keynote speaker(s), or open microphone session in which anyone can talk. Besides general sessions, regular sessions are presentations by one or more speakers on a particular topic related to stuttering. Some workshops have one session at a time for all attendees, but most workshops have simultaneous sessions going on at the same time for attendees to choose from. Workshops have been referred to different ways. Since these are events are much longer than a self-help meeting and much shorter than self-help conferences (usually 2XA to 4 days), workshop attendees tend to be from the region, instead of locals from the immediate area or people from all over the country or world. As a result workshops have also been referred to as regional workshops or regional conferences. Self-help workshops can also have different target audiences. As a result self-help workshops have also been referred to as Youth Day Workshops, Adult Workshops, and Family Day Workshops (NSA, n.d.d), or any combination of them. In addition self-help workshops have been loosely referred to as weekend workshops. Self-help organizations including NSA and Friends provide SLPs an opportunity to earn Continuing Education Units (CEUs) toward maintaining their professional license. CEUs are sometimes earned while the self-help activities are taking place, but sometimes they are earned the day before the actual self-help workshop, usually on a Friday and Saturday. Workshop is also a term that is commonly used at self-help conferences to refer to sessions. Therefore it is important to understand the word workshop in its proper context. 102 Self-help workshops are not regularly scheduled local activity, therefore when publicized correctly attendance is usually much higher than a regular self-help group. Workshops are usually organized by members of a local self-help group with the assistance of the hosting self-help organization. There are multiple self-help workshops held each year and may vary in location. Guest speakers are often scheduled to participate. Organizations that typically host such workshops include NSA and Friends. SFA also host workshops, but their workshops are for professional training and are not self-help workshops. Self-help workshops are another in-person self-help activity for PWS that needs to be studied for potential benefits. If benefits are identified it is important to study the similarities and differences amongst the different self-help activity formats which include self-help groups and self-help conferences for PWS. 2.5.5.4 Self-Help Conferences for PWS The last of the self-help activities for PWS are self-help conferences. Self-help conferences are typically the largest attendance of the three in-person activities. Self-help conferences are regularly scheduled events hosted by a self-help organization that usually take place annually, although some organizations choose to have them biennially or triennially. Depending on the self-help organization the event can vary between 2lA to 4 days in length. Like self-help workshops, self-help conferences change location from year to year (with the exception of Speak Easy). Also like self-help workshops, self-help conferences usually have general sessions for all attendees, which include the conference opening and closing, keynote speeches, and open microphone sessions. They also have regular sessions which have one or 103 more speakers or a panel of speakers about specific stuttering related topics. These sessions occur simultaneously to give attendees choices about what presentations they would like to attend. Open microphone sessions are also usually included amongst these choices. Selfhelp organizations including NSA and Friends are permitted to offer CEUs to help SLPs to maintain their professional credentials. Unlike self-help workshops, self-help conferences usually have scheduled outings or social events. Some self-help organizations include live-auctions, silent auctions, and/or raffles as part of the conference to raise money for the organization. Self-help conferences usually conclude with a banquet which usually includes entertainment (e.g. master of ceremony, music, and dancing). Self-help organizations that have self-help conferences include NSA, Friends, Speak Easy, ISA (triennial), and many of the other national associations. There is a scarcity of research about self-help activities for PWS, but even less research regarding self-help conferences for PWS. As a result there is a need for research in the general realm of self-help activities, but an even great need for more research that focuses on self-help conferences for PWS. Research in this domain will help people learn about the similarities and differences between the self-help activity formats. More knowledge in this area can assist: (a) self-help organizations to better manage and plan their self-help activities, (b) clinicians to make the best referrals for their clients, and (c) PWS to make better decisions regarding the best way to manage their stuttering. The next section will explore the literature on self-help activities for PWS. 104 2.5.6 Research on Self-Help Activities for PWS The literature regarding self-help activities for PWS is sparse. This makes a review of these studies that much more important in designing a study that helps to understand more about self-help activities for PWS, but specifically about self-help conferences. Over the years there has been an increase in the number of participants at self-help activities including national self-help conferences from the numerous member organizations of the ISA (Yaruss, Quesal, Reeves et al., 2002). Anecdotal evidence of the benefits that PWS have received have been communicated: (a) on internet discussion groups (e.g. STUTT-L) (Starkweather, 1995), (b) in books that share personal experiences of stuttering by authors who stutter (e.g. Jezer, 1997), (c) in books that have compiled the personal stories by various PWS (Ahlbach & Benson, 1994; St. Louis, 2001), and (d) in books that have compiled essays written by SLPs who stutter giving advice to other PWS (Hood, 1998). Various discussions at professional conferences including the annual Leadership Conferences of ASHA's Special Interest Division for Fluency and Fluency Disorders (SID-4) have supported the idea that self-help activities are beneficial to PWS (and clinicians) (Krauss-Lehrman & Reeves, 1989; Tetnowski & McClure, 2010; Trichon, Tetnowski, & Rentschler, 2007; Yaruss, Quesal, Reeves et al, 2002). Despite the history of self-help for PWS and the supporting evidence provided by statistics on membership trends, published stories of PWS (unanalyzed), and discussions among SLPs at professional conferences, systematic research is still needed. A few researchers have conducted studies that were either fully or partially dedicated to the exploration of the potential benefits of self-help activities for PWS (Gathman, 1986; Hunt, 1987; Krauss- 105 Lehrman & Reeves, 1989; Ramig, 1993; Trichon, Tetnowski, & Rentschler, 2007; Yaruss, Quesal, Reeves et al., 2002). The results of these studies have helped to form the foundation of the scientific evidence needed for self-help activities for PWS to sustain or gain credibility within the professional community. This section will review prior studies that relate to selfhelp activities for PWS. The first of these studies is Bob Gathman's unpublished study which surveyed and interviewed four adults who stutter (Gathman, 1986). According to Ramig (1993) the study attempted to "isolate factors responsible for change in behavior as a result of affiliating with a self-help group," (Speak Easy group). Ramig (1993) explains that Gathman's questions were related to motivation, self-concept, attitude, and anxiety. According to Ramig (1993) the results show the following: 1. Motivation - All participants reported that the sharing, caring, and acceptance of the group reinforced their motivation. 2. Self-concept - All participants felt their self-help experience helped to improve their self-concepts. Three participants reported improved self-concept enhanced their social life, while the remaining one reported that his social life was stable prior to joining the group. Three participants reported that their self-help experience also increased their self-concept in both employment and professional life, while the fourth participant was described as a housewife. 3. Attitude - All participants reported more acceptances of themselves as persons who stutter. Three participants rated their attitude as positive. One participant 106 reported an improved attitude. The families of the participants confirmed these attitudinal changes. 4. Anxiety - All participants reported a decrease in their feelings of anxiety since joining the self-help group. Ramig (1993) also reports that Gathman's (1986) finding included that all participants reported that their fluency had increased as a result of their participation in the self-help group. The notion that self-help or support groups can have a positive impact on gaining or maintaining fluency has also been supported by Hunt (1987), Starkweather and GivensAckerman (1997) and Bloom and Cooperman (1999). Despite the fact that the unpublished study only had four participants and has not satisfactorily been "peer reviewed" by researchers, it does provide information about the benefits of self-help groups. This further contributes to the overall knowledge base of selfhelp activities for PWS. More research about self-help activities for PWS may lead to more information about potential benefits for PWS. A study about self-help conferences for PWS may provide some of those answers. Hunt's (1987) study focused on what he considered to be "self-help" group representatives and self-help group leaders from the Association for Stammerers (AFS), now the British Stammering Association (BSA) (Lieckfeldt, 1999). He surveyed 30 potential participants about basic information pertaining to each of their self-help groups. The study included open-ended questions about their views on the benefits of self-help groups for those who 107 have partaken in them. Based on 20 responses, Hunt (1987) concludes that self-help groups only benefit a minority of PWS. However, he also concludes that it is difficult to make a clear cut distinction between self-help groups and other types of stutterers' groups. Hunt claims that almost all the self-help groups in the study "have taken origin as an offshoot of therapy groups managed by speech therapists" and often describe themselves as 'follow-up groups' or 'Transfer and Maintenance Groups' that "have the specific aim of transferring speech controls to everyday life." According to Yaruss, Quesal, and Reeves' (2007) terminology scheme, the groups described by Hunt (1987) were not self-help groups because they were created by professionals and were focused on using speech therapy. Even though the focus of the groups was on maintaining fluency, Hunt (1987) concludes that many more people "gain much needed support at critical stages in their lives from the group experience" (p. 208). He further concludes that self-help groups seem to provide the following to PWS: (a) social contact; (b) new insights for the individual into the nature of his condition; (c) a way of helping others (useful experience of constructive activity); (d) a link with professionals; and (e) an information service (useful for those who have had no treatment and may help to make expectations more realistic). Many of these are consistent with the benefits of group experiences described by Yalom and Leszcz (2005) but they did get benefits that were consistent with what self-help groups typically have to offer. Hunt shares some quotes that support the idea that groups in his study were beneficial, even though they may not have been self-help groups. One respondent wrote: We all get tremendous benefit from our meetings, I know - support, friendship and encouragement certainly rate high on the list for us as we are mainly single stammerers who perhaps have not found our niche socially but can really relax in the 108 group atmosphere. Several of us had spent many lone years of stammering, not meeting anyone else with the same problem, and tending to bury the problem and not talk about it. (as cited in Hunt, 1987, p. 206) Another respondent wrote: I have found being a member of a group helpful in a number of ways. It has helped me to get into fluent speech and convinced me that it is at last possible under some circumstances for me to speak without stammering. I feel that I have benefited a great deal from the atmosphere of support that groups provide, particularly when things are not going well, (as cited in Hunt, 1987, p. 206) Hunt reports: The greatest specific virtue of self-help groups we have been able to identify is the relief from the sense of isolation they can provide, giving the stutterer someone to talk to who can understand the distress, frustration and isolation endured. It may be vital for some people to pass through this phase of communicating and sharing a troubling experience, and to come to terms with it, before they become able to devote the necessary personal effort to the practical aspects of dealing with their own unique speech problem. For some this can only happen in a group of fellow stutterers, (p. 211) Respondents also reported that the absence of therapists encouraged honesty. One discussed the most valuable elements in the group to be "those that allow people to talk about their 109 problems and difficulties freely - they then realize that they are not alone, others have coped successfully, so they are encouraged and motivated to do the same" (Hunt, 1987, p. 206). Hunt (1987) concludes that only a minority of attendees received benefits from attending self-help groups; however Hunt's description of self-help groups do not parallel what would be considered to be self-help groups for this manuscript (based on Yaruss, Quesal, & Reeves, 2007, terminology). In addition, Hunt's primary determination of success was focused on fluency maintenance, a reflection of the Zeitgeist of the 1980's in stuttering treatment (Bloom & Cooperman, 1999). Perhaps a broader view of benefit or success may have resulted in the acknowledgement of some of the benefits that are often experienced in a group therapy setting (Yalom & Leszcz, 2005). A survey of actual self-help groups or conferences would possibly result in even more beneficial features. However it is possible that people who attend self-help activities are not representative of the all PWS. The self-help associations are in no way representative of the population of PWS. A couple years later, Krauss-Lehrman and Reeves' (1989) survey study of 600 current and past members of the NSP (now NSA) produced 141 returned questionnaires. The questionnaire included questions that related to perceptions of support/self-help groups. Results of the study showed that respondents ranked "the importance of the support group meetings' focus" the following way (from most important to least important): (1) sharing feelings and experiences, (2) provide nonthreatening place to talk, (3) help self-image, (4) meet other stutterers, (5) learn more about stuttering, and (6) provide adjunct to speech therapy. Results highlight the culture of the NSP to have more of a social function focus (i.e. 110 talking about the challenges associated with stuttering) and less of a fluency maintenance focus (Ramig, 1993). This evidence supports some of the important factors of self-help groups. However, the questionnaire format of the study presents predetermined factors to participants. This may have influenced participant responses. Perhaps respondents would have given different or additional factors had they not been presented with the preconceived factors. In addition, respondents may have given richer details of their experiences in self-help had they been given the flexibility and opportunity to do so. Lastly, the focus of this study was on support/self-help groups. This adds to the literature of self-help activities for PWS and how they may be helpful, but similarities and differences amongst the different activities still needs to be explored. A study of self-help conferences for PWS using a qualitative methodology would help give insight about the potential benefits of participation, without the limitations of survey studies. Ramig's (1993) survey of self-help group attendees, asked participants to assess the impact that self-help groups have had on their stuttering frequency, self-concept, personal life, and work activities. There were 62 participants in the study. Results of the study showed the following: 1. 79% of the respondents stated their fluency had improved "at least somewhat" as a direct result of their self-help involvement 2. 84% stated they felt "at least somewhat" better about themselves 3. 74% stated they felt "at least somewhat" more comfortable in their personal life 111 4. 63% reported they felt "at least somewhat" more comfortable and competent operating in their daily work environments. 5. Those reporting improvement in their responses to the above survey questions had an average attendance of 18group meetings, ranging from 8 - 3 9 meetings. 6. Those respondents reporting no impact or improvement in the areas assessed by the above questions attended an average of four meetings, ranging from 1-11 meetings. 7. 89% reported they felt "at least somewhat positive" or "very positive" about their overall impression of the impact of their self-help group involvement on their life. This study of self-help group attendees lends support to the body of knowledge regarding self-help activities for PWS. However it does so in a way that does not allow for participants to expand upon their answers. It also does not allow for attendees to bring about potentially pertinent topics regarding their self-help experience that the survey would have never addressed. In addition the survey, like many of the other self-help studies for PWS, was specifically about attendees of self-help groups. Clearly the literature is in need of a study that looks at the potential benefits of attending self-help conferences for PWS and needs to do so in a way that allows participants to openly talk about their experiences instead of being confounded to the answers provided on a close-questioned survey. A qualitative study about self-help conferences for PWS would perhaps teach us more about the potential benefits of self-help activities and more specifically self-help conferences for PWS. 112 Another survey of NSA members, formerly the NSP, was conducted at the 1999 conference in Tacoma, Washington, by Yaruss, Quesal, Reeves et al., 2002). In this survey there were 71 respondents who answered a questionnaire that was partly based on the survey developed for the Krauss-Lehrman and Reeves (1989) study. The questionnaire also included items aimed to help SLPs to make good referrals to self-help groups and to help NSA leadership to enhance self-help meetings. All respondents were members of a local chapter of the NSA, with the majority of them being long-time members. There were a few conclusions of the study that related to self-help activities. These conclusions are listed below: 1. Respondents had attended their first meeting primarily to meet other PWS, and they generally continued attending meetings because of the relationships they developed. 2. Respondents overwhelmingly reported that their participation in the NSA had a positive effect on their self-image and their acceptance of stuttering. 3. Respondents also reported that their participation in the support group had increased their opinion of SLPs and, in many cases, their desire to pursue treatment. Yaruss, Quesal, Reeves et al. (2002) provide more evidence of how self-help activities can be helpful for PWS. However, the study does not provide any details about anything specific about self-help conferences even though all the respondents were from one of the annual selfhelp conferences. A qualitative study that focuses on attendees of self-help conferences would likely help to learn about any potential benefits that attendees of self-help conferences may receive. 113 Trichon, Tetnowski, & Rentschler's (2007) used a qualitative approach to understand the experiences of six participants who attend self-help meetings for PWS. Results revealed that the primary reasons for participants' attendance at self-help groups were: (a) to gain more education about stuttering, (b) to gain more fluency, and (c) to gain more self-awareness about stuttering. Results also revealed that participants valued particular elements of the selfhelp groups. Elemental themes that emerged from the data are listed and illustrated by quotes from the participants, below: 1. Encouragement/Inspiration - "It's been a very good experience... [member] has really been inspirational.. ..Just knowing his story of [his] struggling for so long and yet being fluent today.. .he's so encouraging to others." (Participant D) 2. Safe environment - "I know for me, I had to gain trust first. I was very untrusting... I don't feel pressured to share. You share if you want to share." (Participant D) 3. Sharing feelings - "I went through my own experience, but I was only aware of that one experience.. .and then seeing.. .how other people experienced it. How much it had.. .an impact on their lives and stopped some people from going to college." (Participant E) 4. Sense of community - "It's nice being around other people and know that others have the problem." (Participant E) 5. Exposure to other PWS - "The main thing is just realizing that.. .I'm not alone and hear what other people go through. It just reminds me of what I've been through and what I could do in the future." (Participant C) 114 The study concluded that participants: (a) generally feel positive about attending self-help groups as an adjunct to therapy; (b) have more satisfaction during intervention when they learn more about themselves, become more educated about stuttering, and learn potential goals from others; (c) may find value in self-help groups, but may decide not to continue for a variety of reasons such as lacking the sense of community, differences in goals, and differences in attitude; and (d) benefit from changes in the intrinsic features of stuttering. This study was successful in gaining some insight as to what features of self-help groups were valued by participants. By using a semi-structured interviews with open-ended questions participants were able to express themselves in great detail and give insight about their experiences that would not have been possible in an experimental paradigm or closeended question type survey. However, the study was specific to self-help groups. A similarly structured study that focused on self-help conference attendees would allow for a comparison between the two different self-help activity formats. The most compelling quantitive evidence to date about the experience of PWS and self-help activities comes from a survey study by the NSA that was conducted by Tetnowski and McClure (2010). The questionnaire was loosely-based on previous questionnaires by Krauss-Lehrman and Reeves (1989) and Yaruss, Quesal, Reeves et al. (2002). This version of the survey was conducted over the internet. Out of approximately 8,000 people including website visitors and members, 1,235 people responded, including 686 adults who stutter. Amongst the adult respondents who stutter the following conclusions were drawn regarding particular topics: 115 1. Helping people come to terms with stuttering a. Stuttering support activities such as the National Stuttering Association's local support groups and national conference help people build their self-confidence and deal with the emotional side of stuttering. b. The survey found a significant difference in the life impact of stuttering on adults who are active participants in the NSA: They are less likely to avoid speaking situations and less likely to say their stuttering interferes with work or school. They also are more likely to talk about stuttering with family members, friends and co-workers. (Note: The survey showed significant differences between respondents who were active participants in the last 3 years to those who were not.) c. The majority of those who have attended NSA chapters or the NSA national conference say the experience has been very helpful in improving their selfconfidence, practicing speaking, learning more about stuttering and exploring attitudes toward speaking and stuttering. Nearly all would recommend support groups to others. 2. Synergy between stuttering support and speech therapy a. There is a positive correlation between stuttering support and speech therapy success. Active participants in NSA conferences and local chapters are more likely to: i. have had speech therapy as an adult ii. have had speech therapy with a Board Recognized Specialists in Fluency Disorders. 116 b. This correlation works in both directions: some NSA members participate in support activities and then seek speech therapy; others undertake speech therapy and then are referred to support activities by their clinicians. About half of speech-language pathologists who are affiliated with the NSA say they have referred clients to the organization's local chapters and annual conference. c. Adults who participate in NSA chapters are more likely to consider their speech therapy successful. As part of the overall conclusion of the study, Tetnowski and McClure (2009) state in the NSA report: Stuttering support makes a difference. People who participate in the NSA's local chapters or national conference report fewer negative effects of stuttering and more successful speech therapy than those who do not. Support groups help people improve their self-confidence and develop positive attitudes about speaking and stuttering. Most relevant to the Tetnowski and McClure (2009) survey are the results and conclusions regarding self-help conferences. The results reveal that individuals who actively attend NSA conferences (within the last 3 years) are less likely to: (a) allow stuttering to interfere with work or school performance than individuals who have not; (b) avoid speaking situations because of stuttering than individuals who have not; (c) be embarrassed when people find out that they stutter than individuals who have not; and (d) talk about stuttering with other people they know than individuals who have not. 117 This survey study adds to the body of knowledge on the experiences of PWS which include their experience of stuttering and their experience of self-help activities including self-help conferences. The positive results of active conference attendees demonstrate the need for more research about this phenomenon. A qualitative study about people's experience of selfhelp conferences for PWS would help to explore the complexities of the individual experiences of attendees in a way that provides them with the opportunity to express the meanings derived from their experiences. A review of the self-help organizations for PWS has shown how self-help movement for PWS has grown in popularity over time. The self-help community of PWS has grown in nearly every way possible including more members, more local self-help groups, more selfhelp organizations all over the world, and more in-person self-help events. The self-help community has also taken advantage of the different forums on the internet. Self-help organizations have increased their visibility and new forums for PWS have been created at an increasing rate. This is more evidence to demonstrate that self-help activities may be beneficial to PWS and should be further explored. This section reviews the history of the self-help movement within the U.S. and then the evolution and growth of organizations to help PWS in the U.S. and throughout the world. In addition, this section also follows the various formats of self-help including internet-based self-help and in-person self-help formats. The section concludes by evaluating the literature pertaining to self-help activities for PWS and why a qualitative investigation of self-help conferences for PWS is necessary. The next section will address why an investigation of a qualitative nature is specifically necessary. 118 2.6 Qualitative Research in Stuttering There is much to be learned about stuttering from the spoken words of a person who stutters, not just the "broken" words. For example, researchers have learned much about stuttering from their observations of PWS including: epidemiological information about onset and spontaneous recovery (e.g. Yairi), genetics (e.g. Drayna, Fox), brain laterality and activity (e.g. DeNil, Kroll, Orton, Travis, Weber-Fox). In the broader view of stuttering used throughout this manuscript, many of the important aspects of stuttering cannot be documented through experimental research methodologies and must rely on alternate forms of research. Since many of the aspects that this document are concerned with feelings, emotion, lived experiences and other "non-observable" components, a research strategy that allows for this type of data must be implemented. In this case, a qualitative research strategy will be used as the primary method of inquiry. Qualitative research often takes a constructivist point of view that allows for participatory knowledge claims that can help us understand the true knowledge claims that can help us understand the true phenomenon in question (Creswell, 2009). The following subsections will review some previous attempts to understand the broader view of stuttering, discuss some of the logic of moving toward qualitative research, the advantages of qualitative research, and a tradition of inquiry within qualitative research - interpretive phenomenological analysis (IPA) (J. A. Smith, Flowers, & Larkin, 2009; J. A. Smith & Osborn, 2008). 2.6.1 Questionnaires Questionnaires are a research instrument that may be similar to qualitative research in that they are descriptive. On the contrary, the standardized answers in many questionnaires are 119 designed for statistical analysis and do not provide the amount of flexibility that qualitative methodologies provide. Even though questionnaires are not in the realm of a qualitative research, it is important to review the contributions provide by questionnaires and criticisms that questionnaires receive, to have a greater understanding of the advantages of using a qualitative paradigm. Researchers have had some success with studying the intrinsic features of stuttering by asking participants to complete questionnaires. These questionnaires typically have a list of questions or statements. In a dichotomous questionnaire participants are asked to respond yes/no, true/false or whether or not the statement applies to them or not. Examples of these questionnaires include: the Revised Communication Attitude Inventory, also known as the Modified Erickson Scale or S-24 (G. Andrews & Cutler, 1974), Communication Attitude Test (revised) (DeNil & Brutten, 1991), A-19 Scale for Children Who Stutter (Guitar & Grims, 1977), and Perceptions of Stuttering Inventory (PSI; Woolf, 1967). In ordinalpolytomous questionnaires, participants are asked to respond to a question or statement by using a Likert scale to provide a bit more flexibility in their answer. Examples of such questionnaires include: Locus of Control of Behavior Scale (Craig, Franklin, & G. Andrews, 1984), Subjective Screening of Stuttering Severity (research edition) (SSS; J. Riley, G. Riley, & McGuire, 2004), Wright & Ayre Stuttering Self-Rating Profile (WASSP; Wright & Ayre, 2000), Overall Assessment of Speaker's Experience of Stuttering (OASES; Yaruss & Quesal, 2008). Questionnaires are considered to be descriptive and are usually entirely or mostly quantitative in nature and not qualitative in nature. These close-ended questionnaires that are used in research and clinical assessments focus on the perceptions of PWS, but they do not 120 give participants or clients the flexibility to express an experience in their own words or in detail. Qualitative methodologies allow for such flexibility and detail to explore complex social phenomena or the complexities related to communication disorders. 2.6.2 Movement Toward a More Qualitative Orientation Before the turn of the 21 st century some studies (Corcoran & M. Stewart, 1998; Logan & Conture, 1997; Meyers, 1986; Scott, Healey, & Norris, 1995) exemplified the beginnings of a "movement toward a more qualitative orientation in stuttering" (Tetnowski & J. S. Damico, 2001, p. 21). By the early to mid 2000's, some researchers of fluency disorders began to appeal for more qualitative methods of research because they recognized that it provided richer, more flexible, more in-depth and more creative ways to study the complexities of stuttering and the people directly affected by stuttering (Bothe & Andreatta, 2004; Hayhow & T. Stewart, 2006; Tetnowski, J. S. Damico, & H. L. Damico, 2001; Tetnowski & J. Damico, 2004). Qualitative research methodologies are not new to speech-language pathology. These methodologies have been used to study such areas as: clinical aphasiology, language development, childhood language disorders, and practice of public school speech-language pathology (Tetnowski & J. S. Damico, 2001). In fact, qualitative research predates the formal existence of the field of speech-language pathology. Qualitative methodologies were used throughout the 20 century in studying social phenomena in such fields as anthropology, sociology, and education (Creswell, 1998; Maxwell, 1996) and can be helpful 121 in investigating complex social data such as the experience of attending self-help conferences for PWS. In 2004, Bothe and Andreatta's study highlighted the lack of qualitative research articles in fluency disorders in the 10 years previous to the study. They revealed that less than 2% of the stuttering research articles in the three journals they reviewed used a qualitative methodology, while less than 3.7% used a mixed qualitative and quantitative methodology. These results coincided with Tetnowski and J. Damico's (2004) findings that more than 90% of the stuttering literature was based on an experimental paradigm. The more recent advent and acceptance of qualitative methods in speech-language pathology has opened many avenues of stuttering research to explore the dynamics of the disorder which include the perspectives of the individuals who stutter and their listeners. Qualitative research paradigms in stuttering have been successful in helping researchers to learn more about a variety of stuttering related topics such as: the feelings associated with the experience of stuttering (Corcoran & M. Stewart, 1998; Crichton-Smith, 2002; St. Louis et al., 2000) the experience of successful stuttering management (Plexico et al., 2005), the experience of late recovery from stuttering (Anderson & Felsenfeld, 2003); perceptions of therapeutic effect (T. Stewart & G. Richardson, 2004), postponement and avoidance behavior (Tetnowski et al., 2001), therapeutic discourse (Leahy, 2004), perceptions of communicative ability among children who do and do not stutter (Bajaj, Hodson, & Westby, 2005), listener perceptions of disfluent speech (Susca & Healey, 2002), and the experience of attending self-help groups for PWS (Trichon, Tetnowski, & Rentschler, 2007). An experimental research paradigm may be able to study these topics to a certain extent, but contextual factors would be stripped away from 122 the very phenomena of interest. Perhaps the growth of qualitative research methodology is due to the recognition of the advantages that qualitative methodologies have over quantitative methodologies. This next section will contrast explore the advantages and disadvantages of its methodologies to understand its growth in understanding various topics related to stuttering. 2.6.3 Advantages of Qualitative Research Ramig's (1993) call for research on the impact of self-help groups on PWS was in some ways also a call for qualitative research even though never specifically stated. He recognized that "the research needs to be more systematic" to study such complex phenomena. He also recognized that questions to participants need to include open-ended questions to give participants more flexibility in their answers to gain a deeper understanding. For example, he mentioned survey questions that ask respondents to list the components they feel would be included in the "ideal" self-help group and survey questions to determine respondent's motivation for pursuing self-help. On the other hand, Ramig's (1993) suggestion for "larger sampling" and lists questions to address many specific variables implies research that is more experimental in nature. Ramig's (1993) article, published at a time when qualitative research was barely recognized in the speech-language pathology literature, helps to illustrate Tetnowski and J. Damico's (2004) point that a qualitative research paradigm may be more advantageous than an experimental research paradigm because of the social complexities involved. 123 Qualitative research, according to J. S. Damico and Simmons-Mackie (2003), "refers to a variety of analytical procedures designed to systematically collect and describe authentic, contextualized social phenomena with the goal of interpretive adequacy."Some advantages of qualitative research include: (a) collecting data of interest within natural and authentic settings with contextual variables, (b) collect rich descriptive data within the authentic context without predetermined classification schemes or observational categories for statistical purposes, (c) use words and and/or pictures to describe what is happening during social interactions, (d) focus on the individual since the complexity of the data necessitates a focus on one or a few individuals instead of a larger set of participants, and (e) enables the researcher to incorporate the participants' perspective on the phenomenon investigated based upon the activities and meanings brought to the phenomenon by the participants. Based on these points it is believed that a qualitative methodology would be the most appropriate approach to study the experience of self-help conferences for PWS. Tetnowski and J. S. Damico (2001) further outline some of the specific advantages of qualitative research that have attracted researchers to investigate stuttering in a way that embraces the complexity of stuttering. Some of the major advantages are that the researchers will be able to: (a) collect authentic data that are true representations of how stuttering impacts on individuals in the real world; (b) create a richer description of what stuttering is, focusing on actual behaviors, strategies, and resources employed by the PWS before, during, and after moments of stuttering; (c) focus on the impact of stuttering on individuals and you will be able to collect data from the perspective of the individual who stutters; (d) focus on the PWS and their collaborations with their co-participants within the social context; and (e) 124 learn more about the phenomenon under investigation, how it operates, and how PWS attempt to reduce its impact in social contexts. These advantages are consistent with the goal of understanding the personal impact of self-help conferences for PWS. These were specifically demonstrated for research on stuttering (Tetnowski & J. S. Damico, 2001). Trichon, Tetnowski, & Rentschler (2007) study about attendees of self-help groups for PWS and Trichon (2007) study about self-help group leaders are an indication of what can be learned about self-help groups for PWS using the advantages of qualitative research. It is therefore likely that a qualitative methodology would be extremely helpful in exploring the detailed self-perceptions of PWS regarding their experiences of self-help conferences for PWS. 2.6.4 Interpretive Phenomenological Analysis Within the qualitative methodology there are various traditions of inquiry including biography, phenomenology, grounded theory, ethnography, and case study (Creswell, 1997). Another tradition of inquiry is interpretive phenomenological analysis (IP A). IP A was developed in the mid 1990s (J. A. Smith, Flowers, & Larkin, 2009) with J. A. Smith's (1996) paper about the use of IPA in health psychology. IP A draws upon concepts from three areas of philosophy of knowledge: phenomenology, hermeneutics, and idiography. The goal of IPA is "to explore in detail how participants are making sense of their personal and social world" (J. A. Smith & Osborn, 2008, p. 53). IPA aims to understand the perception of the participants by asking the following critical questions of the participants' discourse: (a) What is the person trying to achieve here?; (b) Is something leaking out here that wasn't intended?; 125 and (c) Do I have a sense of something going on here that maybe the participants themselves are less aware of? (J. A. Smith & Osborn, 2008, p. 53) IP A is phenomenological in that it aims to explore and understand individuals' perceptions of an object or event. It does not aim to form an objective statement about an object or event; therefore findings cannot be generalized (J. A. Smith & Osborn, 2008). A phenomenological philosophy provides "a rich source of ideas about how to examine and comprehend lived experience" (J. A. Smith, Flowers, & Larkin, 2009, p. 11). Phenomenology "describes the meaning of the lived experiences for several individuals about a concept or the phenomenon" (Creswell, 1997). The researcher identifies the "essence" of human experiences regarding an event. A phenomenological approach has been used in the social and human sciences including: sociology, psychology, nursing and health sciences, and education (Creswell, 1997) since the later part of the 20th century; however, its roots can be traced back to the early part of the 20th century to the German mathematician, Edmund Husserl (1980). Phenomenological study involves the study of a small number of participants through extensive engagement to develop themes of meaning (Moustakas, 1994). This is done in efforts to "explore the structures of consciousness in human experiences" (Polinghorne, 1989). In doing so, it is important for the researcher to set aside prejudgments or to have a "natural attitude" by "bracketing" his/her own experiences, to better understand those of the participants. Husserl (1980) refers to this suspension of judgments as epoche. Hermeneutics, the theory of interpretation, is the second major influence on IPA. Perhaps the idea of hermeneutics is best understood by grasping the questions that concern 126 hermeneutic theorists. J. A. Smith, Flowers and Larkin (2009) highlight such questions: (a) What are the methods and purposes of interpretation itself?; (b) Is it possible to uncover the intentions or original meanings of an author?; and (c) What is the relation between the context of a text's production (e.g. its historical genesis in the distant past) and the context of a text's interpretation (e.g. its relevance to life in the present day). Heidegger (1962/1927), a hermeneutic phenomenologist, highlights the point that the interpretations are never without presuppositions and that the reader or analyst also look at new stimuli with prior experiences, assumptions, and preconceptions. Heidegger (1962/1927) states: Our first, last, and constant task in interpreting is never to allow our.. .fore-conception to be presented to us by fancies and popular conceptions, but rather to make the scientific theme secure by working out the fore-structures in terms of the things themselves, (p. 195) In other words, previous experiences may influence one's interpretation; therefore it is important to hold the object or event in a higher regard than one's preconceived ideas of the object or event. Understanding those preconceived ideas is an important step in the concept of hermeneutics. IPA coincides with the Heidegger's (1962/1927) belief that phenomenological inquiry is an interpretative process that balances an appreciation for the personal perspectives of individuals while carefully seeking similarities in experience. Schleiermacher (1998) explains how within hermeneutics, interpretation has two forms grammatical and psychological. The grammatical form focuses on the objective textual meaning, while the psychological form focuses on the uniqueness of the author or speaker. 127 Similarly, J. A. Smith and Osborn (2003, 2008) refer to a two-stage interpretation process involving a double hermeneutic; "the participants are trying to make sense of the world [and] the researcher is trying to make sense of the participants trying to make sense of their world" (p. 53). Schleiermacher (1998) and J. A. Smith and Osborn (2008), like Bruner (1991) and Vygotsky (1962), believe that language and thought influence each other. Schleiermacher (1998) explains how understanding is dependent on the very interpretation of language and thought, and how both linguistic and psychological interpretations may be necessary to understand the discourse of an individual. Schleiermacher's (1998) vision of the interpretive process is holistic in that it makes use of linguistic analysis as well as the intuition of the researcher. The researcher, therefore, must play an active role to gain an "insider's perspective" (Conrad, 1987) or to get closer to the participant's personal world (J. A. Smith & Osborn, 2008). Schleiermacher (1998) believes that if IP A is done properly it is possible to understand "the utterer better than he understands himself (p. 266). Idiography is the third influence upon IP A. J. A. Smith, Flowers, and Larkin (2009) explain that the idea behind idiography is that it focuses on "the particular" as opposed to generalizing human behavior to a group or a population. The focus on the particular refers to the attention to fine detail and the depth of analysis. As a result, the analytical process must be both thorough and systematic. The particular also refers to the understanding of experiential phenomena of an event, process, or relationship from the perspective of individual people, in their unique contexts. As a result, IPA utilizes a small and purposeful sample size (J. A. Smith, Flowers, & Larkin, 2009). It is also important to note that IPA also recognizes the idea of symbolic interactionism (Blumer, 1969; Denzin, 1995) and how 128 meanings are modified by people's prior experiences. This contrasts the behaviorist view that human respond to stimuli without interpretation. IPA combines concepts from phenomenological, hermeneutic, and idiographic philosophies of knowledge. IPA embraces the uniqueness of each participant's experience by providing flexibility within the interviews for participants and investigator. IPA recognizes the importance of the double analysis taking place; the participants making sense of their experience and the investigators making sense of the participants' making sense of their experiences (J. A. Smith & Osborn, 2003, 2008). This combination appears to be the most appropriate methodological fit for the researcher to study the lived experiences of individuals who attend self-help conferences for PWS and their experiences of stuttering. In summary, the previous section relates how the qualitative research paradigm can be helpful and appropriate for studying the impact of self-help conferences for PWS. A review of various stuttering questionnaires illustrates that questionnaires at their best, may give some insight into an individual's stuttering, but does not provide the flexibility for an individual to use their own words to describe their experience. Analyses of the stuttering literature as a whole indicate an increasing trend toward the use of qualitative research. Thus, the many advantages of qualitative research and specifically, IPA can be an excellent method of inquiry to investigate people's experiences of attending self-help conferences for PWS and their experiences of stuttering. 129 2.7 Summary - Review of the Literature The preceding review documents the justification for a broader view of stuttering, which includes the intrinsic features of the disorder. Secondly, various measurement tools have examined observable and intrinsic features of stuttering, however each of these strategies present specific shortcomings, including their lack of flexibility to allow participants to describe their perceptions of the experience of stuttering. The review of current treatment strategies includes fluency shaping, stuttering modification, and cognitive restructuring, and how they may relate to self-help activities. The impact of self-help on the various therapeutic paradigms can only be conjectured. There is an obvious need to document, in detail, how therapeutic outcomes are impacted by various self-help activities. It is also apparent that stuttering management issues, like the client-clinicians relationship, the impact of a stuttering clinician, and clarification of what the terms management and recovery even mean, can all be contributing factors of clients' success. In addition, there is some documentation on self-help organizations for PWS and their activities, along with the limited research of their impact on PWS. Unfortunately, the sparse amount of literature on stuttering and self-help is impacted by methodological limitations. Qualitative research may allow for richer and more detailed descriptions of the impact of self-help for PWS. Qualitative methodologies, specifically IP A, may thus be the best suited method of inquiry to complete a study on self-help conferences for PWS from the perspective of individuals who stutter. 130 2.8 Research Questions Therefore, the following research questions are proposed: 1. What is the lived experience of those who attended a self-help conference(s) for PWS from the perspective of a PWS? 2. What is the lived experience of stuttering, from the perspective of a PWS who has attended a self-help conference(s) for PWS? 131 3. METHODOLOGY The last chapter was a review of the literature to demonstrate the necessity of an interpretive phenomenological analysis (IPA) to investigate the experiences of adults who stutter who attend self-help conferences. This chapter will review the methodology used to perform such an investigation. The chapter will include: rationale for using IP A, information about the participants, procedures used to collect and transcribe interviews, and procedures used for analysis, interpretation, and validation. 3.1 Rationale for Using Interpretive Phenomenological Analysis The advantages of a qualitative methodology were discussed previously and it was determined that IP A was a well-suited method of inquiry to investigate the lived experiences of adults who attend self-help conferences for PWS. The rationale for using a qualitative methodology for this study is best summarized by the criteria provided by J. S. Damico and Simmons-Mackie (2003). These criteria include that qualitative research: (a) is oriented toward social phenomena; (b) uses data that is contextualized and authentic; (c) uses data that is systematically collected (with flexibility); and (d) has the ability to describe in order to effectively investigate the nature and function of social action. The rationale for using IP A is that it aims to explore the details of how people make sense of their personal and social worlds (J. A. Smith & Osborn, 2008). IP A aims to describe "the perceptions and understanding of a particular group rather than prematurely make more general claims. This is not to say that the IPA methodology is opposed to more general claims for larger populations; it is just that it is committed to the painstaking analysis of cases rather than jumping to generalizations" (J. A. Smith & Osborn, 2008, pp. 55-56). This is known as an idographic mode of inquiry as opposed to a nomothetic approach. This study, which aims to explore people's experiences of having attended a self-help conference(s) for PWS, needs to embrace the complexities of each of the participants' perceptions. This is important because of the countless ways that self-help conferences can be experienced. One can say that conference experiences vary because of the different ways that organizations run their conferences, the change in conference venues, the changes in the planned workshops and activities, the variance in the people who attend from year to year, the variety of planned workshops activities within each conference, the variety of unplanned social events, the differences in people that one meets, and many other factors that make each conference unique. However, the most important differences is that people arrive at a conference with different experiences and therefore have different perceptions of the same objective or physical experience of attending a self-help conference for PWS. In other words, two friends who attend the conference together and do everything together while at the conference will not have identical experiences of the conference as a whole. They will not even have identical experiences of watching the same workshop. In A. P. Giorgi's (1997) view, phenomenological studies are important because of these differences in experience and perceptions. He uses a simple example of art to illustrate this point. He explains how two individuals looking at the same piece of art can experience the art in different ways. One can consider the art to be "ugly" while the other one considers it to be "beautiful." 133 With phenomenology as one of the major knowledge philosophies of IP A, it makes sense that Husserl's (1980) goal of phenomenology, serves as a primary rationale for using IPA as a research methodology for this study. Husserl's goal was to study social phenomena through the interpretations of the individuals experiencing the phenomena of interest. This requires the investigator to suspend judgments of objective reality. This is similar to James' (1977) radical empiricism idea that human experience supersedes psychological and scientific preconceptions and that interpretive experiences should be examined as communicated by the one experiencing the phenomena (Robinson, 1985). In other words, one of the advantages of phenomenology is having the ability to explore social phenomena in a system of interrelated meaning (Ashworth, 2000; A. P. Giorgi, 1997). Phenomenology aims to understand how individuals construct meaning through social interactions, thus grounding the meanings in human actions. The primary investigator believes IPA to be the best suited method of inquiry for this study because it keeps the primary focus on the communicated interpretations of the individual experiencing the phenomena. This helps to protect the authenticity of the lived experience or the phenomena of interest. By focusing on the "lifeworld," the world and the events of interest in it are explored through the interpretive lens of the participant (A. P. Giorgi & B. M. Giorgi, 2005). This requires the investigator to recognize and set aside his own beliefs. In order to get as close as possible to the participants' experiences, as suggested by Husserl (1980), semi-structured interviews were used to collect the communicated experience or narrative account of the participants experiencing the phenomena. These narrative accounts will then be subject to a systematic analysis, which will be discussed later. 134 A rationale for using IP A should also explain the importance of the other two major philosophical ideologies for which IPA is based upon, hermeneutics and idiography. Hermeneutics is the theory of interpretation. One of the most notable hermeneutic phenomenologists, Heidegger (1962/1927) makes the point that interpretations are always subject to the previous experiences of the interpreteds). This viewpoint embraces the balance between personal perspectives, while seeking similarities of an experience. J. A. Smith and Osborn (2008) refer to the two levels of interpretation or double hermeneutics that exist in IPA, the interpretation of the participant experiencing the phenomena making meaning of the experience, and the investigator interpreting the grammatical and psychological (Schleiermacher, 1998) aspects of the participant to understand the participants at a level that goes beyond their own interpretations. Lastly, idiography focuses on the particular rather than the attempting to make broad generalizations to a large group or population. It embraces the unique context of the participant to facilitate understanding their experience (J. A. Smith, Flowers, & Larkin, 2009). As a result IPA makes use of a small, purposeful sample size. Understanding the three major philosophies for which IPA is based are all important in understanding the rationale for the use of IPA. All three philosophies - phenomenology, hermeneutics, and idiography are used together in the facilitation of IPA's "theoretical commitment to the person as a cognitive, linguistic affective, and physical being" and helps assume "a chain of connection between people's talk and their thinking and emotional state" (J. A. Smith & Osborn, 2008, p. 54). 135 3.2 Data Collection In using IPA it is important to collect data in a manner that preserves the richness and authenticity of the data while giving participants flexibility to describe their experiences in detail and the investigator the flexibility to delve into topics that he or she deem to be interesting. The purpose of the data collection process in IPA is to collect data that details "how participants perceive and make sense of things which are happening to them" (J. A. Smith & Osborn, 2008, p. 57). There are several methods of data collection for IPA (Plummer, 2001) including personal accounts and diaries (J. A. Smith & Osborn, 2008). One of the best suited methods for data collection for IPA is through semi-structured interviews. This allows participant and investigator to engage in a dialogue that is loosely guided by a schedule of questions. Based on the participant responses, the investigator is able to modify questions to probe important or interesting topics that may not have been discussed if a structured interview format was used (J. A. Smith & Osborn, 2008). As a result semistructured interviews will serve as the foundation for understanding the socially constructed meanings that emerge from the participants' lived experiences of self-help conferences and of stuttering (Janesick, 1994). 3.2.1 Advantages of Semi-Structured Interviews Semi-structured interviews were used in this study and allowed the investigator to engage each participant in the data collection process within an IPA. Semi-structured interviews enabled the investigator and participants to cover a schedule of topics created by the investigator, while providing the flexibility needed to explore specific topics that emerged and were unique to each interview. These semi-structured interviews were developed in 136 accordance with J. A. Smith and Osborn (2003). According to J. A. Smith and Osborn (2003), semi-structured interviews should be guided by both a set of prepared, open-ended questions and the responses given by the participants. This allows the investigator to develop a rapport with participants and maintain a flow of conversation during the interview. The advantages of using semi-structured interviews as the method of data collection include: (a) they include a set of questions that will guide but not dictate the interview; (b) they are conducive to building a rapport with participants; (c) they allow for flexibility so investigators can probe areas of interest as they arise; (d) they allow participants to discuss topics that may not have otherwise been communicated; and (e) they produce rich data which best suit an IPA. According to Tetnowski and J. S. Damico (2001) one of the advantages of qualitative research in general, including an IPA, is that the investigator is the key instrument of data collection. Being that in many cases, including this investigation, the primary investigator is also the interpreter of the data, it is important for the researcher to "approach the research activity with an open stance" (pp. 22-23). Therefore it is important to describe the background of the interviewing investigator for the purposes of understanding the lens through which the planned and unplanned questions are asked and understood. The interviewing investigator is a male adult who stutters. He received his Bachelor's degree in accounting and a Master's degree in Speech-Language Pathology. He was raised and primarily resided in New York throughout most of the interview processes. He received various fluency shaping therapies in elementary school before completing, a 3-week 137 intensive program, the Precision Fluency Shaping Program (PFSP), which resulted in fluent speech. Despite attending self-help practice groups (i.e. First Amendment Group of Long Island) and several one-week refresher courses of PFSP the interviewing investigator was not able to maintain the level of fluency he had originally aspired to and often felt "unsuccessful." While in college pursuing his Bachelor's Degree in accounting, he was active in a therapy/support group. During this period he began speaking about his experiences of stuttering and therapy to SLP students. He continued speaking about his experiences at various universities after graduating with his Bachelor's degree. Eventually he decided to pursue speech-language pathology as a career. Knowing he wanted to specialize in fluency disorders, he wanted to learn more about other therapies and self-help for PWS. He became immediately involved with the NSA and Friends, while becoming a fan of Our Time Theatre Company productions. His experiences have guided him to lead and co-lead self-help groups in Queens, NY and Lafayette, LA, respectively. In 2008, his chapter was recognized by the NSA as "Chapter of the Year." He has also co-hosted Friends' 2008 national self-help conference and two NSA regional self-help workshops. Lastly, he has published and presented at national and international conferences, primarily about self-help for PWS. The background of the interviewing investigator puts him in an ideal position to lead the semi-structured interview down avenues that may lead to a deeper understanding of the experience of the participant. His experiences lend himself to insightful questions about the participants' experiences of stuttering, therapy, and of self-help activities. However, the investigator must be careful not to allow his personal experiences of self-help activities to 138 bias his questions or interpretations and should therefore not make assumptions about the participants' experiences. 3.2.2 Interview Development In developing a set of questions to guide the semi-structured interviews, the investigator produced pertinent questions to learn about the participants' background and their perspectives of self-help conferences for PWS. The investigator conducted a pilot interview with a volunteer who fit the inclusion criteria for this study. The pilot interview was not analyzed as part of the results; however it did help the investigator to refine questions and to sequence them to facilitate conversational flow. The resulting schedule of topics is listed in Table 4. Table 4. Schedule of Topics for Semi-Structured Interviews Subtopics Topics Introduction Life as a PWS History of therapy describe, length of time First self-help conference Post-first conference Subsequent Conferences Future Conferences Tell me about yourself, Family General; Childhood - school, friends; Adulthood -job/career, relationships School; Out of school; Adulthood; Other therapy related to stuttering; Support - child, adult, groups Tell me about your first conference; How you decided to attend; Expectations; Noteworthy aspects; Who did you go with Tell me what happened when you got home from the conference; Reactions - family, friends, job/career; Tell me about your speech - anything else about the way you communicate Share your experience of other conferences - Tell my why you continue to attend, expectations, noteworthy aspects, who did you go with, compare your experience of your first conference to others, take me through a typical conference; reflect upon yourself before having attended your first conference What are your thoughts on attending future conferences - what will you do at the next conference; What do you consider in deciding on attending or not attending 139 The sequence of the questions was designed to touch upon several topics about their experiences with stuttering and therapy and then to lead participants to discuss their experience of self-help conferences for PWS, the latest topic, being about support, was most related to self-help conferences for smoother transition into the primary focus of the study. The sequence allowed the investigator time to build a rapport with the participants to obtain honest and open responses before discussing their experience of self-help conference(s). The sequence also placed the topic of self-help conferences later on the schedule of topics to reduce the perception that self-help conferences were the primary focus of the interview therefore minimizing participant bias favoring the topic of interest. The investigator used neutrally-worded phrasing such as "tell me about," to allow for both positive and negative responses to minimize bias responses. 3.2.3 Interview Procedure Before the interview, participants were asked to complete an information form and to sign a consent form informing participants that the study was related to the experience of self-help conferences for PWS. Since the investigator anticipated that participants would bring up topics that did not follow order on the schedule of topics, tracking the interview was necessary to ensure that all topics on the schedule were covered. Therefore, the investigator also told participants that he was going to check off the topics that were covered throughout the interview (during conversational breaks). The investigator verbalized this to participants to minimize any apprehension, nervousness, or skepticism about the investigator's intentions. Interviews were recorded with participants' verbal consent, using an Olympus Digital Voice Recorder (VN-3100PC). 140 The investigator used J. A. Smith and Osborn's (2003) guidelines of semi-structured interviews. The guidelines include interview techniques such as: a. Giving time for the participant to develop their points; do not rush dialogue; b. Encourage expansion of the discussion and descriptions with minimal probes and "back-channeling"; Use questions only when discussion threads run out or to introduce another point or topic. c. Ask single, open-ended questions for inquiries. Direct questions should be reserved for seeking clarification. d. Monitor affective reactions (e.g. nonverbal behaviors, contextualization cues) throughout the interview for the participants' comfortable level when discussing topics. If participant appears to be uncomfortable the investigator should allow the participant to drop the topic; the investigator may decide to return to the topic in another way through another relevant topic in the interview. In keeping with the J. A. Smith and Osborn (2003) guidelines, the primary investigator interviewed each participant face-to-face, in or near the participant's residence, in a quiet room, without predetermined time constraints. Participants were encouraged to choose the interview sites that were most convenient for them and were quiet with minimal interruptions. This setting would be optimal for the purposes of sharing personal experiences and recording. The 2008 NSA conference was the preferred site of some participants; however the investigator eliminated this as a feasible interview site because the context of a self-help conference: (a) could potentially be distracting to either the participant or investigator, (b) has the potential for the investigator to formulate bias questions or prompts, 141 and/or (c) has the potential for participants to bias their responses. Interviews were mostly conducted at the homes of the participants, but also included a participant's office at work, and a university near a participant's residence. Interview lengths averaged 87 minutes 20 seconds (SD=25:43), with the median interview of 85 minutes 30 seconds. Interviews ranged from 50 to 148 minutes. The investigator asked open-ended questions when necessary and one at a time. Participants' responses often included discussion of topics or subtopics that were on the schedule without being prompted. Upon completion of an answer the investigator asked or prompted the participant to discuss either (a) an unlisted topic of interest mentioned by the participant, (b) related subtopics on the schedule, or (c) the next logical topic on the schedule based on what the investigator thought would maintain the flow of conversation. This data collection technique allows the participant to have the freedom to give complete answers in their own words, while allowing the investigator the freedom to delve into unlisted topics of interest and the freedom to eventually prompt the participant to discuss all topics and subtopics on the schedule. 3.2.4 Interview Timing As for the timing of the interviews, the investigator used G. Andrews and Harvey's (1981) study as a guiding resource. Their results revealed that spontaneous remission is relatively stable between 3 and 15 months before treatment. The study concluded that post treatment assessments should be conducted at least 3 months post treatment to allow for spontaneous remission effects to subside; therefore remaining effects to primarily be from treatment. In this investigation, attendance of self-help conference(s) for PWS is the treatment. Despite the many differences between G. Andrews and Harvey's study and the study in this 142 manuscript, (e.g. type of "treatment," measurements taken, and waiting time differences before treatment), the investigator found it to be prudent to use these time frames to conduct semi-structured interviews. In following the guidelines derived from G. Andrews and Harvey (1981), the investigator set a time range for which participants needed to be interviewed. In accommodating participants and using the general guidelines provided by G. Andrews and Harvey, the investigator selected a post-conference (last conference attended) time range of 4 months to 18 months before interviewing participants. Even though 18 months falls outside of the range studied by G. Andrews and Harvey (1981), the investigator determined this length of time was still reasonable in relation to the time frame derived from G. Andrews and Harvey and was necessary to accommodate the participants. All interviews were conducted between June 2008 and December 2008. 3.3 Participants Researchers who use IPA have debated an appropriate sample size. J. A. Smith and Osborn (2008) state that there is no right answer to the question. They suggest that many researchers realize that the detailed interpretative account of each of the transcripts will realistically only allow for a very small sample. They refer to published IPA studies that have ranged in sample sizes from 1 to more than 15. Osborn and J. A. Smith (1998) state that the size should depend on: (a) the degree of commitment to the case study level of analysis and reporting, (b) the richness of the individual cases, and (c) the constraints one is operating under. Using these guidelines the investigator determined 12 participants to be sufficient for 143 this study. The method of sampling used was convenience sampling. Inclusion criteria were that participants needed to: (a) be at least 18 years old, (b) attend at least one self-help conference for PWS, and (c) consider him or herself to be an individual who stutters. Some participants were recruited from a related, NS ARC-approved study of adults who attended the 2007 NSA Conference in Atlanta, GA. Additional participants who fit the criteria were recruited from through the self-help community of PWS based on availability as part of the convenience sample. Institutional Review Board (IRB) approval was obtained from the University of Louisiana at Lafayette. Each of the 12 participants was assigned a pseudonym to protect their identity. A summary of the participants is in Table 5. The information in this table includes the participants' pseudonyms, approximate age, gender, basic description of their occupation, and the number of years they have attended self-help conferences for PWS. Information such as names, ages, and specific job descriptions were purposely obscured to help protect the identities of the participants. 144 Table 5. Participant Information (at time of interview) Gender / Occupation Name Age (#) Years Attending Self-Help Conferences 1 Alex M Licensed professional, Business Owner mid 50s (1) Bill 1 M Law enforcement, Supervisor mid 30s (2) 1 Connor M Researcher, early 40s Lecturer (3) Dylan M Teacher 8 early 30s (4) Licensed professional 1 Evan M mid 30s (5) M Manufacturing Manager - retired; 12 Fred early 70s Service company, Assistant Manager (6) 2 F Professional, Gilda early 30s banking & finance (7) Hayley F Service company, Self-employed 7 early 50s (8) 2* Speech-Language Pathologist (SLP) Isabelle F mid 40s (9) SLP F 7 Jackie mid 20s (10) Ken M Professional, 15** early 50s banking & finance (11) 2*** SLP Lynn F mid 20s (12) * Note: attended two conferences including only 1 day at one of the conferences (both NSA) **Note: attended two self-help conferences per year for the last 10 years (NSA, Speak Easy) ***Note: attended two self-help conferences per year for all 3 years (NSA, Friends) The average age of the participants is the study was 41.8 years old (SD=14.3), with a median age of 38 years old. The approximate age range in years is from mid 20s to early 70s. The average amount of years of attending self-help conferences for the participants is 5 years (SD=4.7), with a median amount of years attending being 2.5 years. The range of the amount of years of attending self-help conferences was between 1 to 17 years. 145 In addition to the factors presented on this table, it is important to note the countless other factors that play a role in the experiences of conference attendees. Below, each participant has been described in further detail, including variables as: type of therapy approach in the past, length of therapy, experiences with other self-help activities (i.e. groups or workshops) or supportive groups, experiences with differing self-help organizations, and even the number of self-help conferences attended per year. This information is important for the purposes of trying to understanding the perspectives' of the individual participants since conclusions for this study cannot be generalized. Participant #1, Alex, a male in his mid 50s, has been married for approximately 30 years. He received his Bachelor's degree and is a licensed professional who owns his own business. He is originally from the Central-North region of the U.S. and resides in the Southeast. He began therapy between the ages of 4 and 6 and continued again at 14, but was not able to recall the type of therapy received. At 16, he received fluency shaping therapy, and from 19 to 24, he received a combination of both fluency shaping therapy and stuttering modification therapy. From 28 to 30, he received a counseling-based approach to speech therapy. He participated in a local support group in 1999 (mid 40s) which his clinician led and then became involved in an NSA chapter in 2007 and has remained active. Alex attended his first national self-help conference for PWS in 2007 (NSA) and was interviewed 12 months later during the week before the 2008 NSA conference. Since the interview Alex has attended the 2008, 2009, and 2010 NSA conferences. 146 Participant #2, Bill, a male in his mid 30s, has been married for approximately 10 years. He received his Master's degree and is a supervisor in law enforcement. He is originally from the Mid-Atlantic region of the U.S. and resides in the Southeast. He received fluency shaping therapy from ages 7 to 12 and again from 25 to 28. He participated in a local support group run by an SLP in 2001 (late 20s) and then became involved in an NSA chapter in 2007 and has remained active. Bill attended his first national self-help conference for PWS in 2007 (NSA) and was interviewed 12 months later during the week before the 2008 NSA conference. Since the interview Bill has attended the 2008, 2009, and 2010 NSA conferences. Participant #3, Conner, is a single male in his early 40s. He received his PhD and is a researcher as well as a lecturer. He is originally from and resides in the Southeast region of the U.S. As a child, Conner sporadically received various fluency shaping therapies. In his early 20s, he attended a 3-week intensive fluency shaping program and repeated the program in his late 30s. In his early 40s, he received speech therapy that focused on both counseling and fluency shaping skills. He participated in a local support group in 1994 (late 20s) and an NSA chapter in 2006 and has remained active. Conner attended his first national self-help conference for PWS in 2007 (NSA) and was interviewed 12 months later during the week before the 2008 NSA conference. Since the interview Conner has attended the 2008 and 2009 NSA conferences. Participant #4, Dylan, is a single male in his early 30s. He received his Bachelor's degree and works as a teacher. He is originally from and resides in the New England region of the 147 U.S. Dylan received fluency shaping therapy from ages 5 to 15. At 15, he attended a 3/4week intensive fluency shaping program. In his early 20s, he received fluency shaping therapy for 3 months. Dylan participated in an NSA chapter from 2004 (mid 20s) to 2008. He has attended a national self-help conference for PWS from 2001 to 2008 (NSA) and was interviewed 4.5 months after the 2008 conference. Dylan has not attended any self-help conferences for stuttering since 2008. Participant #5, Evan, is a single male in his mid 30s. He received his Bachelor's degree and works as a licensed professional. He is originally from Southeast Europe and resides in the New England region of the U.S. At 19 years of age, Evan attended a 2-day fluency shaping program in Europe. Evan moved to the United States in the mid 1990s. He attended another 2-day fluency shaping program at 24, a 3-week intensive fluency shaping program at 26, and a 4-day fluency shaping and counseling program at 33. He participated in an NSA chapter from 2002 to 2005 and then attended about five meetings from 2005 to 2008 at another chapter because he moved to another area within the New England region. Evan attended his first national self-help conference for PWS in 2007 (NSA) and was interviewed 16.5 months later. Evan has not attended any self-help conferences for stuttering since 2007. Participant #6, Fred, a male in his early 70s, has been married for approximately 50 years. He received his Associate's degree and is a retired manufacturing manager. He currently works as an assistant manager for a service company. He is originally from and resides in the New England region of the U.S. At 15 years of age, Fred attended a 5-week fluency shaping program in Canada. In his mid 30s, he received fluency shaping therapy for 1 year. Fred 148 participated in an NSA chapter from the mid 1980s (late 40s) to present. In the late 1990s and early 2000s, he attended two NSA workshops. Fred has attended a national self-help conference for PWS from 1997 to 2008 (NSA) and was interviewed 4.5 months after the 2008 NSA conference. Since the interview he has attended the 2009 and 2010 NSA conferences. Participant #7, Gilda, is a single female in her early 30s. She received her Bachelor's degree and works as a professional in banking and finance. She is originally from the Caribbean Islands, moved to the United States when she was 3 years old. She resides in the New England region of the U.S. At 18 years of age, Gilda received fluency shaping therapy for 3 months. She participated in an NSA chapter from 2007 (early 30s) to present. Gilda attended a national self-help conference for PWS in 2007 and 2008 (NSA) and was interviewed 4.5 months after the 2008 conference. Gilda has not attended any self-help conferences for stuttering since 2008. Participant #8, Hay ley, is a single female in her early 50s. She received her Master's degree and is the sole proprietor of a service company. She is originally from and resides in the New England region of the U.S. From ages 7 to 11, Hayley received various fluency shaping therapies. In her early 30s, she continued to receive various fluency shaping therapies for 2 years. In her late 30s, she attended 2 weeks of a VA week intensive fluency shaping program. Hayley attended the national self-help conference for PWS from 1997 (early 40s) to 2001 (NSA) and then continued from 2007 to 2008. She participated in an NSA chapter 149 from 2007 to present. She was interviewed 4.5 months after the 2008 NSA conference. Since the interview Hayley has attended the 2009 and 2010 NSA conferences. Participant #9, Isabelle, a female in her mid 40s, has been married for approximately 15 years. She received her Master's degree and works as a Speech-Language Pathologist. She is originally from and resides in the New England region of the U.S. At ages 4 and 10, Isabelle received therapy but was not able to recall the type of therapy received. At 16, she received fluency shaping therapy for 1 year. Isabelle attended a 2-day fluency shaping program at 18. At 19, she received fluency shaping therapy for 9 months. Isabelle attended a 3-week intensive fluency shaping program at 25. At ages 28 and 33, she attended a 1-week fluency shaping refresher course. Isabelle participated in a local practice group from 1982 (late teens) to 1984, and an NSA chapter from 2006 to present. She attended her first national self-help conference for PWS in 2007 (NSA) and returned to the NSA conference in 2008 for one day. Isabelle was interviewed 5.5 months after the 2008 conference. She has not attended any self-help conferences for stuttering since 2008. Participant #10, Jackie, is a single female in her mid 20s. She received her Master's degree and works as a Speech-Language Pathologist. She is originally from and resides in the New England region of the U.S. She began therapy between the ages of 3 and 4 but was not able to recall the type of therapy received. From 5 to 12, Jackie received various fluency shaping therapies. From 15 to 16, she received therapy that was a combination of both counseling and fluency shaping skills. At 17, she attended a 3-week program which integrated stuttering modification and fluency shaping skills. In 2001 (mid teens) Jackie attended a Friends 1-day 150 workshop. She also participated in a local support group from 2001 to present. She attended a national self-help conference for PWS from 2001 to 2006 (NSA) and again in 2008. Jackie was interviewed 6 months after the 2008 NSA conference. Since the interview she has attended the 2009 NSA conference. Participant #11, Ken, is a single male in his early 50s. He received his Bachelor's degree and works as a professional in banking and finance. He is originally from and resides in the New England region of the U.S. From ages 33 to 34, Ken received various fluency shaping therapies. He then continued to receive various fluency shaping therapies from 37 to 38. He participated in a Speak Easy self-help group from 1994 (late 30s) to present. Ken has attended national self-help conferences (or symposiums) for PWS of two organizations. He has attended Speak Easy Symposiums from 1994 to 2008 and NSA conferences from 1999 to 2008. He was interviewed 6 months after the 2008 NSA conference. Since the interview Ken has attended the 2009 Speak Easy Symposium, and the 2009 and 2010 NSA conferences. Participant #12, Lynn, is a single female in her mid 20s. She received her Bachelor's degree and is a Speech-Language Pathologist student. She is originally from and resides in the New England region of the U.S. At 18 years of age, Lynn received fluency shaping therapy for 1 month and then attended a 2-day fluency shaping program. At 23, she received stuttering modification therapy for 3 months. Lynn participated in a local self-help group and two NSA chapters from 2005 (early 20s) to 2007. She also attended three Friends workshops from 2006 to 2007. Lynn has attended national self-help conferences for PWS from two 151 organizations. She attended both the NSA and Friends conferences from 2006 to 2008. She was interviewed 5 months after the 2008 Friends conference. Since the interview she has attended the 2009 NSA and Friends conferences. 3.4 Transcription, Analysis, and Interpretation In the transcription process, the audio data was collected with an Olympus Digital Voice Recorder (VN-3100PC), then transferred to the Olympus Digital Wave Player (Version 2.1.0, Copyright © 2001-2006; Olympus Imaging Corp.) and imported into Transcribe! (Version 7.50 for Windows, Copyright © 1998-2008; Seventh String Software). This software facilitated transcription by giving the investigator control over the speed of the audio playback and by making replay easier to control. The primary investigator transcribed each interview verbatim. The amount of disfluencies such as part-word repetitions, mono or multisyllabic word repetitions, audible blocks, prolongations, interjections, and phrase repetitions, were reduced in the transcription since the focus of the study was on the experiences of PWS and not the disfluencies of the participants. The transcriptions were completed by listening to each interview at least two times, but typically more than twice until an exact transcription could be assured. The audio interview data was transcribed to Microsoft ® Office Word 2007 and saved as a rich text format file (.rtf). Transcriptions of the interviews were then de-identified to help protect the identities of the participants and any non-public figures mentioned in the interviews. De-identification becomes even more important because of the small population who attend self-help conferences for PWS and the potential for many attendees to be familiar with the details of 152 each other's lives. As a result, the investigator changed, blurred, or removed as much identifying information as possible while trying not to disrupt the relevant portions of the interviews. Such information includes but is not limited to: names, ages, and specific locations. Any such changes to the original transcripts have been italicized throughout the transcripts (See Appendices A-L). The data collection and analytical procedures within an IPA provide the capability to analyze the transcribed data on several levels. In this study, semi-structured interviews provide flexibility in the investigation of individuals' verbalized experiences of the phenomenon of self-help conferences for PWS. Procedures help the investigator gain insight to how individuals make sense of their personal and social worlds through the lens of each of their individual "lifeworlds" (J. A. Smith & Osborn, 2003). In addition the investigator recognizes the necessity of the recurring process of data collection, analysis, and interpretation in refining the findings to report on the most relevant data to better understand the lived experience of self-help conferences and stuttering from the perspective of PWS. This idea is similar to the constant comparative method originally used in grounded theory (Glaser & Strauss, 1967). J. A. Smith and Osborn's (2003) guidelines to data analysis in phenomenological studies were used with minor revisions. These steps are outlined as follows. 1. Transcripts were reviewed multiple times in the initial stages to become familiar with the contents. 153 2. Interesting or significant quotes were documented. The left hand margin is suggested for use; however the investigator documented this in the qualitative software, Atlas.ti © (Version 6.0.21) for better organization and easier recall for the investigator. 3. After statements were reviewed multiple times, emerging themes were noted. The right hand is suggested for use; however the investigator also noted emerging themes into Atlas.ti (Version 6.0.21) for better organization and easier recall for the investigator. 4. Initial notes were turned into precise statements made by the participants that reflect what was found in the text. 5. Once themes emerged, the researcher sought to make connections between themes. 6. Similar themes were combined, while others remain. The transcript was checked to insure that these connections are in line with the actual dialogue. 7. The compilations of directories delineating actual phrases from participants that connect with the emergent themes (and subordinate themes) were extremely useful and allowed "iterative" analysis to take place. 8. This produced a table of themes with overall names of the themes that were combined. Employing identifier themes allowed for finding the original source in the actual transcript. Some themes were eliminated because they were a poor fit or were not well established. 154 9. After analysis, the investigator decided which themes to focus on. This decision was not only be based on the prevalence of data, but also the richness of the data that highlight the themes to help shed light on other aspects of the account. 10. Themes were then explained by the investigator's narrative which was supported and illustrated by verbatim excerpts from participants. Through these procedures, explained by J. A. Smith and Osborn (2003), the investigator was able to go from participant transcripts, to creating unique codes, to creating, refining, explaining, and supporting themes. This procedure recognizes the complexity of social action and seeks to "find out how individuals are perceiving the particular situations they are facing, how they are making sense of their personal and social world" (J. A. Smith & Osborn, 2008, p. 55). 3.5 Equipment and Software The previous sections have briefly mentioned the equipment and software that have been used in the context of the procedure being performed. This section is simply a compilation of all the equipment and software used in this study with a brief description of its function in the investigation. An Olympus Digital Voice Recorder (VN-3100PC) was used to digitally record each of the participants with their full consent. Recordings were then transferred from recorder to the Olympus Digital Wave Player (Version 2.1.0, Copyright © 2001-2006; Olympus Imaging Corp.) for storage. Audio data was then imported into Transcribe! (Version 7.50 for Windows, Copyright © 1998-2008; Seventh String Software). This software facilitated 155 transcription by giving the investigator control over the speed of the audio playback and by making replay easier to control. The audio was transcribed into Microsoft ® Office Word 2007 and eventually saved in rich text format. These files were then imported into Atlas.ti © (Version 6.0.21). Atlas.ti was used to streamline the coding process in an efficient manner, making the tagging (non-analytical portion of coding) of quotes easier. Atlas.ti also allowed the investigators to view similarly coded data in report form, making it easier for the investigator to collapse or merge codes and to recognize emerging themes. 3.6 Credibility To ensure the credibility of the study, the procedures described by Lincoln and Guba (1985) and outlined by Creswell (2003) have been adopted. This procedure has also been used by Corcoran and M. Stewart (1998) and Plexico, Manning, & DiLollo (2005), to describe the lived-experiences of stuttering and successful stuttering management, respectively. The 4step procedure is as follows: (1) interviews were recorded and transcribed; (2) biases have been acknowledged through "bracketing" to minimize imposing a priori hypotheses on the participants' experience; (3) investigator triangulation was achieved by having two investigators from different backgrounds separately reviewing the transcripts to minimize sharing biases and deriving their own results before a reconciliation occurs; and (4) "member checking" was used to help ensure valid interpretation of utterances within participants' transcripts. In member checking the investigator sent (emails) participants the proposed themes along with their supporting quotes to each of them and asked them to review and comment to determine if they were consistent with the participants' experiences. Participants agreed with the results. 156 In phenomenological studies including IP A, it is imperative that the researchers set aside any preconceptions about the phenomena that they will be investigating. As discussed in the last paragraph, this step is called bracketing (Step #2) or trying to achieve a "natural attitude." In a qualitative research paradigm the primary investigator is the main tool of data collection. The same experiences that gave the investigator insight (previously highlighted in 3.2.1) to guide the interview to interesting topics can also result in bias during interviews, analysis, or interpretation of the data. After minimizing such biases of the investigator through the process of "bracketing," the investigator has also provided transcribed data (Appendices A-L) from which they can draw their own interpretations. 3.7 Summary - Methodology This chapter reviewed the methods of IPA and rationalizes this method to be well-suited for this investigation, because the method is consistent with the research questions proposed. The chapter begins by discussing the rationale for using IPA for the study. The data collection section reviews the advantages of semi-structured interviews, the development of the interview, how the interviews were conducted, and the timing of the interviews in relation to the last conference attended by the participants. The participants section describes the inclusion criteria and descriptions of the participants. The next section discusses the transcription process, and how the transcripts were analyzed and interpreted. This section also describes how these recurring procedures help to refine the finished product. An equipment and software section was included to compile such information into one section to describe their function in the grand scheme of the study. Finally, the 157 validation or credibility section, lays out the steps that have been taken to confirm the findings of the study. The next chapter will present what the results of the study. 158 4. RESULTS The primary purpose of the study was to improve our understanding of peoples' lived experience of attending self-help conferences for PWS. In addition, the study was also aimed to understand the lived experience of stuttering for the people who attend self-help conferences for PWS. This second component was added because it is imperative to understand the type of people who actually do attend a self-help conference for PWS. This subgroup of all PWS may be different from the total population of PWS. Therefore, descriptions of the lived experience of stuttering are given to simply provide a more complete picture of the participants used in this study. This data may help researchers and clinicians better understand the lived experiences of people who do attend self-help conferences for PWS. After reviewing transcripts from the 12 participants several major themes emerged. Themes were divided into two sections; each section related to the two research questions about people's experiences of the self-help conference for PWS and the experiences of stuttering for conference attendees. Due to the qualitative nature of this study and the complexity of the social phenomena, themes and subordinate themes will be interrelated with participant quotations. Some of the quotations may support multiple themes within and across both major sections. For the purposes of clarity, the term experience or lived experience will include any social phenomena described by the participants related to their attendance at a self-help conference for PWS. The rationale being that various thoughts, feelings, attitudes, actions, and other experiences verbalized by the participants would be related to the actual experience of attending a self-help conference, and the impact that it may have had on their lives. These thoughts, feelings, attitudes, and actions may have been realized for the first time, or they may have shifted following their attendance at a self-help conference. Therefore, these serve as the basis for this study. Since this phenomenon has yet to be studied for PWS, the following results are the first look at how attendance at a self-help conference for PWS impacts the actual people who attend such a conference. Based on the interview schedule used and described in Chapter 3, the transcriptions (Appendices A-L) demonstrate that participants not only gave their rendition of their selfhelp conference(s) experience or their experience of stuttering, but that they also spoke about various topics that may be indirectly related to stuttering or self-help. However, the emphasis in this chapter will be to discuss the various themes and subordinate themes related to the two major research questions. Themes and subordinate themes will be supported by quotes from the participants. In some cases contextual information will be added for clarity for the reader. Contextual information will be included in parentheses. Backchannels (Sacks, Schegloff, & Jefferson, 1974), such as "mhm" and "okay," were used by the investigator (listener) to acknowledge the participant (speaker) continued turn in the conversation or to acknowledge that the investigator understood the verbalized message whether it was disfluent or not. These short utterances were not pertinent in the relay of information in the discourse and were therefore eliminated from the supporting quotes of the themes and subordinate themes for conciseness. 160 4.1 Participants' Experiences Having Attended Self-Help Conferences for PWS The first category of themes and subordinate themes helps to answer the primary question of this study - From the perspective of a PWS, what is the lived experience of those who attended self-help conference(s) for PWS? The major themes along with their subordinate themes within this category are: 1. 2. Socializing Opportunities with Other People Who Stutter a. Meeting people/making friends b. Social gatherings (conference planned/spontaneous) c. Extreme socializing d. Post-conference socializing Affiliation a. Bonding experience b. Desire to reunite c. Expansion of community 3. Shifting Roles 4. Changing Feelings 5. Redefining Oneself a. Improved self-perspective b. Increased self-esteem c. Self-acceptance d. Increased risk taking e. Self-realization f. Feelings of freedom 161 These themes and subordinate themes are described in the next section. Participant quotations from the transcripts will be used to illustrate them. The rich nature of the qualitative data results in themes and subordinate themes that overlap. In turn, this makes it possible for a quotation to fit into multiple themes or subordinate themes. The primary investigator selected examples to illustrate themes and subordinate themes by using a wide variety of quotes from the data. Quotes are not necessarily limited to the one or two themes or subordinate themes that they were used to exemplify. The social complexity of the quotes allows them to fit into multiple themes and subordinate themes. 4.1.1 Socializing Opportunities with Other PWS Unique socializing opportunities describe how participants view self-help conferences as a forum for conversing and building friendships with other PWS. Being that this is a self-help conference for PWS where most of the participants are PWS (or parents of a CWS) this socializing is of a distinctive nature. These opportunities provide PWS to have unique social interactions. This theme encompasses the range of interactions which include the first interaction of meeting people and making new friends to continuing to socialize with friends after a conference. Participant interviews also revealed the following subordinate themes: (a) meeting people/making friends, (b) social gatherings (conference planned/spontaneous), (c) extreme socializing, and (d) post-conference socializing. These subordinate themes will be discussed. Supporting participant quotations will be provided. 162 4.1.1.1 Meeting People/Making Friends Participants report continued socializing beyond the time frame of self-help conferences. All 12 participants disclosed experiences of meeting many people and making new friends from the conferences including their first. This theme may seem unimportant or minute for many who do not understand stuttering, however, the fact that these conferences provide a unique and "easier" opportunity for PWS to make friends, makes it an important theme. The following are narratives of the subordinate theme, meeting people/making friends: Alex (219) - I'm meeting a lot of ah new people, you see, that didn't know me before the conference. Evan (239-245) -1 remember meeting people and that was, and, and that was quite interesting because... yeah, yeah but I go to a conference myself, like especially if it's a technical conference, which I tend to go to once a year or so-1 still find it hard to, to initiate contact with, with other people. And, and s-, and most of the time I feel as if I haven't gotten out of the technical conference as much as I should have with the, with the NSA event I found myself to be less inhibited in, in making contact with strangers. Hayley (161) - My first conference I was scared out of my mind. I didn't know what to do, who to talk to, how it all would work. Um, but people just kept coming up to me and, 'hi I'm so-and-so and blah blah blah,' and the environment was just warm, accepting, and friendly. Hayley (195-209) - Um I felt for the first time that I had a place that I belonged. Um, the first time I was in a situation that I could actually participate. Be heard and I was a-, I could actually be heard, that no one interrupted me. No one spoke for me. They weren't afraid to look at me. It was just a different world. It was like I stepped over the rainbow or to the rainbow or whatever. (Hayley laughs) For the first time I felt like, 'Hey, I'm not a bad person.' They like me (both laugh). I like them. I'm having fun. (Hayley laughs) And I remember not sleeping at all that weekend. The more sleep deprivation, the more I stuttered, and it didn't matter, (both laugh) And it didn't matter and I made lifelong friends, and I danced, and I laughed, and I cried, and I was understood, and I belonged. Oh my God!! I was finally in a place where I felt warm. Jackie (144-146) - Oh, it was ah, overwhelming and fun and the best thing I had ever done, you know, there are all these people, my 1-, well just, all these people, period, 'cause, I think that, that was a pretty big, big one at that time, like over 500 people. Yeah, that's were all these people there who stuttered and you walk into the hotel and everybody is stuttering. You can hang out ah with all of these other people who 163 stutter too. And um, it was weird, I just had never felt comfortable walking up to people and um, and, it, it was like a totally different experience. 4.1.1.2 Social Gatherings (conference planned/spontaneous) Participants also described making friends throughout the conference. Some situations were one-on-one, but many times people met others or made friends with other attendees during social gatherings. Such groups congregate as part of preplanned conference social events and informal social events. These group outings include dining, touring, attending sporting events, participating in night life activities. This is an important aspect in that the organizing body purposefully establishes activities where the primary purpose is simply socializing. In addition, some social activities simply happen spontaneously. Gatherings of people may include meeting at one of the hotel venues, such as a conference room, restaurant/bar and hotel lobby, but may also include sites that are outside of the hotel confines. The results of NSA's (2009) conference survey coincide with these findings. The survey shows that 80% of respondents report attending a conference to "socialize". Following are some examples of such gathering in the subordinate theme, social gatherings (conference planned/spontaneous): Dylan (386) - You know, and it was just, it was, it's just strange! You know, what that's like when ah, you're with a group of six other people. You go out to eat. You all stutter. You order what you want. You know I hadn't ever done that before! It's just kind of, they'd be out to eat with people, they'd get to me and I would typically never order what I wanted. I would order what the hell I could say without stuttering. Dylan (616) - go hear the keynote speaker for Friday. Friday night you're either going out to eat with people or you're going off on one of the NSA functions. Fred (489) - And sometimes someone said, 'Hi. How are you?' in the elevator as we're going by, I ah usually try to get together with someone and go out to eat with them, so that's little bit. 164 Gilda (354) - the Georgia one had the one that everybody met up at that like bar, whatever. I didn't drink there, and they're like, everybody is sitting down and you can, can socialize and relate to what, you know, try, relate to people, socialize, and that's about it. Ken (753-759) -1 felt good that I was able to show them around the city. So that, that was a, a, a good feeling for me too, you know. So I'm glad I, I went that night 'cause originally I w-, I wasn't going to- other than the baseball game I didn't sign up for anything 'cause I had-, as far the city tours I didn't think I would ha-, but I, it ended up good, you know. 4.1.1.3 Extreme Socializing Some participants refer to what is best described as extreme socializing, in which individuals or groups sacrifice sleep for more socializing. It has been reported that these extreme socializing sessions have often run from the late hours of one day into the early morning hours of the next day. Although this subordinate theme may appear to be similar to the previous theme, it is important in that the opportunities for socializing are so important to the participants that they will socialize at almost any cost. This appears to be unique. The following quotes illustrate the subordinate theme, extreme socializing: Alex (352) - We talked and the thing that I realized I had heard ah briefly from someone ah don't plan on sleeping while you're at the conference. (Investigator laughs) Bill (255) - it's nice to have all these ah classes, but it's not about the classes. It's about the social events, about the interactions that-, about the, the conversations at the bar till 3 o'clock in the morning. Right? I mean that's kind of the meat and ah potatoes of the conference. Dylan (614) - Forget about sleep, you can sleep when you get home. So, you know, for me, staying up till 3:00, 4:00 a.m. really, you know, it's, it's something that I do. You know, and I used to, I usually like to wake-up and go to the workshop sessions. Dylan (618) - So come Saturday afternoon, the last day of the conference, you're really dragging by that point. There's just, there's a combo of sitting through workshops, not getting much sleep, partying till God knows when at night. 165 Hayley (205-209) - And I remember not sleeping at all that weekend. The more sleep deprivation, the more I stuttered, and it didn't matter, (both laugh) And it didn't matter and I made lifelong friends, and I danced, and I laughed, and I cried, and I was understood, and I belonged. Oh my God!! I was finally in a place where I felt warm. 4.1.1.4 Post- Conference Socializing Also, within the major theme of socializing, participants talked about how they continued to socialize, or of their intentions to continue to socialize with their friends from the conference between conferences. Once again, this appears to be unique to the participants' experiences of this group, more so than would be expected with other groups. All of these forms of socializing are unique and important for this group because PWS often avoid social contacts due to their difficulty with communication (Craig, Blumgart, and Tran, 2009). Following are some examples of the subordinate theme, post-conference socializing: Dylan (322) -1 keep in touch with a lot of people at the NSA. You know, if there's ever an NSA function somewhere, you know, like hey we're going out to eat on such and such a night, I'd prob-, I'd typically show up to those. Isabelle (103) - It was fun. I mean I just happened to have met there about four or five other speech pathologists who stutter so for me that really met my needs. You know, who I've kept in touch with for years. Isabelle (203) - You know what I, and then I started keeping in touch with somebody who I met in Atlanta who had taken Precision Fluency and actually that helped me a lot. Jackie (342) -1 have some close friends that I've met through the NSA that I keep in touch with and I mean, a lot of times we don't even talk about stuttering, but I know that if I did want to, um, they are definitely people to go to. Ken (629-631) - The conference gets me to meet and socialize and that I try to use that experience when I go back into everyday life, you know, so that has, that helped, helped me out too. 166 4.1.2 Affiliation Affiliation describes how participants report ways that they feel like or have become a part of a community of PWS. Participants often identify groups of friends from their first conference and subsequent conferences. Feeling like a part of community overlaps with some of the subordinate themes in socializing situations with other people who stutter. For example, meeting people/making friends can be associated with having an affiliation with a community, but being a part of community does not necessarily mean that you are friends or that you necessarily socialize. Another example is how social gatherings at the conference can be a catalyst for giving or helping attendees to maintain a sense of community or affiliation, but it is possible to socialize at these events and still not have an affiliation. Arguments can also be made that subordinate themes within affiliation can fit into subordinate themes of socializing opportunities with other people who stutter. Subordinate themes that emerged from participant interviews that are within the affiliation theme are: (a) bonding experience, (b) expansion of community, and (c) desire to reunite. These subordinate themes will be discussed. Supporting participant quotations will be provided. 4.1.2.1 Bonding Experience Participants give narratives of interesting or funny experiences that they have encountered during social gatherings at the conference. These experiences are either related to the unique experience of being with a group of other PWS or may not be stuttering related at all. These verbalize experiences seem to be bonding experiences for the participant and/or the other social event attendees. These bonding experiences help instill or maintain a sense of 167 affiliation for the reporting participant and/or the other social event attendees. Following are examples of the subordinate theme, bonding experience: Bill (259-275) -1 felt like I was 14. You know? We're all kind of packing around (Investigator laughs). Um, go-, I mean and the, and the funniest thing was ah, one of the, I guess it was the second day, and a group of us wanted to go eat. And there's probably like, like 20 people or so. Were you there? No, you weren't there. You were supposed to go, but you didn't go 'cause you had something else. But it was weird, we're we're sitting here in this group, in this large group, and the server walks up, and you know Bailey Bowerman? Investigator: Yeah. Bill: Bart (Bill laughs)- Investigator: Bart? Bill: Ah, Bart is what we call him. Investigator: Yeah. Bill: Um, so he's the first one that places his order and, you know he's pretty dysfluent. And the server's like... and then I'm like, 'hey calm-,' I said, 'hey, hey girl, just calm down. If you can read, we're all stutterers here.' You know, and and so, ah for us to place the order it probably took about 5 minutes. And ah I-, and and it was, it was kind of funny because the roles were reversed to see her so embarrassed, so uncomfortable. (Investigator laughs) She wanted to take the orders and get out of there as soon as she could, so it was kind of funny. That was funny stuff. Connor (143-155)- Let me tell you, um when we went out that Friday night, me, Christina and we hooked up with a couple of people from the Central-South region. Um. ..something Copperman, I'm, I'm forgetting his first nameInvestigator: Chester I think. Connor: Chester Copperman] And one other guy from the Central-South region. And Calvin Crawley. And we all, we weren't on the bus which was going to some area. But we hopped on the subway to go there and to meet everyone and it turned out that whole area was closed or something. So that whole bus went elsewhere so we had to find our way to this new place (Connor laughs) and we eventually found our way there. And um, had dinner and all that. It was fun. And then we had a drink or two. And then we hopped on the bus coming back and I remember laughing harder on that bus than I've laughed in years. And, I mean, everyone, at least up in the front of the bus, was having a grand ole time. 168 4.1.2.2 Desire to Reunite Participants reveal their desire to be with the people from the conference community. They express how they wish they could see their friends from the conference more or how they look forward to seeing them at the next conference. One verbalized her friends' attendance at the next conference to be a factor to consider in her decision of coming to the next conference. Examples are below of participants desire to reunite: Bill (315-317) -1 was, I was excited, um, and then to at the same time and I just-, I, I really miss those people. You know? I mean heck, I wish I had this whole ah subdivision was, were people from the conference. Connor (213) -1 don't know, I'm just looking forward to seeing people I met last year or um, at these chapter meetings in um, the Southwest and in the Central-North region. Jackie (240-242) -1 looked forward to it so much to have this weekend where I wouldn't think about stuttering, where everyone was so accepting. Um, I really feel like what keeps bringing me back is just all the friendships and, you know, and all the great people at the NSA, and especially now just being able to give back and bring people into this great world. Jackie (280) - (referring to her decision to go to the next conference) And um, especially and also who is going. Like if I found out none of my friends can go, um, I don't know, I, I might think twice about it or, I, but if I went I'd still have a good time anyway, but um, you know, it's still cool to have that core group of people going. Lynn (401) - (referring to why she continues to attend) Ah really probably just to, see old friends. 4.1.2.3 Expansion of Community Participants also report their beginning or increasing their involvement with other self-help activities for PWS which include groups, workshops, and internet activities (e.g. internet discussion groups, podcasts and video links). These activities include both people that they may already know from conferences or may be viewed as a way that they have expanded 169 their sense of community of PWS. Following are some examples of the subordinate theme, expansion of community: Connor (167-169) - And um, it really did inspire me, I think, to .. .to not speak more fluently, but to just, be involved. Well, to be involved in the NSA. I want to be involved. I joined the um Yahoo, stutter chat, and stutter L and um NSA conference groups. And for a while, I religiously read every post. Hayley (217-219) - And there was some warm stuff that stayed with me and I'm just glad I went at a time when the internet was in existence because those chat lines are like a God-send to just keep you going until the next time. Hayley (690-692) -1 started it, we talked about starting it upon my returning from the conference. So we had it all planned, it was set up, went to the conference, got juiced, came back, and the first Monday in July was our first meeting. Investigator: I'm curious, real briefly, how the progression of the group has gone over the last year. Hayley: Over the year, we have increased the membership. Um, there have not been any major changes, except that I'm taking the lead more. Jackie (94) -1 think that was the first time I went to an NSA convention and, um, I had gone through like a Friends' 1-day conference, and then doing AIS, and I started to develop these relationships with other people who stutter and I think it just taught me how to be more social and kind of reduce those fears As previously mentioned there is overlap between socializing opportunities with other people who stutter and affiliation. In this section the subordinate themes of affiliation were reviewed. Subthemes of affiliation were not immune to this overlap. For example, it could be argued that bonding experiences do not necessarily result in having a sense of community (affiliation) and should be considered to be a subordinate theme of socializing opportunities with other people who stutter. 170 4.1.3 Shifting Roles Shifting Roles describes how several of the participants have changed or "evolved" from being someone who primarily seeks or needs help to someone who wants to give or finds ways to give help. The participants generally come to their first self-help conference with needs, goals, or hopes that relate to themselves. However, several participants describe what seems to be a role shift or that they take on additional roles that are of a more helping or guiding nature. This appears to happen as early as during their first conference. Participants play out these roles in many ways including helping to reassure parents of CWS, taking on leadership roles within local self-help groups, wanting to present at future conferences, wanting to be a role model for other PWS, becoming more active in the online self-help community, and educating others about stuttering including SLPs in formal and informal settings. This theme is supported by the following quotes from the participants: Bill (387) -1 reach out to people on the Speech Easy website. Um, I reached out to some people at work. There are a few guys that I know that stutter at my work. And they got the-, they got the ah devices as well. I, I'd say probably get six people free, free devices from folks that have kem-, come to me online. I've posted things. Bill (427-429) - (about second conference) this time um what, what I'm doing is I like ah volunteered to to host a couple of of the open mics- I'm doing doing one for adults and one for kids. Bill (503) - (about second conference) At this conference ah, you know, there are people that are, they're going to be in their shells and I'm going to trying to get people out of their shell, you know, to try to inspire some change. ... So, and and that's kind of how last year was, you know. Connor (127) - It was really awesome um talking to parents of, of people who stutter Connor (217-223) -1 would like at some point take more of a role in, in the um, ah the national association, but um, I'm not looking to campaign for that either I'm just looking to just be a part of it and to do whatever is required and yeah. Um, I would like to at some point, I mean, I'm told that being a Ph.D. and lecturer who makes many presentations, I'm a role model. So, I mean, if I can use that for any purposes whether it be for adults or for teenagers or younger children, I would be willing to take that role. 171 Investigator: I mean, um, in, in what capacity? Connor: Whatever they would need me to do. I don't know. To speak with them to, to speak with them in an informal role or a more formal workshop role, I don't know. Fred (399-403) - there was a colleague working for the Boeing Company who, who out of the blue, called me, and I had talked to him in the past about work, and he, he called, he knew s-, he had somebody who stuttered and he wanted information about it. And ah ... I was able to ah to talk f-, with him and give him information and feel good about it, that that I was able to, where before I don't think I would have, or before attending a conference. Hayley (211) - I'm back and I want to be bigger and stronger. And I want to do for those new people, what Ron did for me. And that's why I look-, well having the support group and seeing new people come and just say, 'Hey. You're okay. It's really okay! I found that out.' Hayley (315-317) - Um I found out you get out of them what you put into them. That by making an effort to connect with first-timers is a very important thing, so that you don't forget where you were, and so that you can help someone else. So that you don't forget where you were and you can help someone else. So every time I go I feel good because I feel like I've given something back. Hayley (429- 431) -1 go to get and I go to give. And it feels good on both ends. Isabelle (105-107) -1 definitely enjoyed speaking to a lot of parents there of some people who stuttered. I thought that was really good, you know, for them to hear my side of it, and for me to hear theirs. Isabelle (127-129) - How could so many people walk around stuttering so badly and not be using any kind of (both laugh) fluency tool at all? That just blew my mind, just blew my mind, 'cause as a ch-, I guess, when I have my severe moments I can get like bad headaches almost, so I just couldn't for the life of me. And I, and I guess, honestly, it concerned me a little bit about the teenagers who were there, you know, like what kind of role models. I mean, I'm not talking about like, you know, role models and in terms of what type of people they were, but I wanted them to know that there was help out there. Investigator: Help to? Isabelle: Achieve, sa-, you know, achieve improved fluency, improved selfesteem as well, but there were fluency tools out there and I guess that just worried me. Isabelle (498-502) - Um, it's important. But I think the difference with the next conference if I present, I want to do some kind of a workshop with, with kids. Or with parents. 172 Investigator: That actually, ah, takes care of, I was gonna ask, "Tell me about what you will do at the next conference?" Isabelle: Yeah, something with them. I'm not sure what, but I want to, I want to um, I see so much fear, you know, in my practice. And, you know, I want them to at least know that, you know what, your kids will be all, all, right and that's such a hard job as a therapist. Jackie (258-262) - Yeah, just, I try to introduce myself to as many people as I can like, in the lobby um, and just around the hotel. Hopefully they're with the conference. 'Cause that could be awkward and um, you know, 'cause usually it's seem maybe people I know will um, maybe bring people from their local um, chapters or kind of, you know, meet somebody who's a newbie um, in the lobby. So, you know, you don't want to let anyone feel alone or like they don't bel-, belong there. So maybe just trying to bring um, you know, say oh, 'We're going out to eat here,' or 'we're going to be hanging out later. Feel free to come' or 'you should go to this workshop,' and 'make sure you go to this.' 'Make sure you buy your ticket to the banquet because everybody goes.' Jackie (288) - You know what, I feel it's cool meeting people and, you know, they get to see somebody who's been there, done that, and is comfortable with their stuttering now. And I remember meeting somebody this past conference who thought it was, didn't believe that I was a speech pathologist, or that I could go and talk to people, or you know, that I can date, or do any of these um, things just to show people that you can do this, and you can stutter. Ken (713-717) - (referring to talking to first time attendees) Well, you know, we talk about our first experiences, you know, your first conference and, you know, what your experiences were when the first time you came and you can relate to their feelings. Then of course they talk about their, their stuttering also, so you can relate to that, their experiences in terms of stuttering, dealing with it, and they seem very opened up, you know, talking about it also 'cause they never really I guess talked about it before. Ken (863-867) -1 felt good. I was able to, to drive people; I volunteered to drive people around. 'Cause at the hotel nothing was really in too much of a walking distance. So I, I hooked up with a lot of people and I volunteered to drive them and that was a good feeling for me too.. .You know, so I felt I was helping them out a lot. Lynn (365) - The second conference I went to more of the kid workshops, to help out at those, and the-, then I enjoyed it better. Um... just because I, I thought I was of more use I guess, um helping out at the workshops than, than just going to them. Um, and I, I, I get a lot out of um, seeing, seeing the kids and seeing them being around other kids that stutter and talking about stuttering or, or not talking about stuttering and just stuttering, you know, um, just being kids. Lynn (397) -1 know what, what makes me happiest when I go to the NSA conf-, like I, I always want to volunteer with the kids, and only go to the workshops that I'm 173 actually interested in, and you know, and that kind of thing. Um, so I just know what to expect and, and what I, what I want out of it, yeah. Lynn (448) - Randi invites to Friends are, are, you know, professionals in the field that I get to interact with and, and stuff and that feels really special, and then I also work a lot-, like talk a lot with parents and with kids at Friends and so that, um, I feel like I, I learn a lot from them that I could bri-, like bring into ah when I become a clinician. 4.1.4 Positive Change of Emotions Positive change of emotions describes the patterns of changing states of consciousness that participants report in relation to their experience of their first self-help conference for PWS. For the purposes of this theme the term emotions will incorporate both feelings and emotions. All 12 participants have expressed positive emotions regarding their first conference; however four participants have been selected to demonstrate positive change of emotions because of the contrasting emotions that were expressed in relation to before or at the beginning of their first conference, with the emotions expressed in relation to during the conference or about the conference as a whole. This next section will review these positive emotional changes by several of the participants. They will be illustrated by quotes to support this theme. In this example, Alex reflects on the beginning of his first conference and describes feeling nervous. Upon reflecting upon his first conference he describes feelings of satisfaction. Furthermore, he seems eager to attend his next conference to reconnect with people he knew from his first conference. Nervous Alex (348) -1 wasn't a part of that first ah timers' reception or see, meeting or anything like that, and I didn't have a name tag, I hadn't registered. I, I, I was just 174 saying, 'Okay kind of watch everyone what's, what's going on.' I heard most of the people were fluent, so I couldn't tell what was going on and, and, and I was ah thinking at that time, I didn't know whether I was going to, ah you know, pack my bags and go home or not. Satisfied Alex (538) -1 couldn't ask anything more from the people who put their hard work into it. I think it, it's just an amazing opportunity ah for anyone, and I could not ask for anything more from the conference. Eager Alex (450) -1 wanted to see April again, you see, ah see Audrey again and then, then I see you over there on your table taking surveys, (both laugh) Dylan reflects upon the period of time before his first conference and also describes feeling nervous. Dylan also describes his feelings ofjoy as he reflects upon his experiences during his first conference. Nervous Dylan (342) - So, you know, it, it was very on edge for me, because I wasn't sure how I was even going to react to even being there. I didn't really know what the people were going to be like. I really, and I'd probably also was really on edge about talking to somebody else who stuttered. Ah, because I really hadn't done that before. Joy Dylan (588) -1 did enjoy my time at the Boston conference. I, I did. It was, it was a fun time. Ken reveled his feelings of being nervous before his first conference. He then reflects upon his first conference as a whole and describes his feelings ofjoy and how he was emotional/susceptible. 175 Nervous Ken (473) - Just traveling to a different place, er all by myself and I guess the experience of, of just meeting people. I mean, I have to tell you, I was very nervous flying out there 'cause I, I didn't know what to expect. Ken (721-723) - when you go to your first conference you're kind of nervous and apprehensive. Well number one, you don't know what to expect and, you know, when you have never met other people before. Joy Ken (433) - And Seattle was my first conference, you know, Mitch I cannot begin to tell you, I had such a tremendous, fabulous time in Seattle that year. It opened up so many doors for me. Ken (439) -1 had such a tremendous time out there, it j - , it was just like living in an entire world all, all by itself and I just exper- going out there and that, that entire week I had such a tremendous, happy time. Ken (473) - it was just a very exciting week, yeah just going, going to different places like going out to restaurants and eating out and just having a good, a good, a good , a good time. Ken (555) -1 was on cloud nine I guess, just... you know, after coming back from such a tremendous, fabulous week I've, yeah I felt, I felt really good. Emotional/susceptible Ken (545) - The first one was such an overwhelming experience, you know, you can't wait for th-, until the next one is. Lynn also described feelings of being nervous before his first conference. She also describes her feelings ofjoy when reflecting upon her whole experience of her first conference. Nervous Lynn (415) -1 think the first year I was more anxious and now I'm, I don't get anxious I just, um, you know, I just go to have a good time. Joy Lynn (317) - mostly what I got out of it was social stuff. You know, it's being around a bunch of other people who stutter, boys and girls and just, you know, being so open 176 about stuttering, you're just having fun and drinking and (Lynn laughs) so, and so I was just really happy that I had this really fun time. This illustrates how the unknowns about the conference result in feelings of uncertainty; however, as participants experience more of the actual conference their feelings towards the conference change and more positive feelings towards the conference are expressed as the participants make meaning of what the conference means to them. 4.1.5 Redefining Oneself Participant narratives that describe cognitive changes that have been made about his or herself are described in the theme redefining oneself. Participant narratives lend support to several ways in which they have begun to think differently about the way each participant views him or herself in their social world. The narratives support the participants' changes in the following domains: improved self-perspective, increased self-esteem, self-acceptance, increased risk taking, self-realization, and feelings of freedom. According to several researchers cognitive restructuring, based on the ideals of social constructivism, can play a major role in working with challenges in the human condition (Beck, 1995, 2005; Ellis 1977; G. A. Kelly, 1955a, 1955b; Luterman, 2001) and more specifically the successful management of stuttering (DiLollo, Neimeyer, & Manning, 2002; Fransella, 1972; Plexico, Manning, & DiLollo, 2005). Participant quotes used to illustrate this major theme fit several subordinate themes but were only listed under what the investigator felt was the best fit. Participants gave their accounts of their experiences and describe these ways of redefining themselves. The following are examples of those accounts in what the investigator found to best illustrate the respective subordinate themes. 177 4.1.5.1 Improved Self-Perspective Self-perspective is how an individual perceives him or herself. Several participants discussed how they have improved their outlook about him or herself and the way that they perceive their own stuttering after attending a self-help conference(s). Participant narratives illustrate that listening to other PWS who either stutter more severely, who appear to be more negatively impacted by stuttering, or by watching how other PWS conduct themselves, can play a role in their how participants view themselves. Below are some sample quotes of improved self-perspectives. Bill (299) - for the first time in my life, man I, you know I-, I felt human. You know, these people, they're people that I can really ah relate toBill (489-497) -1 learned that the conference really wasn't about me. But it was about the other people, (asked to go into detail) You know, like, there are people in this world that have this disability that maybe have more, more short comings then me that maybe aren't as adjusted, that maybe haven't had the same breaks that I've had, that really need to have someone to, to talk to. You know? To, to ah give them some hope a little bit. Bill (517-523) - You know what, I mean, after going to the conference ah, in terms of my feelings towards my speech, I-, I think that I felt better, because again it's humbling man. You mean folks are all, are are all over the place from 1 to 10. You see such a wide, such a wide array of, of, of ranges. And ah, and really I, I, I consider myself fortunate that I'm on the lower end of the scale. Because again there are some people that are on the, on the extreme side of the scale who, who, who really, for the lack of a better word, can barely function ah socially. And it's devastating. It's terrible. It's so terrible. Dylan (209) -1 think that I've basically really had to learn to accept certain things about myself and that's probably one of the greatest things that I've probably taken away from the NSA, is, is just having to deal with that. You know I mean I'm a lot more confident in who, in who I am and it's just, I mean as horrible as this sounds with the NSA. I mean, one of the first things I was thinking about when I was walking away from that first conference was how good I had it. Dylan (376-380) - Um, well just probably the attitude that I have is that, you know, having to struggle a lot. You know, just seeing, 'Alright, that there's a lot that I can get through.' You know, I mean it, you know, I, I had a job, I wasn't sick. I mean, you know, look, I'm in my early 20s, I have a full-time job, I'm surviving. And it's 178 basically; it was just more or less, you know, 'What was my problem before that?' Like, not seeing it that way and it, it really, it was a very positive experience, for me. Investigator: And that was what you got-? Dylan: Out of my first conference. Jackie (204) -1 think just in a more productive way instead of thinking, 'Oh man, I'm going to stutter.' Maybe, maybe I'll tell these people that I'll stutter. Or um, maybe instead of switching the word I'll just try and, I, I just won't. I'll try to stutter, I guess thinking about it in a more productive way instead of a negative way. So instead of thinking how to avoid something if you just, mustering up the courage to go and do it anyway. Gilda (230) - Ah, that it's not the end of the world. It could be worse. Um, and you can still have a great life and just, just have a better attitude with it, you know, and try to work with it, don't let it, you know, totally consume your life. 4.1.5.2 Increased Self-Esteem Several participants report ways in which they feel better about himself or herself after attending a self-help conference(s). Participant narratives illustrate the way that participant value the way that other PWS manage themselves and use others as a role model to try live and value him or herself in the same manner. Below are some sample quotes of improved self-esteem. Alex (177) - Ah, so, and then I'm, I'm ah taking a lot more, you know, openness to a lot of things. I am going to a religious ah center. I'm, I'm learning how to meditate. Well that's 1-, that's ah teaching me to be more respectful of others, you see, honoring others. I'm doing yoga, you see, where we do the Namaste, and it's, no you see, bringing, allowing so many more things ah to come into my ex-, to come into to my, ah to come into my experience and as I am finding that I'm changing the way that I perceive ah life, not so much the, the stutter, but the life I am allowing more things to my experience and it's ah because of that question that I had to answer (from the conference). Fred (393) - Than once I could say that I accept the fact that I stutter, and, or I'm not going to worry what other people say about it, and ah, I wouldn't think about it as much. Gilda (176-178) - It was good, now-, especially I met a lot of females, 'cause I didn't know any females that stuttered until I went to the convention. You know, and how 179 they have, a lot of them careers, really good, and how every person has different way of thinking about it and how they um, deal with it, you know. Some people are just strong and they just don't like-, that strong character, doesn't let it stop'em. And I think I, I need to build the strength sometimes. Hmm, um, so I benefitted from seeing other women and other people just ah going through their careers and just not letting it stop them. Jackie (192) - (referring to what she noticed after her first conference) I felt like I had s- more self-confidence in myself and realized that, you know, maybe that my stuttering wasn't, I always used it a lot as an excuse and not that all that stuff totally went away, but I think it did give me a little more confidence and I felt, you know, um, in the fall when I went back to school I, I felt more confident just to go up to talk to people. And I had also done AIS during the summer too, but I definitely attribute both of that, you know, whether I was stuttering or not, I just had this confidence that I could go up and talk to anyone and it didn't really matter what they thought or what I thought that they thought to whatever. 4.1.5.3 Self-Acceptance Self-acceptance is the affirmation of self in spite of weaknesses or deficiencies. Several participants discussed both how they felt about accepting his or her identity as a PWS and about accepting his or her own stuttering. Participants also verbalized how they were less concerned about how other people judge them. Some examples of self-acceptance are below. Alex (175) - I'm not becoming fluent, which I ah thought that maybe that might happen, ah but what I am saying is all those other things that I've been keeping from my life, you know, all these other things are happening. You know, I, I had this ah big wall I wasn't allowing anything to move, you know, so I was ah constantly keeping everything from moving. Now, I have said, "No, you see, I'm going to accept this,' so, so the one part has, the one part ah has remained the same. It's, it's my stuttering and my speech. So many things I've, I have ah been in Toastmaster for 7 months now. That happened after the conference and ah, and I love every meeting. I love it more than anything I've ever done in my life. Bill (311) - But that's life, man. We all have our like li-, we have like abilities and disabilities. Um, you know some, some folks are prone to ah cancer, some folks are short, some are tall, I mean, you know, this disability is encoded in my DNA and this is, this is, this is who I am and, but there are some people that will accept it, some will not, and ah... 180 Bill (331-333) - To be, to be like at-, to be like in a sea of people where like we're all the same, like you know, except i-, you know except we have different jobs obviously, but no one judges me for my, for my disability. And you know what i-, and it's, 'we're the same,' but the fact of the matters is, I have, I have a disability. So what? Investigator: Right. ... Were, um... were you always able to say that? Bill: That I had, that I have a disability? Oh no. I mean I was in, I was in, ah I was in ah denial fo-, for like a long time. Connor (207) -1 just really felt like it was a huge step for me to really come to terms with who I am. And to feel good about who I am and not to run from stuttering Dylan (398) -1 think that that was the conference (third conference) where I probably just broke down completely and was just like, you know, I finally was able to accept the fact that I stuttered. Dylan (400) - Just being there, and, you know, and, it was just finally being able to accept that I stuttered and um, you know and, I, I've had more than one close friend, um, around here basically say, that I wasn't the same person when I came home from that... and they've never really been able to pinpoint it, but they just said, 'You were not the same person when you, when you returned that year.' Dylan (490-496) - Well, yeah, a lot of people said that I started to speak a lot better. Um, but at the same time I think I was doing a lot more. I was working, (unintelligible), o-, oh yeah- just basically, you know, like taking time to read aloud to myself more. Um, stuff like that. By the, because, I mean, 'cause really though, I mean even after that first conference I was very happy with things, you know, I was saying I wasn't going to hide my speech anymore, but I was still at war, with it... You know? (Dylan laughs)... And I think that after the Tennessee conference (third conference) I wasn't really at war with myself anymore. Dylan (640-642) -1 was very insecure about my stutter. Extremely insecure, about it. And that's really how I see it. It was, you know, and I think that, you know, a lot of what I've done is that, you know, I've been a lot more accepting. Fred (393) -1 know that once I came to the point where I accepted it was not at the f-, after the first conference. It was a number of conferences after. Than once I could say that I accept the fact that I stutter, and, or I'm not going to worry what other people say about it, and ah, I wouldn't think about it as much. Isabelle (389-391) - whereas in Atlanta, you know, I was like meeting more people. Um, I-, you know what; I guess the main difference probably was that I was not concerned about stuttering at all. You know, I guess I realized fr-, from the first conference, you know, what's the w-, worst that could possibly happen? 181 4.1.5.4 Increased Risk-Taking Several participants reported taking part in activities that that they would not have previous to having attended a self-help conference(s). Such risk taking activities include initiating conversations for the sole purpose of socializing, talking about stuttering for the first time with people that you know, and advertising or disclosing the fact that they stutter to new conversational partners. Examples of participant narratives discussing increased risk taking are below. Alex (248) - (referring to the increased frequency of dysfluencies after his first conference) Well it's probably because I'm speaking more. I'm allowing myself into more speaking situations. I am ah taking, I am ah taking ah the opportunity to say something casual to a person, that I'm doing something with, ah in line with, saying, 'Good morning' or something like that. Ah, ah, ah taking the opportunity to, to speak ah rather than ah running from the fear of a speaking situation. Ah and then of course ah what happens there, you see, as, as a person responds and we begin a conversation, then of course, the blocks fall in. Evan (363-367) - the week right after the, after the conference and I told them (two co-workers) that I had gone to a stuttering-related conference and- and met a lot of people who stuttered and attended, and attended presentations. Now I wouldn't, I wouldn't see myself, yeah, I usually don't talk to my co-workers about, about the fact that I stutter or, or what I'm, or what I'm doing to, um, what I'm doing for my stut-, for my stuttering. And I, I'm curious as to, as to why I v-, I volunteered for that, for that ah disclosure. Hayley (287-289) - (referring to after her first conference) I took more risks. I, I um, I started advertising a little bit, like, 'Oh, ah, hi.' I remember the first time I tried advertising I guess I was t-, talked about it, but I wanted to come home and try it and stuff. Jackie (164) - (referring to experience during the first conference) I guess I felt like I could be more, more social and that, you know, it's interesting, there, you know, if somebody doesn't like you or doesn't want to talk to you, you can't really say it's because of your stuttering. Jackie (312) -1 don't feel like I would have taken as many opportunities or meet as many friends or put myself out there as much had it not been for the NS A. 182 4.1.5.5 Self-Realization Participants verbally recognize who they are, what he or she needs, and what he or she believes about his or her own capabilities. Participant quotes related to self-realization are below. Alex (418-420) -1 still want to be fluent, (Alex laughs) you know, I can't, can't buy into ah being able to say, you see, 'I don't want.' You know, ah, I'm not there yet. Bill (313) - (referring to his thoughts after being asked to speak at closing ceremony) No. (Bill laughs) No way. And then, and then I thought about it and I said it's silly. If I, if I can't be me in front of these people, then I can never be me in front of anyone. Bill (339) - And that's all I need in life man. You know, if I had, if I had perfect speech, great, but ah, really i-, it's not what, what's, what's going to make me happy at the end of the day Lynn (556) -1 didn't really talk that much about how important support... support was for me, you know that, that was everything, like if I didn't have that, like I wouldn't have been able to do it on my own, even with just my speech therapist, like I needed to meet other people that stuttered. I needed to have everything in order to really-, 'cause I, I, I don't think I really took off in speech therapy until I met other people who stuttered, who had done it, who I like, saw myself in, you know? So, I got that out of going to conferences. 4.1.5.6 Feelings of Freedom Several participants report feelings of liberation from the judgments of others and their own judgments and about himself or herself. Participant narratives show a lessening or losing of the inhibiting affect that stuttering can have upon an individual who stutters. Participant descriptions are listed below to exemplify freedom. Alex (161-165) - The Byrds had a song it was ah Fifth, ah Fifth, ah Dimension. And it was this whole thing about the drug trip, see, where you're falling through life and you're not holding onto anything and you're just letting happen what happens and when I was driving home from Atlanta, ah, I played that song, I had the CD, a zillion times over and over and over because it was because it was my experience I had let go. And I felt like I was falling backwards ah watching everything, everything ah circle around me. I wasn't holding on anymore. 183 Alex (171) -1 knew that when I went home to my wife, to say, 'I know it's alright ah, for me to be who I am.' And it's going to be alright from here on out and, and it's going to be okay everyday for her to leave me, you know, because ah, it was something that she didn't accept so I had to, to, to, it was like, you know, ah, ah it was like, you know opening myself up and saying, 'No, no I accept this.' You know? 'I will embrace this.' You know, I will, I, I will somehow learn ah to love who I am and to ah, ah, ah... it's like that 10-year- old boy in the conference ah last year that said that he was proud of, proud to be a stutterer, to somehow, you see, to move in that direction (Alex laughs) I don't have any idea if I'll ever get to where he is to be able to say that. Alex (179) -1 said, 'This is amazing. They said it was alright to stutter here,' and I said, 'This is amazing!' Connor (207) -1 just, at the end of the last conference decided I was going to this conference and Christina felt the same way. And the story, I mean, I just felt like, it was such, such a perfect cathartic experience Dylan (342) -1 changed so much just by being there. You know, and I think that that is really when I just kind of accepted the fact that I wasn't going to judge myself anymore on how fluent I was... which I think in my head I was doing that, a lot! .... So and, and um, and I went to workshop sessions throughout the entire time. You know, and I, getting a chance to hear a lot of great presentations. Evan (307-311) -1 think it's, eh as I said, I think, think being around stutterers make me feel less um, makes me feel ah less conscious about myself and my stuttering. And I feel, and I feel less inhibited in talking or introducing, -sing myself or, or, or, or um, or be socially active and even though th-, even though the effect, effect tends to wear off, after the event itself, I sort of, I use it as, as a means to get traction to, like in to prepare myself for an event (i.e. professional conference) closer- in time. The major themes and subordinate themes with the participant quotes to illustrate them have helped the reader to understand the lived experience of those who attended a self-help conference(s) for PWS for the 12 participants in this study. The applications and implications related to these themes will be described in chapter 5 of this manuscript. The next section will help the reader to understand the lived experience of stuttering of the 12 participants. 184 4.2 Participants' Experiences of Stuttering The second section of themes and subordinate themes helps to answer a secondary question From the perspective of a PWS who has attended a self-help conference for PWS, what is the lived experience of stuttering? Once again, this secondary question was part of this research to potentially see if participants who attend self-help conferences for PWS are unique in any of their attributes or expressed feelings. This section simply describes this group. As seen with the themes and subordinate themes in the last section that related to the experiences of the self-help conference for PWS, there is overlapping that exists between themes and subordinate themes. This also holds true for themes and subordinate themes in this category that address the experience of stuttering from conference attendees. Once again, it is important to recognize that due to the complexity of the social phenomena being investigated; themes and subordinate themes are not necessarily distinct from each other and are often interrelated. The richness of some of selected quotations illustrates such interrelatedness and highlight how participant narratives can transcend subordinate themes, themes, and sections. The themes and subordinate themes that emerged in this section that will help to understand the lived experience of stuttering for people who attend conferences are: 1. Emotions associated with Stuttering a. Embarrassment b. Fear c. Frustration d. Loneliness e. Shame 185 2. Impact of Stuttering a. Personality b. Bullying/Teasing c. Education d. Dating e. Career Choice/Advancement f. Work Performance g. Other People's Perception 3. Avoidance of Situations and Words 4. Post-Conference Perceptions of Stuttering 5. Post-Conference Disclosure These themes and subordinate themes are explained in the next section. Participant quotes are provided as examples for illustrative purposes. The first three themes related to the participants' experience of stuttering overall, while the last two themes are specifically related to the experience of stuttering after having attended a self-help conference(s). One should not assume that the emotions associated with stuttering, the impact of stuttering in certain domains, or the behaviors associated with stuttering are limited to the experience of stuttering before a self-help conference(s) since the last two are related to after a self-help conference. 186 4.2.1 Emotions Associated with Stuttering Participant narratives reveal a wide range of emotions that relate to stuttering. Emotions can either be directly related to stuttering or people's misconceptions of the disorder. The descriptions of the emotions that relate to stuttering that participants disclose most frequently are (a) embarrassment, (b)fear, (c) frustration, (d) loneliness, and (e) shame. These individual emotions are subordinate themes of this broader theme and will be discussed separately. Several studies coincide with these findings about emotions related to stuttering. Klompas and Ross (2004) found most of their 16 participants felt that stuttering affected their self-esteem and self-image and brought about strong emotions. Plexico, Manning, and DiLollo (2005) found among their seven participants, negative emotions were one of the recurring themes related to unsuccessful management of stuttering. Other studies were more specific about the emotions that participants related to stuttering and will be discussed within each subordinate theme below. 4.2.1.1 Embarrassment Some participants describe emotions that explicitly state or convey embarrassment related to stuttering. Participant narratives suggest that their feelings of embarrassment stem from overtly stuttering in front of others. This finding coincides with Finn's (1997) study of adults who "recovered" from stuttering which revealed that 13 of 15 participants (86.7%) experienced negative emotions related to stuttering, including embarrassment. Below participant quotes support the subordinate theme of embarrassment. Connor (191-195) -1 think I really believe that a major barrier for me in speaking fluently is having issues, having embarrassment, and trying hard to avoid stuttering. So if I were able to stutter and not worry about what anyone thought I really think I could be a fluent person quiet easily. You know, maybe not all the time, but there 187 may be a baseline dysfluency there, but I think it's rather minor. You know, and I think the hard blocks is really in my head. Gilda (382) -1 think in college, I think it affected me, not in high school. College and just um, it dragged, and sometimes just other people, I mean, you get people from everywhere and that's school or college. You know? Just feel embarrassed, I don't know, with it, so I probably could have done more maybe. Hayley (602) - Oral presentations were torture. Um, but I did them. Um, like I said the stutter wasn't this severe (unintelligible). Put me up in front of the class, like (Hayley laughs). Yeah, it ah, you know, sometimes it was really hard and teachers wouldn't let me finish. They'd go, 'Okay that's enough.' Like I made the effort- and that was okay with them. But I didn't have to finish sometimes. Sometimes, I had to finish through all the snickering and um everything else that went on butInvestigator: When a teacher would stop it... was that, what was that like when a teacher would stop it? Hayley: Um, more embarrassing than being up there, but, wait (unintelligible), it was like a double-edged sword. More embarrassing than being up there and then the other side would be thank God I can sit down. 4.2.1.2 Fear Interviews reveal that participants felt fear in relation to stuttering. Participants seem to fear situations in which the possibility exists that he or she may stutter in the presence of other people such as classmates, possible love interests, or colleagues. This finding concurs with Corcoran and M. Stewart's (1998) study about the experiences of eight adults who stutter. In the study, suffering emerged as the main theme with the four elements of suffering being avoidance, helplessness, and two subordinates themes in this study -fear and shame (subordinate theme in 4.2.1.5). In Sheehan's (1970) description of the iceberg analogy of stuttering he suggests that concealment behaviors including avoidances to be associated with feelings of fear, guilt, and shame. Below participant quotes support the subordinate theme 188 Bill (241-243) - And there's 300 people inside the room, if you can imagine. So as I'm giving this presentation-1 am petrified. And I spent more time, more time apologizing for stuttering. Connor (29) -1 remember just being fearful of being called on in class. Um, terrified of it, of introducing myself in class Connor (41-45) - Most of undergrad that is. Um, why I was just.... um I was for one, I was afraid to approach girls. Maybe I, I had a low self-esteem. I'm not sure, like feeling like I couldn't offer them anything or feeling like they wouldn't see what I did have to offer them. Just being really shy and I think that may have been partially a um, natural to who I was, and it was just magnified by my stutter. Dylan (386) - Well, ah it's just, you know, th- it's the stuttering iceberg. It's just fear, it's guilt, it's shame. You know, and it's like, you get all of those feelings associated with the way you speak. You don't want to exploit that, to anyone! Ken (127-133) - Well, ah prior to that happening (an instance of stuttering on the phone), I had a good relationship with them, you know, my, my, my co-workers but see after that that happened to me I never really told anybody I was having a problem. I kept it to myself of cour-, then of course it got worse, worse, and worse, you know, but then I, I got ah teased after that too, yeah, I recall from my, I er some of my coworkers, they used- to like d-, you know, I got to the point where I couldn't even talk on the telephone really I mean every time the phone rang, the f-, I can't even begin to explain the fear I had every time I heard, heard a phone ringing. Isabelle (487) -1 was fearful. I was definitely fearful. I was definitely hiding. I was definitely, had a lot of fear, shame, you know. 4.2.1.3 Frustration Some participants described that they felt frustration as another of the emotions related to stuttering. One participate had great remorse for acting upon his frustration by fighting someone. This finding about frustration also coincides with Finn's (1997) study of adults who "recovered" from stuttering revealed that 13 of 15 participants (86.7%) experienced negative emotions associated with stuttering, including frustration. Below are participant narratives exemplifying the subordinate theme, frustration. Bill (231-233) - He never made fun of me again, you know. But I like acted out ah violently because, because I was, you know, a stupid kid. I was stupid. I'm not ah 189 proud of it. Um, you know, I had gotten into like many fights because someone has ah teased me, so. And that, and that was when I was in high school and junior high school and like in college things, things change, you know, because as an adult you do realize that the ah consequences are much greater. Um if, if I'ml9 years old, if you tease me and we start fighting, then I'm going to g-, I'm going to, I'm going to ah get arrested, so- Um, but as a kid, I, I was ah, I think sometimes I would have tendency to become a snapper-head. I just would not take it. I was no one's punching bag, so. Ken (125) - But I, I just recall, you know, when it h-, it happened so, practically overnight with me and the fear and the anxiety and the, the, all the anger, the fear (unintelligible). Ken (1135-1139) - Erm, well being a person who stutters, I mean, the bottom line, I wish I didn't stutter, even though, you know, I've, I tried to deal with it every day the best I possibly can, but I just wish I could just wake up one day and it would be gone. And I wouldn't have to worry about what's gonna come next. You know, I'm alw-, I'm always thinking about my, it's always on my mind, you know, that I might or might not stutter, course, 'cause, I, I'm sure you could relate to it. You know how it just comes and goes and all of a sudden it comes back even though you're doing so well for such an, such a, such a period of time and then all of a sudden you begin, you begin to have a problem again. So eh that's still is on my mind too even though I've come a long, long way, you know, always, always thinking about it. And there are days where I'm perfectly fluent Lynn (341-345) - Oh, just that um, there were things that I did and, and sa-, like I would sort of avoid talking to him because he made me nervous. And that's what I was trying to tell him. And, um... so like, he didn't understand how I could, you know, have conversations with other people and, and not with him and, I don't-, it was a weird situation. Investigator: He didn't get it. Lynn: He didn't get it, basically. And I was mad that he didn't get it, and now I'm like of course he didn't get it, you know 4.2.1.4 Loneliness Participant descriptions reveal loneliness as another emotion related to stuttering. Participants explain how childhood experiences contributed to feelings of loneliness. One participant explained how his parents were afraid to do more "damage" to the participant if they had talked about stuttering. Another participant was impacted by getting teased and made him feel like an "outsider" and that he "wasn't one of them." Two participants 190 discussed loneliness during their childhood in broader terms by explaining how it felt isolating or that they didn't belong. Crichton-Smith (2002) found that in a study of 14 adults who stutter, childhood experiences included feelings of exclusion (loneliness). This, in turn, brought about feelings of having had different experiences from fluent children. Below are participant narratives exemplifying the subordinate theme loneliness. Alex (532) - Ah, you know, my family and friends it was ah, you know, they were clueless, you know, what to do anyhow. Um, certainly my mom and my dad said that they had already done so damage ah already, you know, so they're certainly not going to talk about it. So, ah, um, you, ah you see no one else, no one, no one, it was ah, ah, ah... see, isolation. I was on my own. Evan (85-89) -1 don't remember much about my childhood in southeastern Europe. There are various instances, instances (unintelligible) all of which are unpleasant. Um (unintelligible) English that I still carry to today. It's like, I go out to the street to play with other children and I, and I start talking to them and, and I stutter. And I wasn't, and then one of them, tries to ah, one of them imitates me to make fun of me and such. I was probably, probably 5 or 6 years-old at that time and of course it made me feel as an outsider. That was quite unpleasant and that's an image I can think of, if I think of more. Hayley (550) -1 didn't feel like I belonged anywhere. It was a very depressing, sad, my childhood was not fun! And to this day I suffer from depression, I think as a result of a lot of the a-, the abuse I took secondary to my stuttering. Isabelle (057) - (referring to her childhood) I was pretty, you know, isolated. Ken (181-183) - It totally shut me down. I, I felt, felt, I felt paralyzed. I didn't know what to do, you know... 'cause, you know, when you have the, the stuttering it holds you back so, so much from doing so many things, you know, and at that age (30 years old), you know, I never expected it to happen to me, you know. 4.2.1.5 Shame Participants also describe shame as an emotion related to their stuttering, not to be confused with embarrassment. Narratives show that participants usually feel shame about him or herself in the context of having overtly stuttered, but overt stuttering is not necessary for participants to feel shame. According to Tangney, Miller, Flicker, and Barlow (1996), and 191 Miller and Tangney (1994), shame typically occurs in social contexts, but can occurred when alone. Shame is related to a foreseeable event which reveals one's deep-seated flaws (Tangney et al., 1996). In contrast, embarrassment (4.2.1.1) results from relatively trivial accidents (Miller & Tangney, 1994). In the realm of stuttering, this suggests that embarrassment is related to overt instances of stuttering in public, whereas shame is related to the negative identity of being a PWS or a stutterer. This finding about shame also agrees with Corcoran and M. Stewart's (1998) study about the experience of stuttering. As previously mentioned (4.2.1.2), suffering emerged as the main theme, with shame as one of the four elements supporting the main theme. This also agrees with the Sheehan's (1970) description of the iceberg analogy, in which he suggests that concealment behaviors including avoidances to be associated with feelings of fear, guilt, and shame. Sheehan (1970) describes shame as the failure to fulfill the public's fluency-speaker role expectation. Unlike Tangney et al. (1996) and Miller and Tangney (1994) Sheehan views shame as a public or interpersonal event. The quotes below are examples of the subordinate theme of shame. Bill (247) - So I stood there, ah, ah shamefully (Bill laughs) and I, and I gave the ah resemblance of what a presentation was. Evan (29-31) - And in, if you were talking to me in, about 10 or 15 years ago, I would, I would, I couldn't even refuse to talk to you, because stuttering for me was eh was a shame and embarrassment and I, and I didn't like talking about it and I didn't like sharing it with it with others. I prefer to keep it as much as possible undercover. So if-, so again if you had asked me this question 10 years ago I, I could say it, I could say that I'm trying to hide the fact that I stutter was one of the primary goals of my day-to-day activities. Isabelle (223) -1 still have shame if I'm looking, if-, in fact it happened last night. I was speaking to a client's mother and I wasn't-, was it last night or the night before, when I just was not feeling all that well and like right in the mid-sentence, I blocked. And I just felt it immediately, you know, I just felt that shame. 192 Lynn (9) - Um, but when I was growing up I, I really let it hold me back a lot. Um, I was really ashamed of my stuttering, and it was more severe then 'cause I tried so hard not to stutter. 4.2.2 Impact of Stuttering All 12 participants made it clear in his or her interview that stuttering has impacted their life in several ways. The impact of stuttering on the lives of PWS has been a topic of discussion and research for years (Anderson & Felsenfeld, 2003; Corcoran & M. Stewart, 1998; Crichton-Smith, 2002; Finn, 1997; Hayhow, Cray, & Enderby, 2002; Hugh-Jones & P. K. Smith, 1999; Klompas & Ross, 2004; Sheehan, 1970). Seven domains in which stuttering impacts the lives of the participants have emerged from an analysis of their narratives. These domains are considered to be subordinate themes and are as followed: (a) personality, (b) bullying/teasing, (c) education, (d) dating, (e) career choice/advancement, (f) work performance, and (g) other people's perception. These findings concur with past research. These subordinate themes are described. 4.2.2.1 Personality Participant narratives suggest that participants feel that their personalities were shaped by their stuttering. Participants describe being shy, quiet, not outgoing, passive aggressive, introverted, and a follower instead of being a leader. Participant beliefs generally disagree with Sheehan (1970). He states that personality comparisons of individuals who are normally fluent and individuals who stutter have consistently yielded no differences, except on the level of aspiration measures. Aspiration may be regarded as measures of self-esteem and self-perception (Sheehan & Zelen, 1955; Zelen, Sheehan, & Bugental, 1954). This suggests that stuttering may impact an individual's self-esteem and self-perceptions which 193 may be manifested in an individual's personality. Sheehan (1970) use of the "giant in chains" syndrome to describe the overattribution of problems to an individual's own stuttering can also be applied to the perceived differences in personalities of PWS. Craig, Blumgart, and Tran (2009) suggest that adults who stutter to have lower social functioning and that stuttering negatively impacts social interaction capacity, which would have implications upon personality. Participant narratives about the subordinate theme personality follow. Alex (89) - You know, it's a very thick shell to keep, to keep life out and thinking he (SLP) was ah trying to get me out of that shell. Bill (453-455) I think there are some aspects of my disability that, that has held me back, because I think that, I think that it's pushed me away from ah people, you know. Like, unless we have like interest, I don't really see a need for like me and my neighbor to be buddies. You know what I mean? Like I'm not going to sit and watch the game with him unless, I generally have like things in common with him, right? Connor (9) - My life as a person who stutters, um ... well I guess I've always felt as though I am, um... stuttering has made me a very passive person. I would always avoid arguments, disagreements, and I just feel like it made me, cause me to not to say many things, in you know in, in just many types of situations where I feel like if I wasn't a person who stuttered I would have said. I think that I'm realizing um how when I thought I was letting things, which might bother me, roll off my back, I think I'm now realizing I was internalizing them. Connor (51) - Yeah, I, I mean um, .. .a lot of the shyness is still there today when I'm at the meetings, meetings with colleagues or where I work I rarely asked a question, at the end of a talk. Um, I'm still rather non-confrontational and I think that kind of led me towards passive-aggressive behavior. Evan (413) - That brings about interesting fault I have. I had about my, about my ah tendency for introversion. I, I can imagine that if I, if I, if I didn't stutter I would be, I would be h-, I would be this or that introvert. But my, but my, but my guess is that, even if I, even if I did not stutter I would still remain on the, on the introverted side of the scale. Fred (129) - It definitely held me back in both ways. I er didn't mind but, as a kid I didn't join the boy scouts. But I wasn't a leader not just, just was one, one of the boys who just went along. Ah, also when I graduated from high school I didn't know what I wanted to do, I didn't know what I could do as a person who stutters. 194 Jackie (64) - I've always had, um, you know, the same close group of friends and sometimes I feel like maybe I would have had more friends if I was more social, and I do attribute that to stuttering and I feel like it did make me shy as I would never use the phone really except if it was to, like, a couple of friends. So I never, it never even occurred to me to, you know, ask someone for their phone number so I could call them up just to talk or to get together. If I did make a phone call it was usually just to say, 'do you want to hang out?' or 'do you want to do this?' I was never one of those teenagers to talk on the phone and, even now I'm comfortable on the phone, but I'm not a big phone person and I still, I still probably, um, don't make as many social contacts as I wish I could and that's just, I don't know I guess, maybe I just came to accept I'm not a phone person. But ah, sometimes it just bothers me that I'm not. And, is it because of the stuttering? You know, I'll never really know, but I, I would say that's why I was always very scared to use the phone. Lynn (21-27) - No, I always had friends, but um I never told stories. I never re-, I was always kind of in the background. And I remember um, when I was in high school or junior high or whatever it was, um, when it was like, um, popular to fill out those online surveys about your friends, and it includes the funniest, who's whatever. Who's the most shy was always me. (Lynn laughs) Investigator: Really? Lynn: Yeah, and that they di-, had no idea that it was completely related to my stuttering. Like, I always had something I wanted to say, I just would choose not to say it all the time. Um, oh yeah, I was extremely quiet. Um, and I, I think one of the ways I always kind of coped with that is I, I um, I laughed a lot. Because I have pr-, p-, as far as like family goes they're kind of funny. 4.2.2.2 Bullying/Teasing Participants' experiences of stuttering include discussion about bullying and teasing. Most discussion about bullying and teasing related to situations that took place at school or work and seem to influence attitudes toward school and work. In different instance a participant mistook his girlfriend's question about his speech as her making fun of him when she did not know about his stuttering, which may shed light on the shame felt about stuttering and/or past experiences of others bringing up the topic. This subordinate theme coincides with several studies that relate to bullying and teasing. Finn (1997) study of 15 PWS revealed that all but one participant (93.3%) mentioned listener reactions such as teasing and ridicule. Hugh- 195 Jones and Smith (1999) found that 83% of the 276 people surveyed remembered being bullied at school and that such bullying had short and long-term consequences particularly on self-esteem and personal relationships. Anderson and Felsenfeld (2003) found that several of the seven participants reflecting on the first recollection of their stuttering were associated with episodes of peer teasing or teacher disapproval. Murphy, Yaruss, & Quesal (2007a; 2007b) also found bullying to be prevalent among children who stutter and offer suggestions on overcoming te impact of this bullying. Interestingly, their suggestions include both selfdisclosure and cognitive restructuring that might occur at self-help conferences. The following narratives from participants support this subordinate theme bullying/teasing. Alex (121-123) - Well I was in the 5th grade and we were waiting in the line to go out of the classroom and then s-, ah then I remember ah me saying ah something aloud where the teacher could hear it and I stuttered on the word and then the teacher mocked me and of course the class roared. And I don't think I'll ever forget that moment how it felt. Bill (225) - Oh um, the worst part of it was the ah, was the ah ridicule. Back in high school, um, I have, I have gotten into many fights. Um and, a prime example, I'm, I'm, I am certainly not proud of this. You know, um back in high school, I was an athlete in a very physical sport for about 10 years and ah, when I was a junior there was a guy on my team. Um, he would always make fun of me, and he was inferior as an athlete, and ah, so, and again I know-, I know this is, this is ah terribly, this is, this is terrible but, ah, one day we're like, we're like ah competing and, and as athletes we're like talking and he started to mock how I was talking. So, while we were competing I made a move on him, but my head went into this collar bone and broke his collar bone in half. Bill (247) - So I stood there, ah, ah shamefully (Bill laughs) and I, and I gave the ah resemblance of what a presentation was. I got a good grade. (Bill laughs) 'Cause he felt bad for me I guess but it was, it was mortifying. And then of course the, the worst thing is, the next day, because then you get this complex. Well they're looking at me. 'Hey there's, there's that guy,' you know, 'There-, ah that's him right there.' 'That's that guy.' 'Oh man that guy, is this guy, is this guy ah handicap?' 'Cause that's what the thought-, that's what a lot of people think. Right? They think that and it sucks, man. Really does. But you work through it; I mean... you work through it, that's all you can do. Because you can't change it. You have to get by the day. Right? 196 Bill (347) - Um, one day she goes, 'Bill, what's wrong with you?' I was like, 'What's up babe?' She goes, 'You're stuttering so bad today.' And I got really offended. I said, 'Well it's 'cause I have a disability. I can't believe you,' you know, 'I have this disability and you're going to point it out to me.' And then I realized, you know what, she had no idea, and that's when I told her my story- and then she said, 'I didn't know. I, I did not know.' Bill (361) -1 went to my mailbox at work and someone put a Christmas card in the box. And they put, 'Merry C, C - C - C - Christmas,' in my box, someone from my team. So, I kind of went back to my roots on how I used to deal with things. So I into-, I went up to my, to my ah co-workers and I wasn't the supervisor then, and I said, 'Hey, I said you guys know that I have a disability. I don't talk about it.' And I said, 'the ah coward that put this in my box, let's go talk about this in the parking lot. Let's go ahead and do this.' And ah no one, no one would say, would say like a word, so I think I had said something to, to, to the affect of, 'Fuck you. You bunch of cowards.' (unintelligible) And that was it. And I shouldn't have done that, but it really made me upset. I mean it's, it is humiliating, and ah, I mean I mean heck, if you see, if you see a guy walking around with no arms do you, do you ah tease that guy, right? If you see a kid that has Down's Syndrome, do you, do you, do you ah tease that guy? No man, that's, but unfortunately, people don't see it that way. You know, they think it's a social ah condition. Connor (27) - when they say my name, they might say, 'C-C-C-C-Connor,'' I don't remember being called anything like stutter-box or Porky Pig or anything like that. Um, I think that I recall a couple of kids who would bully me and may not really bully me about my stuttering, but I think they view my stuttering as sort of a weakness so they thought I was someone that they could bully. Connor (29-31) -1 remember once in social studies, everyone in the class had to read and it was being, and it was ah tape recorded on top of that. Investigator: Terrific. Connor: tape. Yeah. And then someone at the end of class told me that I ruined the Fred (145-147) - And he is about the only one that I can remember as an employer who called me aside and actually asked me about it. Investigator: What, what was that conversation like? Fred: Not like you would expect. He talked to me about it and I explained it. And he says, 'Okay,' he says, 'I know you can talk when you want to, if I ever hear you stuttering again I'll give you a boot in the ass.' Ken (139) - Yeah, but ah, as far as my, my co-workers not, not all of them but a few of them used to ring up, ring my phone and then hang up and I was-, I guess they realized I was having a problem, but they really weren't helping me, they made it even worse for me, you know. 197 4.2.2.3 Education Participants discuss their feelings on how their stuttering impacted their education during childhood and as an adult. Experiences include fear, avoidance, and embarrassment related to asking or answering questions in class, reading aloud in class, or giving oral presentations. This finding concurs with previous research about the impact of stuttering on education. Hayhow, Cray, and Enderby's (2002) questionnaire that resulted in 332 returned questionnaires indicate that stuttering had the greatest adverse effect on both school life and occupation. Crichton-Smith (2002) accounts of 14 PWS reveal feelings of exclusion and the use of avoidance strategies during childhood, which were believed to have affected progress at school. Hayhow, Cray, and Enderby's (2002) questionnaire revealed that life at school was the most affected aspect of participants' lives with 95% of 327 respondents reporting some effect and 56% of all respondents reporting 'a lot' of effect. In addition, many had strong and unpleasant memories of life at school. Lastly, Klompas and Ross (2004) study of 16 PWS, indicate that the majority of participants perceived their stuttering to have impacted on their academic performance at school, and relationships with teachers and classmates. The following quotes from participants exemplify the subordinate theme regarding the impact of stuttering on education. Alex (125) - One of the business classes that I dropped ah five ah times, five times ah because I know that I had to get up in front of the class and every term, you see, the same professor taught that class and it was the only teacher. Ah, how that felt, you know. Bill (245-247) - And, and there was a part of me, and I've never done this before in my life, whenever he said that we would have to do this, I wanted to pull him aside and say, 'Hey, I have this disability. I really can't do it.' But I didn't want to use it as an excuse. So I stood there, ah, ah shamefully (Bill laughs) and I, and I gave the ah resemblance of what a presentation was. I got a good grade. (Bill laughs) 'Cause he felt bad for me I guess but it was, it was mortifying. 198 Evan (91) - In school I, I did not participate in classes as much as I could. It's something that I remember. Evan (97) - If the teacher asks a question and you raise your hand, you get brownie points. And the problem with me was that I would study but, but even then ah, questions were asked tr-, asked uh to which I already knew the answer, I wouldn't volunteer and so I only spoke ah when, when the teacher will explicitly choose me to answer the question. Fred (330-332) - Well, like most stutterers when, when the teacher would ask a question, everybody the students would raise their hand if they wanted to answer. And I always waiting until a bunch of kids raised their hands before I raised mine. So just, so, so to let the teacher know, 'I think I got the answer but, but don't ask, don't call on me first.' (both laugh) Isabelle (35-37) -1 was one of those people who really hid it as mu-, as much as I, as much as I thought that I could. You know, I basically went through school saying I don't know or not answering. Um, I tried to really hide it as much as I possibly can. It certainly impacted me. Um... you know, I've gone through a lot of speech therapy, I think, early on always looking for that magic answer. Isabelle (57) -1 went through elementary school, kind of, you know, isolated, you know, always hiding in the back of the room. Um, I mean I never raised my hand, I don't think ever. Um, I mean, even in my Masters I don't think I e-, I ever raised my hand. Um.. .(unintelligible), you know, I think I was like al-, like almost, you know, hoping to be ignored, you know, if I kind of sat in the back of the room hiding, nobody would like really notice me. Isabelle (63) - Sure, I never like, you know, I would never ask a question if there was they said that I, I didn't understand, I mean, I wasn't going to ask them to clarify it. I mean I, I, I think it affected me academically 'cause I think after a while I kind of gave up at school, 'cause I was like, 'you know what, even if I do my homework I'm not volunteering the information.' Lynn (129-131) - As far as college stuff, whenever there was a presentation, which happened, you know, a handful of times, I would always get out of it. Um, there's one time, I think my sophomore year, where I thought that I could just do it e-, because it was really supposed to be a simple thing. It looked, he was, in philosophy class and we were supposed to just recap what we talked about the last class period-. And it was just like a 3 minute thing. You could do it right from your seat. You know. I was like, 'I'm gonna do this,' and I really prepared. I had recorded the, the session before. I knew exactly what I was gonna say, and you know, um, and I couldn't get a word out. Like, I was stuttering on 'the' and like every single word. Um, and I, I think I just kind of stopped and didn't even get halfway through it, and I was just like, 'I'm done'. Um, and I don't even know how I didn't run out of there crying. I, I just-, I don't think I absorbed anything that happened that period, and I 199 had some of these guy friends, um were, were there, and I never talked to them about it. Like it was one of the most embarrassing things I had ever gone through. 4.2.2.4 Dating Some participants discussed the impact that stuttering has on dating. Participants disclose some of the challenges associated dating including misconceptions of stuttering by a potential dating partner, avoidances of approaching potential dating partners, and the fears and decisions associated with the lack of dating. Hayhow, Cray, and Enderby's (2002) questionnaire revealed that of the 316 respondents, 62% felt that relationships {friendships were a separate questionnaire item) were affected by stuttering, with 24% of all respondents reporting that stuttering affected relationships 'a lot.' Hugh-Jones and Smith's (1999) survey of 276 PWS provided more detailed information about school experiences and found that personal relationships and self-esteem were impacted by the bullying remembered by 83% of respondents. One can conclude this finding to play a role in the dating life of individuals who stutter. The following narratives from participants help to illustrate this subordinate theme that relates to how stuttering impacts participants' dating. Alex (123) -1 remember my friends ah talking to me after they talked to a girl that I had just, that I had just ah got off the phone with and they told me that she says, 'Boy is he a jerk,' (Alex laughs) and of course that was ah related to, you know, how I couldn't, how I couldn't communicate. Connor (47-49) - In adulthood, I'm coming to terms with it. I mean, through a lot of adulthood I, I'd say I had some of the same issues with approaching women for dates and things and um... and um.. .not speaking up when I would like to. Hayley (614) -1 didn't do a lot of dating or anything. Someone wanted me, I grabbed it. Isabelle (249-251) -1 mean I'm sure I would've dated more, you know, early on if I was able to communicate easier. I got married, I-, I was married once before and I get married young I think and my ex husband stuttered. Um, and I probably like married him because I thought oh, you know, maybe I won't meet anybody else. 200 Um... so certainly, you know in-, I would say it affected it, you know, more in terms of who I wanted to have, you know, who I wanted to date. You know, could I speak to them on the phone? Would I be able to go out with them? 4.2.2.5 Career Choice/Advancement Some participants reflect back on their career choices and the paths of their career. Narratives show that participants had selected a variety of careers. Several were sought careers in which there was more speaking. It was not clear if the participants that were not in fields known for large amounts of speaking had selected such careers because of their stuttering. Some participants who prefer speaking intensive careers mention their stuttering as part of the reason. One participant believed that talking more would be helpful for his stuttering, while another participant was inspired to become an SLP in a conversation with another SLP about her own stuttering. Participants report past supervisors' misconceptions of stuttering and how they have resulted in what many would consider to be discrimination. One participant mentions their stuttering as part of the difficulty in looking for work, but eliminates stuttering as the reason for having been laid off. Among participants who did not select talking intensive careers, participants appear to be passive or even fearful of about taking on a supervisory role, some referring to their stuttering as the reason for not being more proactive about seeking promotion. One participant who was a professional in a speaking intensive career changed to a non-speaking intensive career because of the fear of the oral part of a state licensing exam. These findings generally agree with past research in this domain. Klompas and Ross (2004) found that stuttering did not have an adverse effect on choice of occupation, ability to obtain work, and relationships with managers and co-workers, although it was perceived to 201 influence their work performance and hamper their chances for promotion. Results from Klein and Hood's (2004) questionnaire show that of 232 respondents (PWS), 70% agreed that stuttering has a negative impact on hiring and promotion, and 20% had rejected a job or promotion because of their stuttering. Hayhow, Cray, and Enderby's (2002) questionnaire revealed that of the 318 respondents, 85% reported that stuttering affected their occupation choice in some way, with 39% of the total respondents reporting that stuttering affected them 'a lot.' Career choice is also related to career opportunities available. Gabel, G. W. Blood, Tellis, and Althouse (2004) concluded that the overall perception of stuttering has affected career opportunities. This conclusion was based on the judgments of college students towards the appropriate and inappropriate careers for PWS. They found that 20 careers were judged to be inappropriate choices for PWS, while 23 careers were judged to be appropriate choices for PWS. This lends support to the existence of role entrapment related to career choices. Blumgart, Tran, and Craig (2010) concluded that 50% of their 200 participants believed that their stuttering made it difficult to obtain employment, 38% reported that stuttering to be the reason for failure for promotion, and 8% reported stuttering to be the reason for termination from their job. The following quotes from participants exemplify the subordinate theme regarding the impact of stuttering on career choice/advancement. Alex (484-486) - Ah worked with in a job, you see while I was in college, I was, I worked in a parking lot. Ah you see, parking the cars and then, ah then the boss had said something about, you know, 'He can't do that because he stutters,' and then, and then my friend came back and says, and he said something like, ah, ah, ah, ah 'He may ah stutter, but it doesn't affect the way that he thinks, you see, unlike you.' (both laugh) Dylan (195) -1 can rest assure that there are jobs that I didn't get, and, because of my speech, and I think that a lot of times it was just more of a personality clash. Dylan (250-254) -1 think that I really kind of solidly decided that I wanted to be a teacher, probably around when I turned 19. And I think a lot of it had to do with the fact that... I wanted to speak more... 'Cause I really think that for people who 202 stutter... they're not going to improve unless they speak. And I am not sure why I figured this out when I was 19. I really don't. Fred (19) -1 believe it has held me back for a lot of years and it wasn't until my third therapy which was about 35 years ago, did I really, ah make a big change. It was at a time when ah a lot of the people my age were getting promotions and I was not. Fred (151-157)-I always picked a job where I would be alone. (Fred laughs) And um, ah, until the opportunity came up to supervise and then that was totally different from what, what I, what I had, had ever done. Investigator: That's interesting because you choose the jobs where you would be alone, but it wasn't until you saw everyone else getting these opportunities that you had wanted to do that. Fred: Well I felt that that was, was an opportunity that they offered it to me and I says, 'Well, you know, maybe that that would lead to better things.' Gilda (396-400) - Wish I can do more with that, because I think that stopped me, total-, that is one of the things that stop me, my stuttering. Mhm. Investigator: From doing what? Gilda: Becoming something-, for promotion-wise, or um getting another job. You know I've gotten like offers and I kind of h-, like, 'no,' you know, 'cause um, the fear of completing it. Investigator: The fear of completing what? Gilda: The task, like communication, like ah interactions. Interactions with a lot of people, so I think that it totally has affected me job-wise. Hayley (17-23) - Um, there was a point where I had to go for licensing in my state. And part of the process was an oral kind of in front of a j - , jury kind of a thing, so, um I decided to get a little more speech therapy before I did that and I went with fluency shaping and unfortunately it backfired totally. And I came home and I just got worse and worse and I couldn't pull anything out. I got really frustrated so I didn't take the test, quit my job, and decided I would need something that doesn't require talking and that's when I started my service business which I've been doing for 15 years. Hayley (135-137) - All through my life but once I ref-, I let stuttering kick my butt is what I did. And and I let it change my entire life and career and everything I loved. Isabelle (45-49) -1 had a different major coming out of school. I was an business professional for approximately 5 years. I mean, I don't think I even thought about going into a field. I know at the time I thought about going into social work and I was a little nervous about it. Um, so I picked a different major. I'm not really sure if I picked it 'cause, you know, I thought it didn't require any talking or everyone said, 'oh, you know, it's a really good field.' I mean I was always very good in that area. But, definitely, after being in it for 5 years, you know, I realized that I needed to be in a field that I could really interact more. 203 Ken (305-311) -1 got laid off from my job which had nothing to do with, with my speech by the way... During my layoff period.. .Ah, th-, th-, ah, that was a difficult period for me too, you know, being without a job and having the stuttering on top of that and trying to look for a job and making phone calls and things like that. So I went through a very difficult period around that time. Lynn (151) - That was like one of the best conversations ever, 'cause I had no idea that um, y-, that, ah everything that I had been struggling with um... just, I had no idea that there were speech therapists out there that really understood stuttering and that um a big part of speech therapy is working on changing those attitudes, um, without your stuttering and so I had never known that and so meeting her and, and the fact that she understood was amazing and ah, and I had no idea how much counseling was involved in speech therapy. I, I-, it just made me want to become a speech therapist like, after that conversation. 4.2.2.6 Work Performance Participants disclose thoughts about their own work performance and the role that stuttering played. This topic or subordinate theme is very closely related to the previous subordinate theme career choice/advancement (4.2.2.5) because of its inclusion of job promotions. Promotions result from the decisions of both employer and employee allowing the employee to take on more important responsibilities. Before it gets to the point of making decisions, an employee's performance needs to be of a certain standard to render the recognition of their superior(s). This subordinate theme, work performance, focuses on the impact of stuttering upon participants' job performance. As previously mentioned due to the complexity there will be overlap with other themes and subordinate themes, especially career choice/advancement. Participants report that their stutter played a role in their decisions to avoid speaking, or to modify or abbreviate interactions at the cost of maximal job performance to minimize the possibility of stuttering. Narratives reveal that participants avoid: asking questions, managerial roles, public speaking, and conveying pertinent information. Research supports the finding that PWS believe their stuttering to impact their 204 job performance. Klompas and Ross (2004) found that PWS perceived their stuttering to hamper work performance and promotion opportunities. Klein and Hood's (2004) questionnaire for PWS reveal that 33% of 232 respondents believe that stuttering does interfere with job performance. The following participant narratives exemplify the subordinate theme of the impact of stuttering upon work performance. Connor (51) - Yeah, I, I mean um, .. .a lot of the shyness is still there today when I'm at the meetings, meetings with colleagues or where I work I rarely asked a question, at the end of a talk. Evan (431-435) -1 still potentials of my profession to a large degree. But I, I do think that if I have, if I had not stuttered I, I, I gradually could have, could have ah progressed more in my career as in, I could have become eh, eh, manager or maybe a more influential technical person. Even though at my core I would have remained technical. Isabelle (97) -1 had a tremendous fear of public speaking and I hated that 'cause I felt like work-wise and in terms of um furthering m-, you know, myself as a professional that was really holding me back. I mean, you know, I was petrified of that. Ken (237-239) - That's how I used to answer the phone, you know, 'Service center, Ken speaking' and I, I couldn't get that out anymore, so yeah, I was like struggling, you know, should I try this, should I try that, and no matter what I tried I was stuttering on every single thing and then eventually I couldn't say my name and I couldn't say certai-, yeah. I, I was going nuts. Ken (1051) - You know, but prior to that I mean I was more relaxed, I spoke fluent-, I mean even my, I mean, it totally changed my job, my confidence in r-, doing my job I was, I couldn't do my job anymore, not as well as, as I us-, I mean prior to that. Lynn (179) - There were certain shelters I just wouldn't give referrals to 'cause I didn't want to say the name of the shelter. Like, it was really pathetic. Ah eh, but it was all like, it was such... to me my stuttering was such a big deal that these poor people were homeless, like I didn't (Lynn laughs) want them to know that I stuttered. It was really, really hard, but I, I did stutter a lot on that phone and sometimes people would hang up on me or they'd be like, 'What is this!?' you know, they would be so confused, or they'd say we have a bad connection. And then some people I remember, at the beginning um, some woman said to me, she's like, 'You hang in there.' or (Lynn laughs) something like that. 205 4.2.2.7 Other People's Perception Participant narratives reveal their insights to how other people perceive the stuttering of the participant and the participant as a person. Most of the subordinate themes about the impact of stuttering include examples of misconceptions about stuttering in general or what other's believe about an individual who stutters. In addition, other narratives have also given some insight to how participants believe they are perceived by others. Participants report what they believed were misconceptions about their stuttering and him or her. Narratives include discussion about the people's perception: that people do not recognize stuttering as a problem that can be handicapping, that people making judgments about a PWS's character (and work performance) based on how much they stuttering, that sedatives for relaxation are an appropriate prescription for a PWS (medical doctor in Southeast Europe), and that stuttering is readily controllable and can cease upon command or physical threat. There are many different perceptions about stuttering that could be discussed in this section, but overall it can be said that there are misperceptions of stuttering and that they are generally negative. Klompas and Ross (2004) findings agree that their participants believe that people to generally have negative reactions toward stuttering. Many studies show that misperceptions exist in education (Crowe & Walton, 1981; L. L. Emerick, 1960; Horsley & FitzGibbon, 1987; Lass, Pannbacker, Schmitt, Kiser, Mussa, & Lockhart, 1994; Lass, Ruscello, Pannbacker, Schmitt, & Everly-Myers, 1989; Lass, Ruscello, Schmitt, Pannbacker, Orlando, Dean, Ruziska, & Bradshaw, 1992; Ruscello, Lass, Schmitt, & Pannbacker, 1994; St. Louis & Lass, 1981; Woods & Williams, 1976; Yeakle & E. B. Cooper, 1986). Such misconceptions of stuttering can have a profound impact on the education of PWS. In addition, Gabel, G. W. Blood, Tellis, and Althouse (2004) study reveal how misconceptions 206 can greatly impact the career paths of PWS. Many of the participant quotes in the subordinate themes related to education (4.2.2.3), dating (4.2.2.4), and career choice/advancement (4.2.2.5) can support this subordinate theme about other people's perception. Below are some other quotes from participants to support this subordinate theme. Alex (482) - After the conference I made contact ah with a person that ah calls me every now and then, a person I grew up ah since I was in the 1st grade and um, and I, and I told him, I went to a conference online, and then he replied back. Ah he says, 'I never realized ah that you had a problem with it,' and, and, and about 5 minutes after I picked up myself up off the floor (both laugh), I said, 'Are you kidding me?!' You know, I wrote back, I says, 'I can't believe ah that you didn't think it was a big deal! I mean, it was my life and it was everything! You know, every moment of the day I would think about it, and, and ah you couldn't see that. Ah and we never talked about it.' Ah, ah, ah, but, you know, and then he said, 'We'll I never really thought about it.' Dylan (157) - the owner of that place really, um, seemed to ju-judge my performance based on how fluent I was at a particular shift. You know, that, that was just, that was probably something that I definitely would not attribute to a positive experience. Because it probably took me a couple of summers for me to almost change my perception of myself. Dylan (161) -1 overheard her make this comment to my parents one night. It was a Wednesday night so they came by because they wanted to have supper there. They wanted to see where I worked. And you know, they heard the place made great pizza. And the boss made some sort of a comment along the lines, 'Oh he's a great kid. Some days he comes in here and he hardly stutters.' I mean, you know, it just kind of makes you wonder what's going through their head about you! Evan (123-127) -1 don't remember what it, I don't remember what exactly the medicine was. I remember the doctor ah was sort of cautioning my mom that the medicine could pr-, could ah, could re-, ah could result in some lethargies and some need for some sort of sedative just to make me em- to make me relax and such. Ah looking back I don't think that the doctor knew what he was doing or, or had a totally incorrect conception of stuttering itself. Probably assumed that ah the boy seems tense and he stutters and so I prescribe sedatives, he will get relaxed and that he won't stutter, but uh, he might have um messed up the cause and effect thing. Fred (143-147) - there was ah, the pe-, the company that, that hired us, er had a foreman. And all of us were, you know, just anybody. And he is about the only one that I can remember as an employer who called me aside and actually asked me about it. 207 Investigator: What, what was that conversation like? Fred: Not like you would expect. He talked to me about it and I explained it. And he says, 'Okay,' he says, 'I know you can talk when you want to, if I ever hear you stuttering again I'll give you a boot in the ass.' (both laugh) 4.2.3 Avoidance of Words and Situations Participants discuss instances in which they would avoid words or situations. Participants report avoidances in order to avoid the shame and embarrassment of stuttering. Participants claim that they avoid particular words by leaving out part of their message or by cirucmlocuting the feared words by using other words. Three participants spoke about the use of circumlocutions and how they do not seem to work for them because they end up stuttering anyway or the syntactic and/or semantic confusion it may cause the listener to have. Their following narratives will illustrate their thoughts on circumlocutions. Alex (147-155) - Well, you know, it didn't necessarily have to be blocks, you see, that I had. It was just that the wo-, that the words that I chose, you know, as a result, you know, not being able to say certain words. That's the avoiding it. Whatever it was I communicated, whatever, you see, I got out, it translated into, you see, 'what an idiot.' You know, so, so, so, so it wasn't actually the physical blocks, but it was just the whole combination of, you know, what a stutterer has to work with when they're trying to communicate. But, but, and a lot of times I believe that I'm not aware of the words I'm trying to find, you know, it isn't a big calculated process, it's like, 'Okay, what can I get in that spot.' You know, what can I fit in there? You see, does it, see does it go along with what I am thinking well it doesn't have to and if it doesn't than I have to, you know, try to figure out to change everything, you see, that I'm, ah see every-, everything about the subject and the context and everything. I have to rearrange the whole paragraph of the whole, the whole page, you know just because, of this ah is the only word, this is ah the only word that I can get right now to put into that spot, so it may change ah the outcome of everything that I'm trying to say. So yeah, that's got to be a really kind of ah challenging for a listener to try to figure out what the heck I am trying to say and I feel like it's, ah, ah, I feel like it's easier for me to communicate, if I go right to the block, have a block. You know, I'd take my chances there. Ah, can I lose, can I lose, lose the attention of the listener? Absolutely! You know, but by putting words in there, you see, where I'm going to have to change everything around it, everything that I'm trying to say. Ah, the probabilities are far likely I'm not going to be able to say what I want to. 208 Gilda (256) - (referring to avoidance behaviors as part of covert stuttering) Oh, ah like that covert stuttering thing? That doesn't even work that much. Um, it was just frustrating to find a word that I didn't want to say almost. You know, I would just ah stop saying that or just say, 'Oh no, never mind,' you know, whatever. It wasn't healthy for me in a way, because I never got to what I wanted to say. Like if I wanted like another type of coffee I would have to ask for 'other type,' because I couldn't say it and like, it just wasn't functioning for me anymore, you know. Lynn (41-43) -1 felt like I wasn't gonna be able to say it. And the word 'butter'. And it was three different kinds of cookies and I changed it to 'margarine'. (LL laughs) It doesn't make any sense. And afterwards like, I just tried to laugh it off. I don't even think he-, ah 'cause I didn't say it. I did that 'cause I thought I might stutter and I just, you know, tried to laugh it off like, 'well man aren't I weird.' (LL laughs), You know? But he didn't get it. Yeah, he never handled his stuttering the way that I did. I was hugely into avoiding um, avoiding words and situations in that I would say a different name. Participants also discuss the avoidance of situations to evade the shame and embarrassment associated with stuttering. For example: Lynn (89-91) - Like my mom can remember um, when I was really little, I would-, I'd come into the kitchen and want to tell her something, and I would start to talk and then I would just put my head down and leave the room. And she said she didn't realize at the time that that was related to my stuttering. But it was, and I was really little when I was doing that. Participants reveal that they would either avoid situations completely or disclose leaving enjoyable situations to avoid stuttering. It should be noted that these three participants were aware of their avoidance behaviors and choose to describe it. Others participants may also have avoidance behaviors too. Past theorists, clinicians, and researchers have discussed avoidance and how it plays a role in the experience of stuttering. Sheehan (1970) recognizes avoidances and other concealment behaviors as part of the "beneath the surface" features as part of his iceberg analogy of stuttering. Furthermore he associates concealment behaviors with feelings of fear, guilt, and shame. Sheehan explains 209 how concealment behaviors are used to hide stuttering or individuals' identity as "a stutterer." He further explains that such strategies often persist because of periodic successes of avoiding stuttered speech and how such behavior impede upon the broader success of communicating a message in the manner in which the speaker had originally intended and become often become a part of the disorder of stuttering. Van Riper (1982) not only recognizes avoidances, but states, "no description of stuttering behavior would be complete without a discussion of the behaviors stutterers use to avoid the experience of fractured fluency" (pp. 130-131) and considers them to be "overt reactions to the fear of stuttering" (p. 130). Van Riper uses Bluemel's (1957) description of avoidance to help illustrate: The chronic stage of stammering is usually marked by speech avoidance and aversion. The stammerer avoids difficult words, and he attempts to escape menacing situations. He is obsessed in his attitude toward his speech difficulties, and he lives his anxieties in retrospect and in anticipation. The stammerer dodges not only words; he dodges people and situations. He will cross the street or turn the corner rather than face the necessity for conversation. In scanning a menu he will look for words that he can say, and when he gives his order it represents a choice of words and not a choice of foods. Often the stammerer maneuvers a conversation so that difficult words will fall to his partner's questions instead of his own statements, and not infrequently the stammerer remains silent rather than face the struggle with speech. (Bluemel, 1957, p. 59) 210 Plexico, Manning, & DiLollo (2005) refer to avoidance and a restrictive lifestyle as two of the themes of past experiences when stuttering was unsuccessfully managed. Corcoran and M. Stewart (1998) also found avoidance to be one of the elements of the major theme of suffering in relation to the experience of stuttering. Yaruss (1998) suggests that these reactions often lead to "disability" and additional impairment. Additionally, avoidance behavior would fit into WHO's framework of ICF to describe all aspects of an individual's health experience under the personal factors category which describes internal influences on an individuals' functioning and disability that are indirectly associated with the health condition (Yaruss & Quesal, 2006). Several assessment tools include avoidance assessment as part of assessing stuttering. Such instruments include Woolf s (1967) PSI and Wright and Ayre's (2000) WASSP. Some therapies also focus on avoidance behaviors. Van Riper's (1973) stuttering modification therapy, also known as nonavoidance therapy, includes an exercise asking clients to make a list of ways they avoid speaking as part of the identification stage of therapy. Another therapy focusing on avoidance is the SSMP (Breitenfeldt & Lorenz, 1989). This therapy based on a combination of desensitization to stuttering, avoidance reduction therapy (Sheehan, 1970), and Van Riper's (1973) stuttering modification techniques was successful in reducing avoidance as measured by the Woolf s (1967) PSI (Blomgren, Roy, Callister, & Merrill, 2005). AIS is yet another therapy that aims to reduce fears and eliminate avoidances (AIS, n.d.). Participant quotes illustrate different word or situation avoidances in the narratives that follow. Alex (107) - You know, see everyone else is free, freely communicating. That's not me. Well that kind of isolates you. You know, you avoid a lot of things in life as a result. 211 Connor (35-37) - (trying out for the baseball team in 11 grade) 'What we'll do is we'll give each of you a number and you remember your number and, and when the time comes, like um, when we're going to hit you a fly ball or you're going to come up to bat, you will yell out what your number is.' And I think my number was 7 and for me I don't think it would have mattered what number it was. You know, it was just terrifying and I didn't show up anymore for the tryout... 'cause it just scared the crap out of me. Hayley (177-189) - When I was a freshman in college I remember at an orientation one of the grad students was up in the class. And she had a very severe stutter, and she was like, amazing, but I was so shameful of mine I didn't even go up to her to talk to her. Um ... (unintelligible) There was like a week or so of orientation that, that we were just with this woman a lot and so I heard her stutter. (Hayley laughs) Investigator: Um, but you never had a conversation with her about it? Hayley: No, I was too ashamed. Isabelle (057) - And, you know, I never liked using the, the phone, I would always hang up. Um, they always knew it was me though, but I always hung up. Um, that's how it kind of went for years and years. Jackie (51) - (referring to her participation in the speech team in high school) I mean, I would definitely switch words and, you know, ah try to talk as fast as I could or just think about not stuttering, but ah, I wasn't one of those people that could really hide it too well, so you always heard me stutter. Jackie (182) - No, I prefer speaking without being prepared. Well, I used to when I was younger; I think that's because I would switch words around. Lynn (89-91) - Like my mom can remember, um, when I was really little, I would-, I'd come into the kitchen and want to tell her something, and I would start to talk and then I would just put my head down and leave the room. And she said she didn't realize at the time that that was related to my stuttering. But it was, and I was really little when I was doing that. I just don't remember it, yeah. Lynn (127) -1 had so many feared words, like I didn't say words that started with 'd' and I didn't say words, you know. Lynn (143) - Um... (Lynn sighs) covert? I don't know, 'cause I definitely like, when I was talking I, I got stuck a lot so, I did my best to hide my stuttering, but I wasn't like completely covert. A lot of people knew that I stuttered, but a lot of people didn't because I would just avoid, talking. 212 4.2.4 Post-Conference Perceptions of Stuttering Narratives from participants reveal a wide range of perceptions about their own stuttering. Participant reports about fluency after the conference varied. Many reported that they did not remember or were not sure. Of the participants that shared what they remembered some reported being more fluent or stuttering more easily; some less fluent; and others reported no change. Participants also reported on other aspects of their stuttering that impact quality of life including how they felt about their stuttering and their willingness to communicate. Most participants reported having a better perspective of the their stuttering that lead to more positive outcomes including speaking to more people, being more comfortable and accepting of stuttering, less fear and avoidance, and caring less about what others thought about their speech. None of the participants reported having more of a negative perspective about their speech after having attended a conference. NSA 2009 survey (Tetnowski & McClure, 2009) about the experiences of PWS reveal that stuttering support activities including self-help conferences can help people come to terms with stuttering. They conclude that people who participate in the NSA's local chapters or national conference report fewer negative effects of stuttering and more success in speech therapy than those who do not attend such activities. More specifically the results reveal that individuals who actively attend NSA conferences (within 3 years) are less likely to avoid speaking situations because of stuttering ,than individuals who have not, and are less likely to be embarrassed when people find out that they stutter, than individuals who have not. The following participant quotes will illustrate post-conference perceptions of stuttering as one of the themes of the lived experience of stuttering of PWS who have attended a self-help conference(s) for PWS. Alex (175) - You know, so, so, so it's like, and then so I am finding I, I was thinking, 'Well if you accept it, you know, then it will gradually go away.' Well, no, no you 213 see, that see the total opposite has happen. You know, because I speak more, I stutter more, because I'm, I'm saying, I know the phones are ringing. You're going to pick it up. You know, ah you're going to accept what's there, um, no, ah I have more blocks on the phones, so ah, ah so the frequency has increased, so I'm not becoming fluent, which I ah thought that maybe that might happen, ah but what I am saying is all those other things that I've been keeping from my life, you know, all these other things are happening. You know, I, I had this ah big wall I wasn't allowing anything to move, you know, so I was ah constantly keeping everything from moving. Now, I have said, 'No, you see, I'm going to accept this,' so, so the one part has, the one part ah has remained the same. It's, it's my stuttering and my speech. Bill (511) - I'm saying, I mean I wouldn't say that my speech was better. I think it was the same. Connor (227) - Yeah, honestly I don't recall if it was any better or worse when I got back. Um ... (Connor sighs) maybe it improved some but it really wasn't. I don't think it was a marked improvement. Was it any worse? I definitely don't think it was any worse. I just feel like I was more comfortable with my speech whatever it was, and then maybe that allowed me to, to not dwell on dysfluencies that I did have. Dylan (376-380) - Um, well just probably the attitude that I have is that, you know, having to struggle a lot. You know, just seeing, 'Alright, that there's a lot that I can get through.' You know, I mean it, you know, I, I had a job, I wasn't sick. I mean, you know, look, I'm in my early 20s, I have a full-time job. I'm surviving. And it's basically it was just more or less, you know, 'what was my problem before that?' Like, not seeing it that way and it, it really, it was a very positive experience, for me. Investigator: And that was what you got-? Dylan: Out of my first conference. Evan (419-421) - But it wasn't completely, um completely um objectively indicated and it certainly increased a little bit after the height of the conference backed off and my fluency deteriorated. Investigator: Your fluency deteriorated after the conference? Evan: I think it was about um, July or August which was successful and then September time-frame, I think. Fred (389-393) -1 don't know if it became better or worse. Like most people feel that they come back and that they're not as fluent for a while. But it, it's more on your mind, the stuttering becomes more on your mind for a while than it would be 6 months later. I, I know that once I came to the point where I accepted it was not at the f-, after the first conference. It was a number of conferences after. Than once I could say that I accept the fact that I stutter, and, or I'm not going to worry what other people say about it, and ah, I wouldn't think about it as much. Gilda (244-250) - (referring to her expectations of her first conference) Um, try to um... find ways to control it, and to have a better attitude about it. 214 Investigator: How was it on helping you to better control it? Gilda: No. None. I didn't control it. Investigator: How about um, I forgot what you just said af- Gilda: Uh about attitude about it? Yeah, I have a better attitude about it, like I'm more okay if I do stutter than before. Gilda (254) - Like before I would just go around and around like and like try to find the words and stuff like that. I don't do that. Gilda (290) - They (family) said I did improve a little bit, but I don't know where they got that from, but I don't see it from the outside like the other people do, you know, so. Hayley (273-279) - After the first conference, um, I came home stuttering more, but easier. Like I didn't care as much-, about what anybody was going to say and it just was a little easier. It didn't last. Um, but it was a little easier. Um, like I said, whatever year I went I could hold on a little longer and, and um, the past um, couple years is the most severe it's ever been. And if it is a physiological thing, it's probably because I'm in a lot of pain. I hurt my b-, my back. I'm always tired. I'm stressed. I'm, just life, I guess? I don't know. But I don't care. I mean, I'm sorry that people have to listen to me. That's my whole thing. Isabelle (135-137) -1 was more open about my own speech, which in, in turn of course, you know, helped my fluency. I did work on my speech much more after that or maybe more openly. Jackie (202-204) - Um... I'm trying to remember... I felt like I might have been stuttering more, a little bit or, maybe not, I don't remember. I remember maybe thinking about it a little less or feeling like I wanted to talk about stuttering more, so. Maybe I was stuttering more, maybe less. I don't remember. I just remember thinking about it. Starting and I was probably thinking about stuttering a lot too, but in a different way. Investigator: How so-? Jackie: I think just in a more productive way instead of thinking, 'Oh man, I'm going to stutter.' Maybe, maybe I'll tell these people that I'll stutter. Or um, maybe instead of switching the word I'll just try and, I, I just won't. I'll try to stutter, I guess thinking about it in a more productive way instead of a negative way. So instead of thinking how to avoid something if you just, mustering up the courage to go and do it anyway. Ken (625-629) -1 would say ah well er my speech was more fluent I guess with the more people I meet and the more talking I do. Investigator: During the conference or, or after the conference? 215 Ken: Ah Both. Both. The conference gets me to meet and socialize and that I try to use that experience when I go back into everyday life. Lynn (301-303) - No, I don't think that NSA had any effect on my speech um other than I had gone there and I had, you know... at that time in my life I was, in, in this mode where I would voluntary stutter all the time, and it wasn't even just at NSA. I was doing it at home too. Um, so I don't, I don't think that my speech really changed that much. I was already in a pretty, um open place about my stuttering, before I went to my first conference. So, I think if I hadn't been I would've gotten that from the conference. 4.2.5 Post- Conference Disclosure Participant narratives show that disclosing information about their own stuttering to others can be part of the experience of stuttering a being a PWS. Participants share how disclosure about stuttering was either a new experience or became easier after attending a self-help conference(s). Participants communicated that post-conference disclosure of either their stuttering or their attendance of a self-help conference for PWS lead to enlightening conversation about what others thought (or did not think) about the participants' stuttering. In addition, a few participants discussed how family or friends were generally supportive, but did not know how to show support or encouragement. One participant explained how her friends sounded more supportive when she went through therapy that resulted in something that was observable like increased fluency or reduction of stuttering. Another participant was surprised about his own willingness to talk about stuttering and his attendance at a self-help conference with his co-workers. Like some of the reactions to other participants' disclosures, he found his audience to be interested in the subject. Research by Lee and Manning (2010) and Healey, Gabel, Daniels, and Kawai (2007) found that PWS who acknowledge their stuttering are more likely to receive a more favorable judgment about their characteristics than PWS who do not make such acknowledgment. Lee and Manning (2010) suggest that 216 acknowledgement reflects well adapted coping strategies which include the speaker's ability to demystify or inform the listener about the nature of stuttering. The results of 2009 NSA survey (Tetnowski & McClure, 2009) of the experiences of PWS reveal, among other results, that individuals who actively attend NSA conferences (within 3 years) talk about stuttering with other people they know than individuals who have not and are less likely to be embarrassed when people find out that they stutter than individuals who have not. The following participant quotes will illustrate post-conference disclosure as one of the themes of the lived experience of stuttering of PWS who have attended a self-help conference(s) for PWS. Alex (233-234) - Although, you see, when I did come home I did as my son and my daughter, you see, what they thought of it. I'm thinking, you know, 'How sad is that?' You know my s-, my son is ah in his early 20s. I never thought to ask him what he thought about how I talk. You know, and then of course, you see, boys in their early 20s just, 'I don't know. I don't care. I guess it's alright.' (M laughs) You know if-, then my daughter, ah a few times I've said, I ask her, I've, she will, she will um, ah she will ah, she will ah approach me and she'll ask m-, she'll say something, 'I notice about your speech' or 'I noticed this.' So there's kind of a, kind of a, you know off-on, you see, dialogue about ah what she thinks of it, and she did tell me ah when I fir-, when I first asked her, she did say, 'it's real embarrassing when my friends are around.' Alex (482) - After the conference I made contact ah with a person that ah calls me every now and then, a person I grew up ah since I was in the 1st grade and um, and I, and I told him, I went to a conference online, and then he replied back. Ah he says, 'I never realized ah that you had a problem with it,' and, and, and about 5 minutes after I picked up myself up off the floor (both laugh), I said, 'Are you kidding me?!' You know, I wrote back, I says, 'I can't believe ah that you didn't think it was a big deal! I mean, it was my life and it was everything!' Connor (185-189) - There were people, um, who I told about the conference. And um, I remember telling one of my colleagues and talking um about how what a great experience it was, and how, you know, there's an open mic and how um for a lot of people, people can really kind of um, put all of their, you, you confront, everything they hide from through the year, and I think there's a lot of emotional baggage involved and he said, 'Yeah I guess that um, for some people who stutter there is some psychological issues there,' and I said, 'Yeah and for me also.' And he said, 'For you? You know, I mean, it doesn't seem to bother you.' And you know, I said, 'Well, you know, it bothers me a lot and I'm really trying to come to terms with that." 217 I mean, I truly believe if my stuttering didn't bother me at all, I would be able to very easily not stutter. Connor (203-205) - Um, yeah, you know, it was great. Um I, I pretty much, you know, um, most people I tell it to, and I've told it to quite a few. They seem to think, you know, um, some of them seem, seem really interested in it. Others just express support and, 'Okay, that's great,' but really don't know what to say. And I think I kind of understand that I guess. Stuttering is one of those things that people generally don't talk about and don't know how to talk about. Evan (363-367) - the week right after the, after the conference and I told them (two co-workers) that I had gone to a stuttering-related conference and- and met a lot of people who stuttered and attended, and attended presentations. Now I wouldn't, I wouldn't see myself, yeah, I usually don't talk to my co-workers about, about the fact that I stutter or, or what I'm, or what I'm doing to, um, what I'm doing for my stut-, for my stuttering. And I, I'm curious as to, as to why I v-, I volunteered for that, for that ah disclosure. Evan (385) -1 didn't tell my parents at all. In the States um, ah obviously, uh gosh, to think about that. My memory eludes me. I might have told her about this. As a matter of fact, I probably did. And so, and, and the response was like, 'Oh, it is, it is nice.' Fred (119-121)- Ah, no one ever talked about stuttering, even with my parents and sisters we never, it's only been in the past 10 years that I have talked with, with my sisters about it and I could talk with anyone now, about my stuttering. Fred (352-360) - Well, I'm sure I talked a lot about it, talked a lot to a lot of people about it, because it's like nothing I had ever been to before.. .Alright. I, I really had never been to a conference of any kind so it was nost-, everything was new. And I heard, saw a lot more about stuttering than I had in any one time. Even, so, it was a huge. Investigator: Who, who did you talk about that with if, if you're able to remember? Fred: My wife and I, I assume people at work, a few of them. Investigator: Were you having those conversations with your wife or the people at work about stuttering previous or-? Fred: Not as much as that, no. I did a little bit, but not, not, I had, most of the people at work knew I was going to, to a conference. I didn't even say what, so there's only a few who, who knew what, what the subject was. So that was, I definitely talked to a lot more people about it after, than I had before. Isabelle (145) - Um... so I guess professionally, I guess, I, you know, even mentioned the word stuttering in front of friends who I've known for years, in front of my, you know, my brother-in-law and my sister-in-law and I guess, I realized that, you know, it wasn't as bad, or other people really weren't judging me. 218 Jackie (196) - There was accepting. I, I told my friends where I had gone and I don't think they really got, like, what the conference was, really. Um, you know, I, I think what my friends heard more was after I did AIS and I wasn't stuttering. You know, I remember going up to school that fall and everyone was like, 'wow, you sound so great. I haven't heard you stutter. What happened?' And that all felt really well. You know, people didn't, I guess, really see, they thought it was, I guess they thought, 'oh cool' about the conference, but they didn't really get what it was about, um, I mean, I, I, I think now most of my friends know what the NSA is all about that's because they've, you know, I've developed some close friendships from there and they've meet my stuttering friends and, you know, they see more of what it's about. Ken (561-563) - Ah it was ah, they (family) really didn't ask me too, too much, I mean I told them, I was, you know, I had a good time, so on and so forth but, you know, the rea-, you know, they, they were seemed pleased that I did have a g-, a g-, a g-, a good time. But, you kn-, unless you experience, it's hard to relate to, you know, and you kn-, unless you stutter yourself, it's hard to relate your experiences. In summary, this section reveals that PWS that attend self-help conferences do not differ from the general population of PWS on many issues. These include issues related to emotions related to stuttering, impact of stuttering on their lives, and avoidance of stuttering. These themes were common among the participants in this study who attended a self-help conference, but are also common in PWS in general. The themes that were documented by PWS after they attended a self-help conference for PWS were perceptions of stuttering and self-disclosure. These are not typical of most PWS. Whether these themes emerged as a result of attending a self-help conference is still not clear. In summary, the findings presented in this chapter facilitates our understanding of the lived experience of those who attended self-help conference(s) for PWS and the lived experience of stuttering from the perspective of PWS that have attended a self-help conference(s) for PWS. The next chapter will include a discussion about the results and their clinical implications. 219 4.3 Additional Analysis - SLPs Who Stutter It should be noted that 3 of the 12 participants (25%) are SLPs who stutter. Even though there are many SLPs who stutter who attend self-help conferences for PWS, the convenience sample in this study does not approximate the percentage of attendees who stutter that are also SLPs. Based on an informal analysis of 2008-2010 conference registration from the NSA, the percentage of SLPs who stutter in relation to registered adults who stutter was lower than the percentage of SLPs who stutter in this study. A more formal analysis would be needed to determine the actual percentage. This higher percentage of SLPs who stutter in the convenience sample had the potential to bias the results; however the investigator determined that the verbalized experiences from the group of SLPs were mostly similar to that of the participants who were not SLPS. The experiences of the SLPs were different in that all three SLPs have hosted or helped in hosting conference sessions (often referred to as workshops) and express an interest in continuing to do so in the future, as exemplified in the following quotes: Isabelle (383-391) - So, you know, it (her second conference) was a completely different experience for me. Um.. .Oh, first of all, I was sent in more on a professional level so I was a little bit-, I looked at myself as, as having a different role because I had presented on a type of therapy. Um, so professionally I-, it was good. I mean I still, I, I can still say that it was still more of a personal conference for me than it was a professional. Um, but I don't think I was there long enough to be honest. Um.. .1 enjoyed the Atlanta conference (her first) more but, you know, I was there much longer, it was more relaxing. Um, and like I always felt like the New Jersey conference (her second), I guess, was a little bit more political in nature. Um, there were a lot more speech pathologists there, who I knew. Um, whereas in Atlanta, you know, I was like meeting more people. Um, I, you know what? I guess the main difference probably was that I was not concerned about stuttering at all. You know, I guess I realized fr-, from the first conference, you know, what's the w-, worst that could possibly happen? Isabelle (498-500) -1 think the difference with the next conference if I present, I want to do some kind of a workshop with, with kids or with parents. 220 Jackie (218-222) - Now we're too old to go to the youth programs but we still feel very attached to that. So now we try and um, help out as much as we can or else, you know, find out how to, find our niche in the adult workshops also or, try and fill that void um, you know, there's not a lot at the conferences, we've kind of figured out, for like, people like, in their mid 20s, out of college, starting their careers, and um, so a bunch of us have kind of filled that void with our own workshops now which is pretty cool, you know that, I feel like um, I've gotten so much from the NSA, um, giving back is really important now. Lynn (365) - The second conference I went to more of the kid workshops, to help out at those, and the-, then I enjoyed it better. Um... just because I, I thought I was of more use I guess, um helping out at the workshops than, than just going to them. Um, and I, I, I get a lot out of um, seeing, seeing the kids and seeing them being around other kids that stutter and talking about stuttering or, or not talking about stuttering and just stuttering, you know, um, just being kids. And it's-, I just think it's so awesome and if I had had that as a kid um, my entire life probably would've been a lot different. Um, so I just get a lot out of, um... seeing kids who stutter at these kind of conferences. The SLPs' proactive attitude towards helping other PWS may have been a factor in their drive in becoming an SLP. Another possibility is that being an SLP may have been a factor in their proactively seeking a formal role at conferences (i.e. hosting or helping at conference sessions). Of the other nine participants eight of them (89%) have expressed an interest in playing a helpful role within the self-help community or have already done so. Some examples were: taking on a more significant role in their own self-help group, becoming more active on the national level, being a self-help group leader or regional chapter coordinator (regional supervisor), or being helpful at conferences. Two of the nine (22%) have hosted a conference session (including one of the one-time attendees) and three of the nine non-SLP participants (33%) expressed an interest in hosting their first conference session. 221 Among the participants who were SLPs, one SLP, Isabelle, described the conference on both a personal and a professional level. Isabelle has more years of experience and has a private practice. These differences seem to influence her outlook on self-help conferences, however, analysis reveals that this is a personal difference and is not consistent among all three SLPs that served as participants in this study. Isabelle (423-427) - (regarding expectations of her second conference) That I thought would be more networking for me. I thought that... I think I might meet more parents there, you know, from the New York area. But like I said, I wasn't there long enough. Um.. .1 mean I did meet other speech pathologists there, but, you know, I knew most of them. I mean I did actually for my presentation, I got a-, through word of mouth I got a few referrals from presenting. So that's also what I was hoping for. In addition, Isabelle's description of her recollection of listening to other people stutter at her first conference was also different from the other two SLPs. She verbalized how she was surprised to hear so much stuttering; furthermore, she interpreted their stuttered speech as suffering. She further explains some of her own experience of stuttering and how it often results in headaches. Below are examples regarding Isabelle's reaction to listening to other people stutter at her first conference: Isabelle (99) - Well I guess when I first walked in I had met a few people who had stuttered like, very, very severely and I think that kind of caught me off guard 'cause I guess I-1 didn't realize that, I didn't-, I knew they were a self-help organization, but I me-, I'd-, I thought there would be more speech therapy, you know, aspects there. So I guess seeing, you know, other people, who in my eyes, were... suffering, um, I found really hard. I mean, you know, at the end I realized that, you know, a lot of these people had come to, I guess, emotional terms with it. Um, so I found that hard. I found that they-, I thought there would be more workshops on speech therapy. I was kind of surprised about that. 222 Isabelle (127-129) - How could so many people walk around stuttering so badly and not be using any kind of (both laugh) fluency tool at all? That just blew my mind, just blew my mind, 'cause as a ch-, I guess, when I have my severe moments I can get like bad headaches almost, so I just couldn't for the life of me. And I, and I guess, honestly, it concerned me a little bit about the teenagers who were there, you know, like what kind of role models. I mean, I'm not talking about like, you know, role models and in terms of what type of people they were, but I wanted them to know that there was help out there. Investigator: Help to? Isabelle: Achieve, sa-, you know, achieve improved fluency, improved selfesteem as well, but there were fluency tools out there and I guess that just worried me. Perhaps Isabelle has also been impacted by her personal therapy experiences. In Isabelle's recollection her past therapies only focused on fluency shaping approaches. This is likely to impact the perception that fluency is paramount in therapy success. This may result in the perception that stuttered speech is regarded as unsuccessful and may reduce overall communication. Isabelle was not the only participant to comment about the severity of stuttering of some of the attendees, but she was the only participant that commented about the lack of workshops on speech therapy and the lack of usage of fluency tools by the conference attendees. Other participants, including ones who expressed increased fluency as a goal (e.g. Evan and Gilda, non-SLP participants) did not express a concern over the lack speech therapy offered or used at the conference. This particular concern about the lack of therapy is likely to come from her experiences as a clinician who specializes in fluency shaping approaches, and as a PWS who expresses an understanding of how stuttering can be handicapping. Her concern for other PWS, particularly teens and children, lacking fluent role models who use fluency tools 223 at the conference, is a reflection of the type of therapy she went through and the type of therapy she administers professionally. Isabelle's view of the conference on both personal and professional levels is an indication of where she is in her career and with her stuttering. She has years of experience as a clinician and has a private practice which probably played a role in her decision to attend the conference. Professionally, she expressed an interest in educating parents, meeting other SLPs who stutter, and improving her reputation, but she also mentions how she has gained from the conference on a personal level. She states: Isabelle (135-137) -1 guess when I got home, it did help me professionally even though I think, you know, I thought that I didn't get that much out of it professionally 'cause that was when I s-, I started to really make some contacts trying to get more of a name for myself in terms of fluency. I did get more clients after that. I was more open about my own speech, which in, in turn of course, you know, helped my fluency. I did work on my speech much more after that or maybe more openly. The other two SLPs did not express the same experience as Isabelle in terms of listening to other people stutter or in experiencing the conference on both personal and professional levels. Differences in the histories before attending their first conference existed between Isabelle and the other two SLPs, Jackie and Lynn. The differences that stood out the most were that Jackie and Lynn: (a) had therapy experiences that did not fully focus on fluency shaping approaches, they included an element of a stuttering modification (i.e. stuttering modification alone or integrated approach with included both fluency shaping and stuttering modification approaches); (b) had previously attended self-help workshops for PWS that did not have a fluency focus (i.e. Friends' 1 day workshop) prior to attending their first self-help 224 conference; (c) are at different points in their professional careers; and (d) do not have a private practice and therefore rely less on their professional reputation for their cliental. 225 5. CONCLUSIONS AND DISCUSSION The focus of this dissertation was to investigate the lived experience of those who attended self-help conferences for PWS from the perspective of a PWS. This was achieved by using the qualitative methodology, IPA. Semi-structured interviews were used to produce a rich data set. The data collected were the stories of 12 adults who stutter that have attended at least one self-help conference. The narratives of the participants helped in understanding what the experience of self-help conference(s) has meant to the participants. Their stories also gave insight as to what the experience of stuttering has meant to them. This insight to each participant's experience of his or her own stuttering helped to contextualize the participant's experience at a self-help conference(s). The iterative analytic procedures allowed themes and subordinate themes to emerge from the data. The final results consisted of the themes and subordinate themes that the investigator found to be most relevant to responding the two research questions of the investigation. Participant quotes that were most potent in recognizing the emerging themes were used to support and illustrate the themes. Due to the richness of the data themes and subordinate themes sometimes overlapped. As a result, quotes were sometimes able to support more than one theme. Once again, the two research questions answered in this dissertation were: 1. What is the lived experience of those who attended self-help conference(s) for PWS from the perspective of a PWS? 2. What is the lived experience of stuttering, from the perspective of a PWS who has attended a self-help conference(s) for PWS? The organization of this chapter will include a discussion regarding the clinical implications of this investigation and how this could affect how people view self-help conferences and other self-help activities in the management of stuttering, future research that can stem from the findings of this investigation, and the limitations of this study. Wherever possible, these findings will be compared with our present knowledge of stuttering and the related phenomenon. 5.1 Conclusions of the Investigation This investigation was conducted to help to understand the lived experience of those who attended self-help conferences for PWS from the perspective of PWS. In efforts to better understand the participants of this study, this study also sought to understand their own lived experiences as people who do stutter. First, it is clear that PWS that attend self-help conferences for PWS find the conferences to be helpful in a variety of ways. This information will be compared to past knowledge with discussion on how this new information can be integrated to expand the body of knowledge about stuttering. The literature on stuttering recognizes the differing viewpoints about defining stuttering. One view describes stuttering just by the overt features of the disorder (R. J. Ingham, 1984; R. J. Ingham & Onslow, 1985; Onslow, Costa, C. Andrews, Harrison, & Packman, 1996; Schiavetti & Metz, 1997), while another view includes the unobservable features of stuttering (E. B. Cooper 1993; Johnson, 1930; Manning, 1999, 2001; Murphy, 1999; Shapiro, 1999; Sheehan, 1970; Starkweather & Givens-Ackerman, 1997; Van Riper, 1982; Yaruss, 1998; 227 Yaruss & Quesal, 2004b). The findings of this study are more consistent with a broader view of stuttering. That is, very few participants talked about the overt aspects of stuttering, but a majority talked about how their lives were changed by a focus on "below the surface" features of stuttering. Since fluency is not the major focus of the conferences held by any of the three self-help organizations (NSA, Friends, and Speak Easy) attended by participants in this study, it is no surprise. By using the broad view of stuttering which includes the nonobservable features of stuttering, the results show that all participants found attending the conference to be helpful in ways not related to the overt features of stuttering. Participants reported minimizing situational avoidances by socializing more during and after conferences. Participants discussed various aspects of redefining his or herself including improved selfperspective, increased self-esteem, self-acceptance, increased risk taking, self-realization, and feeling more freedom. Participants generally found that their roles as conference attendees or within the stuttering community shift over time and sometimes as early as during their first conference. Many participants reveal that they shift from being someone who attends a conference(s) seeking help or guidance because of the negative emotions they have experienced as a PWS including loneliness, fear, shame, frustration, and embarrassment, to someone that has a better perspective and may look to help others who stutter. Finally, participants were less shameful and more comfortable with their identity as a PWS. This was evidenced by their post-conference disclosures and conversations with others about stuttering and the self-help conference that they attended. Using a broad view of stuttering it can be concluded that the participants found attending a self-help conference(s) to be beneficial in helping in to manage his or her stuttering. This is indeed consistent with successful stuttering management from stuttering. St. Louis (2001), Plexico et al. (2005), Tetnowski and McClure 228 (2009) have shown that changing attitudes, better understanding oneself, and finding support are all critical in successful stuttering management. The implications of this study are that simply attending even one self-help conference can have an impact on successful outcomes associated with stuttering treatment. This is definitely the case when we view stuttering as more than just a simple motor speech disorder. In this case, attending a self-help conference is viewed as the therapeutic activity or "treatment." It is paramount to select the right instrument to measure the aspects of the condition that the treatment is focused. As previously mentioned, the self-help conferences attended by participants did not have fluency as their major focus; therefore the tools to measure observable features of stuttering including one of the most widely used assessment tools for stuttering, the SSI-3 (G. D. Riley, 1994), would not be expected to reveal much about how self-help conferences are beneficial for attendees. However, the SSI-3 (G. D. Riley, 1994) would be useful in a study that sought answers related to the impact of self-help conferences upon stuttering severity (G. D. Riley, 1994). In contrast, tools to measure the intrinsic features of stuttering may be able to detect differences in some aspects of stuttering for attendees of a self-help conference(s); most notably, the OASES (Yaruss & Quesal, 2008), which include sections on general information, reactions to stuttering, communication in daily situations, and quality of life items, all of which are relevant to the primary goals of the self-help conferences attended in this study. Questionnaires, however, will only reveal the specific information that it sets out reveal. Semi-structured interviews, as used in this qualitative research paradigm, are best suited for understanding the social complexities of stuttering from the perspective of a PWS. The implications of this are that tools like semi-structured interviews may need to be brought into the clinical realm for stuttering and other communicative disorders. This was suggested 229 by Tetnowski and Franklin (2003) and is supported by this study. In-depth interviews help to collect rich, authentic descriptions of experiences and provide the flexibility to explore interesting topics that may not have been brought to light in a questionnaire. If we are looking for in-depth knowledge of PWS, we must use techniques and strategies such as these. Most stuttering measurement instruments can only be useful in determining surface features about stuttering, however, due to the complexities of stuttering and communication in general, semi-structured interviews are best suited for understanding the experiences of PWS. Many current stuttering treatment strategies include fluency shaping, stuttering modification, and cognitive restructuring. The present results revealed that attendance at self-help conferences can be an adjunct to formal stuttering therapy, particularly within those methods that stress the understanding of stuttering and its emotions as an overall goal for therapy. Fluency shaping and stuttering modification approaches include the use of specific speech skills to speak fluently or to stutter more easily, respectively. Such speech skills are learned and practiced in clinical settings. Clients are then encouraged to use speech skills in their daily lives. But for some, the situational change from using speech skills for the purpose of "doing therapy" (in a clinical setting or while formally practicing at home) to using the skills for the purposes of socializing in daily life, may be too risky for an individual to try for any sustained period of time during a day. Self-help conferences provided participants with unique socializing opportunities and a sense of community during and after the conference. This combination forms an environment that is listener-friendly and stutter-friendly in a social context. This creates a bridge or scaffold for the client/attendee to try his or her speech skills in a non-threatening environment without the risk or fear of ridicule. The results of this 230 study confirmed that participants who attend self-help conferences are willing to increase their risk-taking behaviors. This is important in most treatment paradigms. Almost all fluency shaping treatment programs have a carry-over phase of therapy. In stuttering modification programs, the very last step is this very stabilization that clients referred to in this study. Reaching out, taking risks, including trying out different speech skills, are of great clinical importance when trying to carry-over or stabilize techniques used in clinical settings. Stuttering modification therapies and cognitive restructuring therapies both require clients to change attitudinal responds toward stuttering. This needs to be accomplished in actual speaking situations. The approaches also aim to reverse the negative effects on selfperceptions including the way he or she perceives him or herself as a communicator. One of the major themes associated with the experience of attending a self-help conference was that all participants found that they were redefining themselves in ways that included: (a) improved self-perspective, (b) increased self-esteem, (c) self-acceptance, (d) increased risk taking, (e) self-realization, and (f) feeling more freedom. Additionally, most of the participants reported shifting roles from someone who seeks help to someone that gives help. By viewing oneself in a helping or mentorship-type role clients/attendees perceive him or herself more positively and may contribute to viewing him or herself as an effective communicator. The last thematic finding that supports the compatibility between the experiences of attending a self-help conference and the aim of stuttering modification or cognitive restructuring approaches are participants' post-conference disclosures to family, friends, and co-workers about their stuttering and having attended the conference. Being that 231 one of themes of the experience of stuttering was the avoidance of situations and words partly to conceal their identity as a PWS, this is more evidence to support a change in frame of mind about his or herself and his or her attitude toward stuttering. This concept of changing roles is consistent with many studies and philosophies of therapeutic change, such as those noted by Plexico, Manning and DiLollo (2005), G. A. Kelly (1955a, 1955b). A discussion of stuttering management should focus on what factors may influence clinical outcomes or long-term success as a communicator. This includes but goes beyond the clinical domain. Plexico, Manning, and DiLollo (2005), explored what factors helped their participants successfully manage their stuttering and divided the themes that emerged from their participants into three stages - unsuccessful management, transition from unsuccessful to successful stuttering management, and continued successful stuttering management. Later research by Plexico and others (Plexico, Manning & Levitt, 2009a, 2009b) also showed that factors such as approaching the problem and forming independent solutions are of the utmost importance in achieving successful therapeutic outcomes for stuttering. Some themes that emerged from the unsuccessful management stage had a similar or equivalent theme regarding the lived experiences of stuttering that emerged from the current investigation. The negative reactions of listeners were similar to participant reports in the current investigation. Some negative reactions were bullying/teasing (4.2.2.2), the verbalized misconceptions of stuttering (other people's perceptions (4.2.2.7), and the negative reactions from others in the context of education (4.2.2.3), dating (4.2.2.4), and career choice/advancement (4.2.2.5). Restrictive lifestyle (Plexico et al., 2005) was another theme of unsuccessful management. This concurred with the lived experience of stuttering reported 232 in the current study. Participants reported that stuttering restricted his or her personality (4.2.2.1), education (4.2.2.3), dating (4.2.2.4), career choice or willingness to advance (4.2.2.5) and work performance (4.2.2.6). Avoidance was the last of the themes of unsuccessful stuttering management. Avoidance of situations and words (4.2.3) was also a theme of the experience of stuttering in the current study. Within the transition from unsuccessful to successful stuttering management stage Plexico et al. (2005) reported six themes - support from others including support groups and friends, successful therapy, self therapy and behavioral change including self-disclosure, cognitive change, utilization of personal experiences, and high levels of motivation and determination. Based on the findings in this current investigation, self-help conferences contribute to all of these themes that are responsible for helping people who successfully manage their stuttering to transition from having unsuccessful to successfully managed stuttering. Table 6 provides examples of how self-help conferences contribute to the transition stage of successful stuttering management. 233 Table 6. The Role of Self-Help Conferences for PWS in the Transition from Unsuccessful to Successful Stuttering Management Themes for Results from the Lived Experiences of Transitioning to Self-Help Conferences for PWS Success Support from others provide the unique social opportunity of making friends (4.1.1.1) - including support and becoming affiliated with a community of PWS who are groups and friends supportive (4.1.2) provide a safe, listener friendly environment (4.1.1.1) in which attendees take risks (4.1.5.4) including using behavioral speech Successful therapy skills in the real context of socializing (4.1.1); allow attendees to change the way they view stuttering and him or herself as a - including behavioral tools and communicator through improved self- perspective (4.1.5.1), increased self-esteem (4.1.5.2), self-acceptance (4.1.5.3), selfcognitive and realization (4.1.5.5), having feelings of freedom (4.1.5.6), and affective elements being able to talk about stuttering more openly with family, friends, and co-workers (4.2.5) Self-therapy and provide a safe, listener friendly environment (4.1.1.1) in which behavioral change - attendees take risks (4.1.5.4) to practice behavioral speech skills including risk away from the clinic; make it easier to talk about stuttering more taking and selfopenly with family, friends, and co-workers (4.2.5) disclosure allow attendees to change the way they view stuttering and him or herself as a communicator through improved self-perspective (4.1.5.1), increased self-esteem (4.1.5.2), self-acceptance Cognitive change (4.1.5.3), increased risk taking (4.1.5.4), self-realization (4.1.5.5), having feelings of freedom (4.1.5.6), and being able to talk about stuttering more openly with family, friends, and co-workers (4.2.5) Utilization of personal experiences High levels of motivation / determination provide the unique social opportunity of making friends (4.1.1.1) and potential bonding experiences with other PWS (4.1.2.1) and becoming affiliated with a community of PWS (4.1.2) allowing for post-conference socializing (4.1.1.4). provide role models and opportunity for positive changes as evidenced by attendees drive to redefine him or herself (4.1.5) Adapted from Plexico et al. (2005) - Results of current investigation. 234 The stage of continued successful stuttering management (Plexico et al., 2005) reported five themes - continued management, self-acceptance and fear reduction, unrestricted interactions, sense of freedom, and optimism. Based on the findings in this current investigation, self-help conferences contribute to all of these themes responsible for helping people to continue their successfully managed stuttering. Table 7 provides examples of how self-help conferences for PWS contribute to the maintenance or continued success of stuttering management. 235 Table 7. The Role of Se lf-Help Conferences for PWS for Continued Successful Stuttering Management Themes for Results from the Lived Experiences of Continued Success Self-Help Conferences for PWS Continued management provide a consistent meeting forum for this unique socializing opportunity for PWS (4.1.1) to meet people, make new friends (4.1.1.1), attend social gatherings (4.1.1.2), and provide an even more continuous socializing opportunity after the conference (4.1.1.4) by being active, social, and affiliated with the self-help community of PWS (4.1.2) Self-acceptance and fear reduction help attendees to redefine him or herself in positive ways including self-acceptance (4.1.5.3) and less fearful by being able to take more risks (4.1.5.4), and not being fearful talking about stuttering with family, friends, or co-workers (4.2.5) Unrestricted interactions provide attendees with multiple ways to become affiliated with a community of PWS (4.1.2) with which they can socialize (4.1.1.4); provide attendees with opportunity to redefine him or herself (4.1.5) that would be less limiting than their previous construct of him or herself including improved self-perspective (4.1.5.1), increased self-esteem (4.1.5.2), self-acceptance (4.1.5.3), increased risk taking (4.1.5.4), self-realization (4.1.5.5), having feelings of freedom (4.1.5.6) Sense of freedom Optimism provide attendees with feelings of freedom (4.1.5.6) provide attendees with a opportunity to redefine him or herself (4.1.5) in ways such as improved self-perspective (4.1.5.1), increased self-esteem (4.1.5.2), self-realization (4.1.5.5), having feelings of freedom (4.1.5.6); provide attendees with opportunity to shift roles from one needing help to one giving help (4.1.3) and being optimistic Adapted from Plexico et al. (2005) and Chapter 4 - Results of current investigation. The overall conclusions that can be drawn from Table 6 and Table 7 are that: (a) self-help conferences for PWS contribute to the transition from unsuccessful stuttering management to successful stuttering management and (b) self-help conferences for PWS contribute to the continued success of stuttering management. 236 5.2 Limitations of the Investigation The focus of the study was to understand the lived experiences of a self-help conference for PWS and the lived experiences of stuttering, both from the perspective of PWS. Participants have been attending self-help conferences for a range of time from 1-15 years. The lived experience involves making meaning from past experiences. Even though this study aims to look at the experience from the perspective of PWS, it is important to recognize that an individual's memory can play a role in their actual perception of the experience. Therefore questions related to experiences of their first conference are limited to what they are capable of remembering. Some participants noted this when asked about their speech after a selfconference. Another limitation of the study was the lack of generalizability (J. A. Smith & Osborn, 2008) to all PWS who attend self-help conferences and to the much broader population of PWS. Even though the 12 participants varied in gender, age, and geographical location, the results and conclusions are only applicable to the participants in this study. The aim of this study is to document the details of the perceptions and understandings of the participants not make general claims. J. A. Smith and Osborn (2008) say that IPA is not opposed to more general claims for larger populations; IPA is just "committed to the painstaking analysis of cases [or small groups] rather than jumping to generalization," and follows an idiographic rather than a nomothetic mode of inquiry. The individual descriptions of each participant (section 3.3) provide additional contextual information to help readers understand more about the backgrounds of each of the participants to possibility understand what may or may not have played a role in the perceptions of their conference experiences. 237 In the interpretation of the results and/or conclusions of this investigation, it is important to note that this was a sample of convenience and have the potential to bias the sample of all adults who stutter that attend self-help conferences for PWS. In addition, adults who stutter that attend self-help conferences for PWS, may be a subgroup of all adults who stutter. This, however, does not appear to be the case, since their experiences of stuttering appear to be quite similar. The only difference between the participants who attend self-help conferences and a sample of PWS are the fact that conference attendees had post-conference experiences (positive). 5.3 Clinical Implications The clinical implications of this investigation are that there is more evidence to support that stuttering is a broader disorder than its observable features and should therefore be assessed in ways that go beyond a severity assessment as observed by the clinician. In efforts to understand the lived experience of stuttering of a client an SLP should interview him or her with open ended questions. Self-help conferences can be a useful tool and should be used as an adjunct to professional therapy using any of the major three approaches to stuttering therapy (i.e. fluency shaping, stuttering modification, and cognitive restructuring). Self-help conferences are valuable in helping PWS transition from unsuccessful therapy to successful therapy. Furthermore, they are valuable in helping PWS to maintain long-term success in stuttering management. This investigation provides clear evidence that self-help conferences for PWS are an invaluable resource for successful stuttering management. Clients should be referred to such 238 conferences when appropriate. This investigation was conducted with the knowledge that it could potentially impact the way that clinicians, supervisors, school administrators, researchers, insurance providers, and clients view this valuable resource. 5.4 Future Research The purpose of the investigation was to understand the lived experience of self-help conferences for PWS and the lived experience of stuttering both from the perspective of adults who stutter. Results showed that attendance at the conferences were beneficial for adults in that they changed the way people changed their cognitions about stuttering and him or herself as a communicator. This qualitative investigation was helpful in describing the details of how the conferences were beneficial and how stuttering impacted the lives of attendees. A possible future study of self-help conferences for PWS should measure the change in the impact of stuttering that self-help conferences can have on adult. The normreferenced questionnaire, the Overall Assessment of the Speaker's Experience of Stuttering (OASES; Yaruss & Quesal, 2008), would be the ideal instrument for such a study. This would also provide a similar means to compare the change in the impact that stuttering has on teens and school age children that attend self-conferences, since the OASES-T for ages 13-17 (Yaruss, Quesal, & Coleman, 2010) and OASES-S for ages 7-12 (Yaruss, Coleman, & Quesal, 2010) are scheduled for release late in 2010. Since the current qualitative investigation specifically targeted adults and the results revealed that there is much benefit in the realm of stuttering management for the adult attendees, future studies need to explore the utility of self-help conferences for teens who stutter and for 239 school age children who stutter. It would also be rational to conduct the same study for the parents of children and teens who stutter to understand the benefits received by parents, but ultimately how the parents' experiences impact their children or teens. This is important since there is evidence to suggest that changes in the home social environment can have positive effects on CWS, similarly to how parents of a child with allergies may be able to change their child's physical environment to help them breath more easily (Ratner, 1993). Another group of people who attend self-help conferences are SLPs. A study of their experiences would help to understand what role self-help conferences in their training and may lead to better training for which current and future clients may benefit. These studies need to be conducted in a qualitative research paradigm to begin to understand the complexities of the experiences of each individual within these different groups of selfconference attendees. The positive benefits of self-help conferences for PWS show that more needs to be understood about all self-help activities for PWS. Ramig's (1993) call for research on selfhelp groups for PWS has been answered by some researchers, but more studies are needed as the realm of self-help for PWS has grown to various age groups, to various in-person selfhelp venues including self-help conferences, and to various self-help options that exist and continue to be developed on the internet. One particular area of research that needs exploration is the use of social networking for PWS. At the time the data was collected for his study participants reported using internet discussion groups and podcasts, but other forms of internet medium were not yet mainstreamed. Today social networking is one of the most popular forms of communication online. For PWS this is no exception. The most popular of 240 the social networking websites today, Facebook, is used to connect members of both Friends and NSA to each other and to keep in touch with any events happening on a national or local level. The increase use of the social networking sites appears to correlate with the decline in the use of internet discussion groups. In addition, more people seem to be learning about these self-help organizations either by finding the organizations directly on Facebook or indirectly through other PWS that they may have found via social networking. This phenomenon has already started to impact the way individuals at all levels within the organization communicate for socializing or for running the organization (or local chapters). Research needs to be conducted regarding how PWS use such sites; how self-help organizations use such sites; what impact social network sites have had on in-person selfhelp activities for PWS (i.e. groups, regional workshops, and annual conferences). As the self-help movement of PWS continues to become more global through the formation of new national organizations and the maintenance and growth of international self-help organizations for PWS (i.e. ISA), more and more people who have access to the internet will be able to benefit from what self-help online activities has to offer. Research about self-help activities for PWS must continue for us to understand the roles they play in stuttering management. 241 REFERENCES Adamsen, L. & Rasmussen, J. M. (2001). 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Bachelor of Science, University at Albany-State University of New York, Spring 1994; Master of Science, University of Louisiana at Lafayette, Spring 2006; Doctor of Philosophy, University of Louisiana at Lafayette, Fall 2010 Major: Applied Language & Speech Sciences Title of Dissertation: Self-Help Conferences for People Who Stutter: An Interpretive Phenomenological Analysis Dissertation Director: Dr. John A. Tetnowski Pages in Dissertation: 285; Words in Abstract: 349 ABSTRACT Self-help organizations and activities for people who stutter (PWS) have become more popular all over the world; however, there is a scarcity of evidence to support their utility in stuttering management. The purpose of this investigation is to understand more about the lived experience of individuals who attended a self-help conference(s) for PWS from the perspective of a PWS to learn about its potential usefulness in the overall management of stuttering. The investigator used Interpretive Phenomenological Analysis (IPA) to systematically collect authentic data of this social phenomenon. Semi-structured interviews were conducted with each of the twelve participants, 4-18 months after attending a self-help conference for PWS. Interviews were transcribed and reviewed. Significant quotes were documented and analyzed. Themes emerged from the data and the investigator interprets the finding through a narrative which and illustrated by participants' quotes. Credibility procedures included acknowledging potential investigator biases, triangulating analysis with another investigator, and asking participants to review and comment to determine if themes were consistent with the participants' experiences. Themes emerged in two domains - the experience having attended a self-help conference(s) for PWS and the experience of stuttering. Results related to having attended a self-help conference(s) include themes about: types of socializing opportunities with other PWS, affiliation, shifting roles, positive change of emotions, and ways of redefining oneself including improved self-perspective, selfacceptance, increased risk taking, and freedom. Results related to the participants' experience of stuttering are similar to previous studies. Emotions associated with stuttering were embarrassment, fear, frustration, loneliness, and shame. Results also show aspects of life that stuttering impacts including personality, education, dating, and career path. Other themes reveal participants' avoidance of words and situations and two post-conference themes. One related to perception of stuttering after the conference and the other related to disclosures about stuttering. Conclusions of the study are that self-help conferences for PWS help to minimize the negative internal influences that stuttering can have on daily functioning, by providing a forum for socializing, affiliating, and changes in self-concept potentially leading to improved communication. As a result, self-help conferences are a useful resource in the management of stuttering. 269 BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH Mitchell C. Trichon, son of William and Evelyn, was raised in Long Island, New York. He received a Bachelor of Science from the University at Albany (NY). After working as a Certified Public Accountant, he received a Master of Science (2006) and Doctor of Philosophy (2010) from the University of Louisiana at Lafayette, where he specialized in fluency disorders. Mitchell has published and presented stuttering research at national and international conferences. He has led self-help groups, hosted national and regional conferences, and is on the Board of Directors of the National Stuttering Association. He teaches at St. John's University.